i hate myself bc i hurt you but i hate me more bc i cant get over myself and grow up enough to be with you

I feel like im your puppet. I have liked you for 3 years now and you come into my life whenever you choose and tell me you "miss me" but then you just leave and before you leave you talk to me about different girls, ill never be one of those girls. Why do I fall for you every time you text? I should've learned my lesson awhile ago, but here I am still waiting for your response while im on delivered for 2 weeks, and 2 weeks ago I was supposed to hang out with you. I never heard from you again. I can't keep doing this to myself, why do I? your a stoner who plays tennis and has Long brown/ blonde hair. I will always have a soft spot for you but now I need to let go because staying up late for a text that im never going to get is silly. I miss you are I will continue to but you know, its time. I can't believe I told you my feelings, I always do that with you. I tell you my feelings then you leave. Goodbye Kyan.

I know there are 400 miles between us but when we talk it feels like nothing. You make me smile and laugh. Every ounce of pain I have felt in the past washes away when I look into your eyes. You are perfect and nothing can change that.

I wish you knew how much that hurt and I wish you knew that you don't have to do what you did to me to be happy

i still love you more than anyone on this earth ever could. please make good decisions and call me if you are ever in trouble. i miss you my love

u should’ve reject me earlier

i will always forgive you… even if i hate myself for it

i understand why we cant talk, but i just want to hear your voice again.

thank you even if it hurts

You’ll never know how much I think about you

Feel something about me. Love me, hate me, whatever. I need SOMETHING, chat

im begging to know what you think about, why do you keep me around?

Im falling so hard for you and its the best thing ever<3
I want to be yours so badly

hi i like your shirt (do you like me??)

wanna hate u for ghosting me but I can't

you've really forgotten my birthday..

I'll never forget the day you broke my heart. I still haven't recovered. not that you care anyways.

i hope you'll still love me knowing who I am. i'm scared.

I promised I'd never stop loving you, I kept that promise.

i hate you sm
yet i still act as if i love you
i don’t even know if you care about me

i <3 u

im sorry, let me make it up to you

wish u cared enough to fight for me. hope ur doing good regardless

You are so beautiful. You are enough. And I’ll love you forever and always, no matter what.

I’m sad that we don’t talk anymore. I was crying in hopes you would come back. Miss you.

dreamt of you last night. It was weird, like nothing ever changed. I hope you are doing well.

I’m scared to tell you that I love you in case you’re not there yet

I'm sorry for crying. I know, you want me to be happy. I can't always help what comes out of me.

i still think about you often kyan, you still hold such a strong place in my heart

even tho we’re over i still feel like we’re bound to be together again. i love you, no matter what

I love you with all my heart I'm so happy you came into my life, love you always no matter what x

i just want to be enough for you.

I love you so much im sorry if im not enough i love you

I never felt enough for you

Im tired of reaching out first :,(