It’s been since 2018 since I last spoke to you, I still love you. Seeing videos of you kills me your voice literally everything about you. I know I’m too young and you’ve obviously moved on, and you moved on so quick, it didn’t affect you....it’s been years and I have PTSD I’m pretty sure it didn’t phase you because I have a feeling it was nothing, it was just a game for you. I can’t stand the fact that everyone gets to hear you and see u and I don’t i just want to be friends that’s all. Knowing you love someone else the way I love u kills me but that’s life. I hope you didn’t know what they were doing to me I hope you didn’t because if you did know all the things your colleagues were doing to me and you allowed it I would literally kill my self. My heart will literally drop when I see you again I will forever love you and well I don’t know what to do about it. Except move on and be happy