let me know what you are thinking because I see you everyday but you are so closed off and I'm scared you will feel like you have no one but I'm here darling I was always here, don't you get it gorgeous ily even if you feel like no one else would. the distance between us doesnt matter as long as you are here breathing the same air as me that's enough for me to keep going. life won't feel the same. love won't feel the same. the way we act won't feel the same. that vera wang perfume won't smell the same but keep going is all I ask because the life I live right now is so bland and boring and sad but ill never forgive myself for leaving you by yourself ily mamas

You absolutely broke me. And I fucking hate your guts for it. But a small piece of me wants you to walk back through the door and hold me one last time.

I said this before but I don’t think you heard me. I was in love with you. I wouldn’t go back to you now, though. I still hope you’re okay.

You stopped caring about me when you moved to college and got a new life. I understand but it hurts. Sisters are supposed to check in on each other and you don't do that.

Im gonna pour my heart into this. You are my world. I always thinks about if one day if we do end things how bad its going to hurt. You have always been there for me. At my ups and downs. I need to apologize for somethings. i haven't nearly given all the love you've given me in return. The day we first hung out i knew i was in love with you, i know thats crazy considering we weren't even talking but its true.Emily i could not tell you how much i love you but i dont think you will ever understand that.

Thank you for being my safe place. i love you with my whole heart and then some. i hope i never have to say goodbye to you.

please stop talking about her, please. i just sit there trying to pretend that im not fucking in pain. know your worth , i see you more than what she see's you as, idk how you dont see it. you always fall for straight girls that dont want anything to do with you and you give your time and energy and love to them when they dont care at all i dont know how you dont see it. im trying to tell you i like you a bit everyday but its always she this she that. it fucking hurts emily, you dont know how much i love you youre my favorite person and i never want you to get hurt so please just know your worth. i see more to you than just a girl on my phone and you'll never understand that and thats ok, i want you to be happy and thats why i had your back when you told her you liked her , that shit was so hard to do but i really care about you alot and your happiness does matter alot to me so id go through any amount of pain just to see you happy ive never felt this way about someone before, theres something so special about you that i just cant point out. everything every action you say and do matters every single one. you took me out of my lowest without knowing it. which means you can hurt me alot. just know that i see you , you are never forgotten you mean the world to me,and id do anything for you

emily.. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you. You hurt me more than you can even imagine but Ile always always care. you showed me what it was like to feel needed & wanted even if it was just for a while:( and every day we spent together I wouldn’t change for a thing? I love you

I wish I could
Have told you how I felt about you before I moved and never saw you again, but I cared about you and I fell in love with you but your just not the same person I fell in love with anymore.

thank you for being here. for checking up on me. for loving me when i couldnt love myself. i love you.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WANNA ASK U OUT BUT WE'RE SO FAR. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH I WANNA FUCKING MARRY YOU

Why are you always so thick skulled. If u understood my point and struggle once in your life you would understand but you never did and I’m glad your moving away

Why are you always so thick skulled. If u understood my point and struggle once in your life you would understand but you never did and I’m glad your moving away

I will always have a place for u in my heart. but seriously fuck you. i hope u get hurt. after everything u put me through.

a part of me will never truly be able to forgive you for the things you said and did behind my back. you were my first true friend in college and my first heartbreak too. i still resent you for turning me into a darker version of myself for a long time because of your selfishness. i hope it was worth it

why did you do that. you gave me attachment issues and i hope you never love anyone the way i loved you

Hey Emily! I hope your doing well, I love you so so so much. I am thankful for every moment I get to spend with you. Talking to you makes me feel loved and happy. I hope our friendship lasts, I do not want to lose you. Emily, you don't know how much you mean to me. You are a very special person to me. I wanna thank you for getting me into something that could change my life! I love you so much. You are valid and very very very pretty to me. I can't imagine my life without you. Emily, you are such a life changer. I love gaming with you. It disappoints me to see you sad. I love you so much. Stay safe!

I want to text you. I want to talk to you. I want to talk to you the same way again, but I cannot so I have to turn my phone off and sit there and wonder why I am not good enough for you and it kills me because I love you but you dont love me.

It’s been two years and i can’t remember what your laugh sounded like, but i remember how happy it made me

I never really expected this, but I miss you. I've been listening to your songs you sent me and found our playlist on Spotify that you made. I wanna see you again... text me sometime.

I've been in love with you since sixth grade we are now in eighth and I still haven't got the courage to talk to you.

After almost 2 years, I thought that I wasn’t gonna end. Never in a million years did I think it would end like that. Cheating. Fuck you, go back to him...oh wait

every time I walk to wherever, I always look at houses that I think you would like. I imagine that we would start a family and having amazing memories. I'm sorry..

i know you don’t miss me anymore but i still think about you & i miss you i’ll be here waiting forever ?

im in love with you and i want to make love with you. but your heart is not with me and i cherish too much of what we have to do anything. i'm ok with suffering if it means that youre happy

I think of you often. Sometimes wonder if you're in my thoughts bc we're meant to be or bc I can't get over you.

you are the most basic bitch ever u try to bite off of others personalities but it just makes you more pretentious than unique

I’m so glad we’re friends. If you didn’t get transferred into my class all those years ago, i don’t know what i would’ve done

did you mean it when you said that you loved me? i meant it, and if i were to say it now, i would still mean it, because i have never stopped loving you em.

i guess u were my first love considering my other relationships were fads but i hate you. i also happen to love you. im also falling in love with someone else. but i cant seem to forget you. its difficult.

I know you don't feel the same way i do and i know that you have someone else but i love you. I always have and its do hard seeing you everyday when all i want to do is be with you and spend the rest of our lives together. You have no idea how much you mean to me

"The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the endless skies, my love"

You’re going to realize we were meant for each other one day I just hope it’s before I’m gone for good

When did we start drifting so much? it makes me wonder if we were ever really close. talk to me. and please just give me an ounce of respect, how can you disregard how much i have cared for you all this time. I wish you could trust me, I wish i could learn to trust you too.

You are annoying but I somehow still love you. You also need to sort out that anime obsession of yours. Anime sucks.

how do u call me and apologize for everything then ignore my physical presence when i see u. make it make sense, pussy

I just want to go out at 3am not giving a f about the world and yell at top of our lungs and drink Monster

hi my love:) you’ll probably never see this but it’s hard for me to express how intense my feelings are and just how much i fucking love you so if i’m overbearing and annoying, that would be why. it’s bc i’m violently in love with you AND IM GONNA GET VIOLENT IF U DONT SEE ME SOON BAE

I don’t know what I ever did to you to make you treat me like this. I’m sorry we distanced. It was fun while it lasted.

You were the one he chose. Of course you were. Everybody chooses you because you radiate love and happiness, I radiate nothing. When I saw him with you, my heart broke, you looked so happy together, and I was standing alone, on the sidelines. The music faded out, I couldn't even hear anything over my heartbeats. Why couldn't he choose me. I hope you make him happy.

I hate you. I never saw how toxic & manipulative you were, or how badly you treated nat & me. I'm an atheist but go to hell :)

i still missed you for a long time. the type of connection we had. but you made me scared of love. i have them now, though. they're just like you, but better than you'll ever be.

You hurt me when I was down and you left before I could get back up, but thank you. Before you I didn’t know the honour of having your heart broken.

Not only were you my first love but you were my first best friend as well. I wish it could have been different. I wish you could have loved me the same way I loved you. I sacrificed everything by telling you how I felt and you belittled my feelings as if they were nothing. I wanted us to be together, you acted like we were most of the time. I was so confused, you knew what you were doing. All the times we would hug and kiss? You would even sneak into my bed when we had sleepovers. Was it simply a joke to you? I don't understand why you did any of it if you thought so less of me. This is me letting you go, for too long now i've been hurting, hoping you would see that your actions pained me. But obviously you just didn't care. bye em x

You hurt me so much. I commited %100 to you and you gave me %3. You knew how manipulative you were and chose to continue that. U knew I was in love with you and that’s why it hurt so much to see you manipulate your feelings and it made me feel like you never loved me. I’m happy now tho. I have flower and she treats me 50/50 just like how a healthy relationship should be. I’m in love with her. I’ve moved on from you and you know when we were dating I would wake up drained feeling used and worthless and just generally terrible. All I gotta say now is f you ?

you said you'll manage even though i knew you were hurting. i'm sorry, for not being the one to stay even when i promised i'll never leave you. it's been months and i hope you've become happier. thank you for loving me, even though i didn't deserve it.

You were my best friend until you got a boyfriend and started ignoring me. I hung out with Maddie and then you got mad that you weren't my bestfriend anymore.

I am sorry for everything. I wish I would've given you a proper apology. I regret what I said to this day. I didn't understand how hurtful it was, but I do now. As much as it hurt having to lose you as a friend and realizing I was being a shit person, it helped me to become a better friend to others and a better person, so thanks. And sorry once again, I was a bitch and I'm working on it. Hope you're doing well always, you deserve it.

you will never know how I feel about you and that’s a good thing, we are bestfriends and I would never forgive myself if I ruined that. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, thank you :)

you are beautiful and intelligent and more than any man will ever give you. I hope you learn to relax and love yourself in the way you love others.