From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: February 8, 2024, 5:38 pm UTC
i cant let you go and i cant help but hope for better from you
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: February 5, 2024, 8:44 pm UTC
You broke me into a million pieces, but if you asked me to come back I’d be there in a second.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: February 2, 2024, 6:52 pm UTC
i love you more than life itself but i had to do what i did, i hope you will understand someday
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: January 25, 2024, 6:42 pm UTC
i couldn't imagine loving you again, but yeah, I still miss you. i did loved you, so much. take care
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: January 23, 2024, 7:50 pm UTC
You're enough even if you don't think so. I love you.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: January 15, 2024, 8:14 pm UTC
why don’t you want me as much as i want you
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: January 9, 2024, 6:10 pm UTC
Do you miss us talking sometimes as well?
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: November 12, 2023, 5:05 pm UTC
hopefully we meet again once you become better, and changed. but it’ll always be you and me.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: November 12, 2023, 2:25 pm UTC
Did you even love me or were you just lonely? Why did you isolate me?
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: November 9, 2023, 6:06 am UTC
was i not good enough for you to stay?
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: November 5, 2023, 1:34 am UTC
thanks for telling me the warning signs xx
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: October 28, 2023, 3:13 am UTC
You know I have no friends, I thought you could have still been there for me but you just ignore me
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: October 27, 2023, 12:55 am UTC
i love you and i’m sorry i hope you come back one day. please take care of yourself for me
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: October 18, 2023, 8:21 am UTC
why did i not deserve the same unconditional love
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: October 16, 2023, 7:48 pm UTC
I will never be able to forgive you for the pain you put me through
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: October 9, 2023, 4:10 pm UTC
I’ll always wait for you. Please respond back
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: September 20, 2023, 2:52 pm UTC
you seem so nice I hope I speak to u sometime
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: September 12, 2023, 7:44 pm UTC
You are the love of my life and I can’t wait to marry you someday <3
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: July 31, 2023, 5:25 am UTC
I hope you regret your decision one day
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: July 29, 2023, 9:13 am UTC
i always miss you so much and it hurts.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: July 27, 2023, 9:12 pm UTC
despite everything, its always going to be you, i wish it wasnt
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: January 6, 2021, 4:12 am UTC
hey,, i miss you. you just never leave my mind. and i’ve tried to get over you,, but it’s impossible. i just love you so much and i hate how things ended. i know we weren’t in the right headspace at the moment. we need time. but i hope one day we talk again,, i hope one day you feel okay,, that one day things don’t feel as heavy as they used to be. i love you.
-the person with the heavy eye bags at school
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: December 31, 2020, 6:01 pm UTC
I missed u so much. After u told me why we broke up I hated myself. I still do. Wut happened to u!? Never knew u would turn out like dis...
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: December 22, 2020, 5:09 pm UTC
I loved every part of you but you changed. You fell out of love and I had to accept that. I don't know you anymore.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: December 21, 2020, 11:29 am UTC
No matter what you put me through i will always love you and hold a special place in my heart for you, thank you for all of the memories we created in the time we had together.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: December 20, 2020, 11:31 am UTC
u are literally the first person i have truly loved, if we break up my heart will never be the same again, u fill it up sm and idk what i would do without ur sweet messages every day and our 7hour conversations every night
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: December 11, 2020, 4:13 am UTC
after i found someone better, i realized u were only a chapter in my life. thank you for being apart of my story.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: December 1, 2020, 12:00 am UTC
you became a stranger. i didn't even know you and didn't even care. i put everything into you. we were perfect. but you became exactly who you said you'd never be. you knew everything about me, i poured my heart out to you. and you left. just like you said you wouldn't, just like the boys you hated because they did it to me. i don't know when you changed into this person. the scary, mean, unwelcoming, thorny, cold person. i don't know when and that's what's scary. that's what hurts. i don't even miss you. your stubbornness, your childishness, your sensitivity, i don't miss that. i miss the ellis that let me listen to his heartbeat. the ellis that smiled after we kissed. the ellis i loved. i let him be replaced by this horrible person, and i let it happen. it's my fault you broke my heart. i hate myself for that. but i hate you more for telling me you loved me and then you let me break my own heart.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: November 30, 2020, 10:15 pm UTC
Hey, I'm so happy we're speaking again. I'm happy for you and her she seems like she makes you a better you and don't get me wrong yes i still love you so so much but right now we aren't right for each other and although we are back in each others lives right now I don't think this was the right time. Just not yet...Ellis you were my first love and I appreciate you so much I just wish I could have been better to you and for you. The version i am of myself right now still is not enough so I really hope you can hold on, and i know its selfish but don't fall too in love with her.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:41 am UTC
you have no idea how much you mean to me. you are my entire world and all the stars. you have brought so much joy to my life and i just miss you so much. you are the only person i have ever cried about and meant it. i miss you
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: November 17, 2020, 8:33 pm UTC
liar. piece of shit. heartbreaker. everyone said you were this way and i defended you. you proved them right. i will never love you again. you're toxic and unloveable.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: November 9, 2020, 5:06 pm UTC
thanks
i know you only went out with me for pity cause you liked my bestfriend, everyone likes her more than me
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: November 2, 2020, 12:03 am UTC
How long do I need to keep trying before u realise? Or do u already know and just ignore it? But yet I understand, why would u love me back?
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: October 26, 2020, 1:59 am UTC
I missed u for so long, I thought I loved u but I only loved the way made me feel, I loved the attention. U insulting me hurts bcs I was once the prettiest girl u've ever seen in ur eyes
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: October 18, 2020, 3:50 am UTC
you dont understand how much im in love with you. but also how much i dont want to be at the same time.
From: ABC
To: ellis
Date: October 3, 2020, 6:18 pm UTC
i'm ok now but as soon as i see your face again, i know i'll fall back in love. i miss you. your smile was the prettiest thing i think i've even seen. really.