Hey, I'm so happy we're speaking again. I'm happy for you and her she seems like she makes you a better you and don't get me wrong yes i still love you so so much but right now we aren't right for each other and although we are back in each others lives right now I don't think this was the right time. Just not yet...Ellis you were my first love and I appreciate you so much I just wish I could have been better to you and for you. The version i am of myself right now still is not enough so I really hope you can hold on, and i know its selfish but don't fall too in love with her.