From: ABC
To: ellis
you have no idea how much you mean to me. you are my entire world and all the stars. you have brought so much joy to my life and i just miss you so much. you are the only person i have ever cried about and meant it. i miss you
From: ABC
To: ellis
i'm ok now but as soon as i see your face again, i know i'll fall back in love. i miss you. your smile was the prettiest thing i think i've even seen. really.
From: ABC
To: ellis
thanks
i know you only went out with me for pity cause you liked my bestfriend, everyone likes her more than me
From: ABC
To: ellis
you dont understand how much im in love with you. but also how much i dont want to be at the same time.
From: ABC
To: ellis
hey,, i miss you. you just never leave my mind. and i’ve tried to get over you,, but it’s impossible. i just love you so much and i hate how things ended. i know we weren’t in the right headspace at the moment. we need time. but i hope one day we talk again,, i hope one day you feel okay,, that one day things don’t feel as heavy as they used to be. i love you.
-the person with the heavy eye bags at school
From: ABC
To: ellis
I missed u so much. After u told me why we broke up I hated myself. I still do. Wut happened to u!? Never knew u would turn out like dis...
From: ABC
To: ellis
Hey, I'm so happy we're speaking again. I'm happy for you and her she seems like she makes you a better you and don't get me wrong yes i still love you so so much but right now we aren't right for each other and although we are back in each others lives right now I don't think this was the right time. Just not yet...Ellis you were my first love and I appreciate you so much I just wish I could have been better to you and for you. The version i am of myself right now still is not enough so I really hope you can hold on, and i know its selfish but don't fall too in love with her.
From: ABC
To: ellis
I missed u for so long, I thought I loved u but I only loved the way made me feel, I loved the attention. U insulting me hurts bcs I was once the prettiest girl u've ever seen in ur eyes
From: ABC
To: ellis
you became a stranger. i didn't even know you and didn't even care. i put everything into you. we were perfect. but you became exactly who you said you'd never be. you knew everything about me, i poured my heart out to you. and you left. just like you said you wouldn't, just like the boys you hated because they did it to me. i don't know when you changed into this person. the scary, mean, unwelcoming, thorny, cold person. i don't know when and that's what's scary. that's what hurts. i don't even miss you. your stubbornness, your childishness, your sensitivity, i don't miss that. i miss the ellis that let me listen to his heartbeat. the ellis that smiled after we kissed. the ellis i loved. i let him be replaced by this horrible person, and i let it happen. it's my fault you broke my heart. i hate myself for that. but i hate you more for telling me you loved me and then you let me break my own heart.
From: ABC
To: ellis
u are literally the first person i have truly loved, if we break up my heart will never be the same again, u fill it up sm and idk what i would do without ur sweet messages every day and our 7hour conversations every night
From: ABC
To: ellis
No matter what you put me through i will always love you and hold a special place in my heart for you, thank you for all of the memories we created in the time we had together.
From: ABC
To: ellis
after i found someone better, i realized u were only a chapter in my life. thank you for being apart of my story.
From: ABC
To: ellis
liar. piece of shit. heartbreaker. everyone said you were this way and i defended you. you proved them right. i will never love you again. you're toxic and unloveable.
From: ABC
To: ellis
How long do I need to keep trying before u realise? Or do u already know and just ignore it? But yet I understand, why would u love me back?
From: ABC
To: ellis
I loved every part of you but you changed. You fell out of love and I had to accept that. I don't know you anymore.
From: ABC
To: ellis
I see things that make me think of you and wish I could send them to you. I miss you
From: ABC
To: ellis
You are the love of my life and I can’t wait to marry you someday <3
From: ABC
To: ellis
loving you came to me as naturally as breathing, and yet youre so cruel
From: ABC
To: ellis
i wish you could understand why i did what i did. i love you . too much
From: ABC
To: ellis
i wish you knew how much i loved you, but i didn’t want to hurt you.
From: ABC
To: ellis
do they treat you better than i did? can they create the same feeling? are we still interlinked?
From: ABC
To: ellis
all this love and care is fake right?
i wish it wasnt, atleast i know its not fake from me
From: ABC
To: ellis
you broke me into a million peices and im still trying to put those peices back together
From: ABC
To: ellis
Ellie you’re the best thing that ever happened to me. Even if you live hours away I’ll aways be here
From: ABC
To: ellis
why couldn't you just commit to us? i still love you and i wish you would feel the same and open up.
From: ABC
To: ellis
I hope I haven’t gotten in the way of you recovering. I really love you. I’m sorry. :(
From: ABC
To: ellis
I will never be able to forgive you for the pain you put me through
From: ABC
To: ellis
despite everything, its always going to be you, i wish it wasnt
From: ABC
To: ellis
I liked you because I thought you liked me. I still do, but I feel like you're avoiding me.
From: ABC
To: ellis
i couldn't imagine loving you again, but yeah, I still miss you. i did loved you, so much. take care
From: ABC
To: ellis
i love you and i’m sorry i hope you come back one day. please take care of yourself for me
From: ABC
To: ellis
You know I have no friends, I thought you could have still been there for me but you just ignore me
From: ABC
To: ellis
you thought i liked your friends but it was always you that i wanted.
From: ABC
To: ellis
i love you more than life itself but i had to do what i did, i hope you will understand someday