Unsent messages to DOMINIC

if you somehow find this please don’t show her, i love you so much i fucked up so bad, you’re in half of my dreams i drive by your house sometimes on the way to downtown. i wonder if you’re really happy with her or if you miss me. i was too scared to tell you how i felt because i didn’t want to lose you but i somehow still did. it hurts really bad to see you laugh with her, i cant walk to the field anymore because you’re all i think of, i still don’t know my feelings toward you but i think if we were just friends i wouldn’t be this hurt. i’m sorry

I know you never liked me like that, but I still like you. It hurts seeing you with my bff, even thou we’re all just friends.

I miss you so much. I’m sorry I was mean at the end. I just didn’t know what to do anymore. I want to take it all back. I know you won’t see this but please don’t forget me. I pray one day I can talk to you again.

im all better now, and i know you're running from ur own past but im glad to say im not worried about it anymore.

I don’t know what love is. You never taught me what love is. You are the most toxic person i’ve ever met and i hate you...
but i love you still

you will always have a place in my heart, even after everything that happened. i miss our friendship.

I tried so hard to make everything work, I gave you my all. You ruined love for me. I should have left you before you broke me. You suck.

I cared about you more than anything. How could you just leave like we were nothing? All that just to become strangers again?

Do you really care about me or did the feelings change? Because I can't stand getting a text from you everyday not knowing how you feel.

I never told you how I felt because I knew you didn't love me anymore. Now you are back and things are still the same.

I love you, or maybe I’m in love with idea of what could have been, I just hope one day I will figure it out

we had a weird thing in 3rd grade right? I feel like we would always look at each other in a flirty way. anyway i'm gay now

Dear Dom, I dont even know why i'm writing this letter. I never actually been in love, but its probably the closest to it. You showed me how a real man acts around girls. You cared for me no matter what I did. Even though I left you without a good reason, I still cared for you like I did for no one else. You eventually moved on and stared a fresh chapter in your life even though I was still stuck on you. I completly reget that mistake I made. I never actually got over you and dont think I will anytime soon. I always will be happy for you even if we arent together.

its H :) I know we go thru lots of shit but I love you so much bub even with your shitty responce time buuut yea

I don't know why but I could never really seem to get over you. I hope you at least felt the same while we were together.

You always find your way back to me it seems. Every time my life starts to feel like it’s crumbling, I just so happen to run into you. It makes me think we’re destined to be together, but it just doesn’t seem as though time is in our favor. You played me and broke my heart, yet I still have so much love for you. If it wasn’t for you, I’d still be stuck in my old ways. Guess twin flames really are both positive and negative.

i forgive myself for ever thinking it was love. sometimes i can’t help but think “what if” but i know this is where i’m supposed to be.

you weren’t my first love , not even sure if i liked you in that way , but you did teach me how bad friends can break your heart , no matter how bad you hurt me and how much awful shit you say abt me i’ll always be here.

I think im falling in love with you. I know you dont like me back. i know youre straight but i just cant help it. My sister said she can tell you like me from the way you look at me though. Im hoping thats true.

I hope you are happy with her or with anyone, I did my best but it was not enough to keep you by my side, but, I need to forget you and leave you out of my heart like you did.

Sometimes I catch myself still smiling like you. I watched you smile for so long, now it's my smile too.

I hope that one day I'll find the courage to tell you just how much I adore and love you. I hope that you'll wait for that day with me

i loved you for 3 years, but you couldn’t commit to me for 3 months. i don’t blame you for how i am now...but you played a role

I wonder if you ever found out how much I like you. Liked you. I don’t really know which one it is anymore.

You always made me feel like it was my fault . It wasn’t and it took me a year to learn that. I miss you

i know you don't like me the way i like you and that really hurts bc i've never felt that loved before when i was with someone. but i guess all that was false hope.

i thought i was beginning to get over you but every time i try to talk to someone new, i think of you and the way you made me feel. Now i’m scared i will never feel that way for anyone except for you. And I hate that I’ve experienced that type of emotion so young because I’m genuinely concerned you might’ve ruined all men for me. Being in love with you is like a disease, (not a very nice comparison I know), it just stays with you for a very long time and you can try to heal it but it doesn’t go away.

I still put your hoodie, covered in your cologne that I went out and bought after we ended, on my biggest teddy bear just to be able to sleep through the night.

Why did you stop talking to me after I told you I had feelings for you?

I’m sorry I ruined our friendship but I thought you felt the same way

i thought i could finally make you happy but you left me again. yet im the one still thinking about you

i thought i could finally make you happy but then you left me again. yet im the one still thinking about you

you could’ve told me that you didn’t see yourself with me instead of me having to find out through your sister.