if you somehow find this please don’t show her, i love you so much i fucked up so bad, you’re in half of my dreams i drive by your house sometimes on the way to downtown. i wonder if you’re really happy with her or if you miss me. i was too scared to tell you how i felt because i didn’t want to lose you but i somehow still did. it hurts really bad to see you laugh with her, i cant walk to the field anymore because you’re all i think of, i still don’t know my feelings toward you but i think if we were just friends i wouldn’t be this hurt. i’m sorry
