Te sigo esperando espero en algún momento poder verte nuevamente y saber que valió la pena esperar tanto tiempo. Te amare eternamente. Gracias

Aun después de 1 año, te sigo pensando a diario, siempre tendremos una conversación cara a cara pendiente

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What a hell I am doing here, but here I am, text you for telling you how crazy I am for you, but, best friends forever, no?

I really like you a lot, you are right now the person I love the most and it hurts me a lot that you don't see me the same way, tell me if I'm not enough for you, but tell me,
am I not enough for you?? because I swear that every day I I wake up in the morning and the first thing I do is think of you and it hurts, it hurts too much to see how I'm not important to you one bit, I like you but you are destroying my heart.

A part of me wished you never came back, but the other part of me can’t seem to live without you. It hurts to know you cared all this time, because for years you led me to think you didn’t. You broke me. I cried myself to sleep for a whole year wondering how things would have been. You were my hardest goodbye. I lost myself after you. But I’m stronger now, I found myself and I forced myself to move on. Now you message me, to check up on me and I’m back to square one. You made me truly happy once you did. You made me feel beautiful and worthy.You made me smile and laugh till my stomach hurt. Your voice was my cure. You were my best friend. I thank you for that, I do. It’s different now. We grew up. I’ll always care for you, but it’s time to leave that in the past. I hope you find this one day. Wish you the best.

Tal vez no he sido la mejor persona contigo, ni la más adecuada, pero siempre me has importado, no sabes cuanto te pienso, no sabes cuanto quiero que seas feliz, te extraño y aunque estemos a distancia, te quiero apoyar en lo que viene, no quiero que pierdas la esperanza, te quiero mucho.

Te quise tanto, luche tanto por ti, para que a ti te valiera y al final salieras con alguien que estoy segura no va a valorar lo increíble que eres!!!
A pesar de todo te deseo lo mejor de la vida, y de verdad se que prometi estar siempre para ti, pero no sabes lo difícil que es pensar en que algun dia querras hablar de tu relación y se que no podre decirte lo que siento.
Te quise tanto, pero me alegro por ti y te dejo por el simple hecho de que debo cuidar mi salud mental!
Te quiero y te deseo lo mejor.

i miss you. i hate the way you treated me, and i wish i could hate you for it, but at night i lay awake hoping that i’ll get a text from you.

diego.. i'm sorry for what i did to you. i'm sorry that i changed. i wasn't being myself.. i lost myself. i felt hopeless and lost. i caused you pain because of that. i hope now i don't cause anymore pain. i'm really sorry..

Me flipa tu camisa, combina con tu cabello y tus ojos. Me enteré que vienes de nuevo, a veces no dejo de pensar en qué me faltó para ser buena. Te extraño mucho, por favor, vuelve una noche más.

Por más que me esfuerce no soy correspondida .Deja de jugar con mis sentimientos .Siempre supiste que me gustabas y te dio igual . Yo no soy un chiste.
Aunque siempre estarás en mi corazón y nunca te olvidaré.

You deserved better so i let you go. I hope your doing well. I know I'm not. Well have a good life ok(:

I think I'm going to delete our realm soon, it's been 6 months. I hope you still wear your spongebob hoodie a ton, a part of you will forever live inside of me. I still have your vans by the way.

Fuiste la primera persona que me gusto por su forma de ser, a veces creí que yo también te gustaba ya que eras realmente lindo y muy paciente conmigo aunque tenías mal carácter con todos los demás

Realmente siento un gran cariño por ti, aunque yo te dije lo que sentía por ti jamás supe que es lo que sentías o pensabas sobre mi, siempre me sentí cómoda contigo, me gustaría enamorarme de alguien de la misma manera en la que lo estuve de ti. Gracias por aceptar mis sentimientos durante 4 años.

Porqué, porqué te fuiste? Te espere, nunca me rendí, hasta ahora, ahora me falta tu presencia, y lo compenso cortandome, arañandome, mordiendo, pegandome, y sabes que, no es tu culpa, siempre fue mia.

You weren't my first love which I regret but I hope you are my last. You are my best friend and if I don't make it to the future you have planned I hope the perfect girl does.

you came back but if you leave again i know i will be completely broken this time and it will hurt more than anything

creo que la cagué sin darme cuenta y todos los días me arrepiento de haber actuado tan mal. te echo de menos

Maybe it wasn't under the best circumstances bit you were my first kiss and my first in many other things. I loved you maybe way too much but you had the audacity to say I didn't love you. I was young and stupid. It will be almost 3 years since we first met. I wish you could see the person I am now because I am so much better. I wish we could be friends again. Miss you, L.

dear diego, i love u so much but youve drained so much from me. the only reason im staying alive is for u. bc maybe one day we'll be able to be together. te amo con toda mi vida. que nunca se te olvide eso papi. un besote mwah

Siento que la cagamos a empezar a ser novios fuimos demasiado rapido y talvez por eso las cosas no funcionaron pero me gustaria volverlo a intentar .TE AMO GG

Te ame. Cambie cosas de mi que tu jamás habrías notado, me siento bien con eso, pues mi amor por ti se a devaluado

i will always love you no matter what i do i’ll always think of you and dream of you. i’m sorry things ended the way they did. please come back

I cant feel love to anyone else but you, you fucked me up and you dont even care about me, i wish i never met you.

Maybe we were really a match... And we'd have been a really good couple.. But it wasn't the best moment, maybe in other life... I have always loved you, I've always wanted to be with you and just you, I just thought about you.. I still do those things.. I try to replace you with someone else but it's impossible.. I love you..

Wow, mi primer chico, tantas cosas que hemos pasado, ya estamos a 2 días de acabar el 2020 y no pensé que te seguiría pensando, recordando, y soñando, cuando te conocí no me imaginé que serías tú mi primera ilusión, si bien esto jamás lo verás, quiero escribir que en mi corazón siempre vas a estar, pase lo que pase, jamás te olvidaré, mi galán♡.

You promised me you wouldn't leave me this time, why did you lie bub? I truly loved you and now you're the reason I can never love again. You hurt me so badly yet you walk around like you did nothing wrong. It's been a little over a year and although I don't think about you every day, I still miss you and I hate it.

Te quiero demasiado, más que a mi misma y me duele que tu no sientas lo mismo, que tu me ignores y que me hagas daño no se si inconscientemente o no, la verdad no te entiendo hablamos cuando se te da la gana, me tratas bien cuando quieres y simplemente estoy harta y molesta por quererte, por quererte tanto que quiero escribirte todos los días, pero luego recuerdo las miles de veces que me dejaste en visto también recuerdo las conversaciones a las 12 a.m. odio quererte porque se que tu no sientes lo mismo, odio quererte porque se que tu hablas mal de mi, odio quererte porque a pesar de todo eso me pareces perfecto, y no se si soy masoquista pero cada vez que escuchó tu voz me dan ganas de volver a hablarte y me olvido de todas las noches en las que simplemente lloraba, y lloraba por ti, porque yo no era suficiente para ti, porque se que tu aún la quieres y me da miedo que yo no deje de quererte, que en mi vida tu eres uno de los personajes principales, pero yo que soy en tu vida?

I actually really like you and hope you aren’t using me to get over your ex. But then again, I wouldn’t blame you; I’ve been there.

¿Por qué me hiciste tanto daño? yo te ame tal vez te amo aún pero si solo querías jugar era más fácil que lo dijeras y ya.

Si solo me querías para coger me lo hubieras dicho, si solo querías jugar, pudiste decirmelo, en lugar de meterte en mi puto corazón y dejarme perdida de mil maneras

I think it’s time to delete the realm huh? I’ve been holding on to it for 6 months now because that’s the only think I have left of you. I’m better though, I hope you find your end all. -?

I miss you so much and think about you every day. I wish you didn’t enlist, so I could tell you everything I feel in person. I still don’t know what you mean when you say you love me, but I certainly know what I do when I say it back. No one has ever compared to the way you make me feel before and I want us to work out so badly. I hope you really do move to England with me next year. I don’t want to move on. I’m not ready to

I don’t know what we were, you had so much power over me without even realizing it, and i don’t think you even knew what we were.

I can act like I don’t care, but I still can’t sleep without you in my dreams, without thinking about our what if’s, to blame myself for ruining our friendship, hating you because you left me after you told you would never leave me, thinking after everything we did and how you broke my heart that night. I can’t sleep without letting you know that I hate you for not hating you.

I'll admit it was not hard to walk away. you know my parents are strict. I didn't break up with you because l lost feelings. well- l did. it's difficult I guess because I'm bi and l really like someone and l know I could never get over it as long as l was with you. I'm sorry and l hope one day you understand.

hey, it's Mae. I'm not going to lie to you so here we go. it was not hard to break up with you because you know that l'm bi and i really like this girl. she means a lot to me and so do you. i would never be able to get over her if i was still with you and l don't wanna be with someone l don't like anymore. i hope you understand.

tal vez nunca veas esto lmao, maybe si, pero era muy obvio que me gustabas jaja y creo que si sabias pero nada, te deseo lo mejor bestie

I remember the day we met like it was yesterday. Every once and awhile, I wonder what would've happened if we worked it out.

Hey
I know that this is so difficult and maybe you and i could never be something but you know that i love you and i will always be there for you...

Te amare siempre, de eso no tengo duda, eres el chico mas maravilloso y te aseguro que nadie te amara como yo te ame, fue sincero, real, magico falto luchar por lo nuestro, no era motivo para terminar, podiamos mas que eso, gracias por todo lo bonito, de verdad jamas volvere amar como te ame , ERES MI PERSONA, SIEMPRE LO SERAS, se feliz yo sere feliz, Te amo, de aqui a lo inimaginable

I hope you know you made me feel like shit when you told me that you don’t care about our friendship. I wish I never met you, I wish I never told you my secrets, I wish I never trusted you, I wish that you can realize how stupid you are. I should’ve never let you in my life for so long, you betrayed me. I don’t care if I’m overreacting but you let a girl ruin our friendship. So fuck you DIEGO.

Me lastimaste y no sabes cuanto me dolio cuando la viste a ella y no a mi. Pero sabes, hoy ya no te necesito, hoy ya no pienso en ti, hoy ya no eres importante en mi vida :(

To be completely honest with you, im not sure if im in love with you. I barely know you and almost everytime we were together it was more time spent with you flirting and me brushing you off, but now I smile at your texts no matter how stupid. Shit.

For years I was in love with you but we stayed just friends. Now it’s happening to you and I can’t help but feel good that you’re hurting the way I did

im sorry, im sorry for not realizing how i feel soon enough, for not cherishing what i had long enough, for being in a bad place when you tried, for making my way back to you when you changed, im so sorry for so many things. please forgive me as ive made one too many mistakes. i love you diego, forever and always. and never will i not be here when you need me most, thank you

congratulations, everything you said to her was for nothing because in her eyes, you ended up being the mistake she didn’t want to happen again.

I truly was in love with you. I’m so sorry for the way I fucked you over and I cry every night about it. I get you moved on but it’s been a year and I can’t bring myself to forget you. I miss you so much.

i have never hated anyone more than i hate you. you ruined literally everything for me. i wish you nothing but pain.