I never felt a deeper pain then when you were in my life. But through all that I could only see you. I just wish I could know you noticed. I still love you. I forgive you.

I don´t know if you´ll ever see this, but I hope you know that I really meant it when I told you that I love you. I was so impressed when you told me about your life and your friends,´cause it was so much different then my life in Germany. I always called you Bun, because Bunny´s where my comfort animals at the time, and you totally were my comfortzone back then. I hope you´re having a great life. I love you

I love you so much you dont even know. yknow I love you like that mitski song, strawberry blond. if you listen to it, you'd understand how I feel. everytime you walk in the room , you make me so happy. I smile. I get excited. I want to get near you. you're like the bright shining sun in my day. you've saved me so many times with so many things. j love you, devin

I remember meeting you in middle school. We started off slow but our friendship blossomed into something I never could have imagined. Our friendship was honestly on and off. But when it was on, it was some of the happiest times of my whole life. And when it was off, I felt so lonely. I had a crush on you since middle school but I never really fell for you until high school. After I figured out my feelings for you, you were dating someone else. It was saddening for me since you and the your boyfriend were both my great friends. Ultimately I just accepted it because you were happy, and that's all that really mattered to me. After you two broke up, you went through some things and never really opened up to me about it. I thought I was extremely important to you, but I guess I was giving myself too much credit. My feelings never disappeared during that whole ordeal. It wasn't until the following year that I realized I was really in love with you. Everytime I saw you, I'd feel a burst of joy. I would sometimes think about you at night before I went to sleep. But then late into year, I had a realization. You would never see me in the same light I saw you. I went through a rather empty period of time in my life because of this. I did come to an acceptance though. Just when I thought I was over it and I could interact with you without thinking about any feelings, it came back. Once again, my love for you was reignited. I wanted to tell you so bad, and I just wanted a chance. Almost as quickly as the love came, it disappeared. We don't text on the regular anymore. The only time we interact is when it's part of our friend group. You have a boyfriend now and you seem very happy. As much as it hurts me, I'm happy for you. Maybe one day I can fully move on. Until that day comes, you were my only love. The only person I truly felt like I could spend the rest of my days with. I hope you live your best life. I love you.

It’s been over 8 months and the pain of missing you is still sickening. It’s been so long you almost feel like a dream, something I made up to pass the time. but the way I loved you was so real and that crushes me everyday. I’ll be back here again, I promise I will never stop missing you. maybe I can see you soon, I love you dev. forever and always.

i’ve learned that you can miss somebody without wishing for them to be apart of your life ever again; we may not be meant for each other but i’ll still unconditionally love you f & a ♡

i think that i needed u. text me ! i dont wanna back out from what ive done but youve given me chances, give me another. luv u always.

i’m sorry i hurt you. i just got so sick of you hurting me. i love you and care about you so much but you’ll never know.

I miss seeing you daily and I wish I could speak to you now or just bump into you one day. I don't think you know how much you helped me last year and even now i still struggle without your support and comfort.

Can you stop giving me mixed signals then proceeding to ask me to open up.

you never let me tell you what i wanted to say

Did you really not feel my love for you?:( I’m sorry I didn’t love you in a way you’d understand.

i miss you and every day during the summer i pray you’ll come back to me

Happy…day that brings all the memories back

letting you go was the hardest thing i’ve ever done. i miss you everyday.

I’m sorry that I’m asexual but you can’t “fix” me.

I choose happiness. And that’s no longer you.

why can't i let you go, after what you've put me through?

we’ve been no contact for over a year now. you were a great love to have had. I’m sorry I left.

i’m sorry i dug us a grave before we could give it a shot. i love you. i’m sorry.

your voice
haunts
my dreams.



i miss you.

I missed you a lot today. I hope you remember us as much as I do.

not a second goes by where i don’t think of you please give us another chance

we can try as many times as you need, even if it’s hurting me. i pinky promised to always love you

I’ll show you heaven on this earth, swear you’ll be my first priority, alive or in the dirt.

i know i need to let you go

good luck in your future, ill always have a love for you like no other.

i will never understand why you always seemed to cause me pain

i wish i didn’t waste all my time and effort with you.

i think i’ve loved you since i met you

I actually really need you. I can’t move on. In another universe.

Strangers, Friends, Lovers, Enemies then back to Strangers. So do we go contact or no contact?

i still love you forever. i hope you’re doing okay.

I’m letting the universe handle this.I’m doing my part, are you?

i keep wondering if you’ll keep your promise to me



i doubt you will.

why would you let get my hopes up about us working,
but i don’t think i could ever get over you tbh

i never loved u nor had the intent on loving u yet ur absence feels makes me feel empty

i would have never guessed,

until i got told.


aint it funny?

I wish you hadn't forced my hand. Thank You for the good times we did have.

i habe a crush on you . hope this year things could maybe work out ;)

i truly loved you

someday i hope we actually work things out and never have to give up on each other again.

im trying not to think of u for the week…

i cant stop the memories of us in my dreams.

i’m sorry i never got to tell you that i love you.
<3

i wonder if you ever think about me like i think about you, even if you don’t deserve it

I loved you so much, but it was never me… I see it now. It’s time to accept that and move on.

The sick truth is…I’m still weak for you.

Thank you for bringing my smile and my spark back <3

I will never let anyone know me the way I let you.

i don't you ever liked me, you had it out for me and i don't forgive you. i'm glad we aren't friends

You said you’d think about it, you didn’t.Why’d you give me false hope?