you deserve better. it makes me sad that our time together expired a while ago and i pray that things got better for you.

you are amazing. thank you for all that you did for me, i hope you find someone who makes you as happy as i was with you :)

idek stay mad hoe. i used to think you were such a good person. thank you for teaching me that june geminis are ass.

i wish you were the same as when we met...i don’t like the new you but i’m not gonna say anything. you don’t want my help so i can’t force you...i jus wish we were the way we once were....

i still remember what you taught me about airplanes. i still think of you when one passes me overhead. i still miss you.

I wonder if you’ll be reading these tonight?
I hope your next partner never gives you as much trouble as I did. I know you said I was worth all the pain, but I’m still so sorry for hurting you. We gave it our all- many times- but even still, it’s not enough for a healthy & secure relationship, or at least not with each other. I’ve got a lot of work to do before giving my heart to anyone again. I’m looking forward to the day where I can confidently say I’m “girlfriend material”, and I get a good handle over my anxiety. Until then, goodbye, and I hope things go smoothly for you.

i mistook manipulation for love. you broke me and you loved knowing you had me wrapped around your finger

i just want my happiness back but you’ve left me in a state of sadness and i will never forgive myself for what you did.

thank you for supporting me when i needed it most but fuck you for playing me like a fucking idiot because you got so far up urself & let people make you forget who you was, you’re not the isaiah i once knew, i’ll always love you but I’m just not in love with you anymore, you’ve been hurting me for too long. I wish you nothing but the best zaya.

Thank you for being a real bro. I love you so much and your extroverted personality makes me love you so much more. Thank you for always making an effort with my friends. You're a beast and I hope you have a fantastic life

when you asked if i wanted to just be friends or something more...i should’ve said friends. now i don’t have you close to me & you’re no longer mine. thank you for being my first love & showing me what happiness really was.

i’m sorry. i don’t think i’m good enough for you so i act strong. but the truth is all i want is you.

You made me feel so worthless. You walked all over me for 4 years saying you were scared of commitment just so I can find out you did with with a random girl. The problem is I still love you and I can’t stop. Why am I not good enough for you

dear isaiah,
i loved you the way the moon loves the sun. chasing endlessly, for something i knew i could never have.

pretty sure i fell for you and you used to jokingly flirt with me or i think you did but we haven't talked since school stopped

Not a day goes by where I don’t think about you. You were always there for me no matter how bad things got.Thank you for everything

thank you for reminding me what love feels like. i wish we could’ve been something but it just wasn’t our time

Come back. I need you baby. You know I can’t do this without you. I won’t be able to make it baby. What about the future we planned, i know it was more than just an image that made me happy like you said it was but I genuinely want that, with you, everything, after I graduate we were supposed to start our lives together our family. I loved you, I still loved you.

You know, I really liked you. But there were so many reasons I couldn't tell you. Because I knew you never liked me back because people knew and made fun of me for it because I knew it would hurt more when you rejected me. That's why, that's why even after years of liking you, I could never tell you and I regret it so much

fuck you. i didnt even love you in that way but fuck you. yeah thanks so much for cheating on me with my fucking best friend. and not even telling me. you just broke up with me. “i dont feel the say way anymore” bullshit. i wish you wouldve at least told me the truth. i trusted you. ive never let anyone as close as i let you. i guess i shouldnt have.

You hurt me in a way no one else could. You used me and lied to my face. U made me feel like I was nothing and then came running back when your ex didn't want you and made my life a living hell.

Are you excited for Christmas and your birthday? I hope you have fun and tell your mom I say hi. I miss you so much and I hope your having fun in your life

i cant figure you out. the constant blocking and unblocking. the constant mood swings. the times youre happy around me but then dont talk to me for days. the way u care about me on certain days, but dont on others. i think you have a girlfriend now. im not mad or sad about it because atleast now i know where i stand :)

Hi...
I miss you a lot. I know you did some horrible shit and left some mental scars, but sometimes I wonder what it'll be like if we were still friends.

i genuinely care about you so much that it hurts me. though, we are best friends i can't say much because it'll end up ruining what we have. i'd rather be friends with you to have a longer relationship to be honest. the thought of losing you is like a knife stabbed in my heart. please hold me tight. also, i did this in blue because it's YOUR favorite color. teehee. ily.

Every conversation I have about love somehow always comes back to you. Until I hear you voice and move on, it’ll always be you.

i was talking with friends today and i realized that you played me i am nothing to you wow. i hate you so so much why did you do this i trusted you and what did you do break me down im glad that youre moving schools and i hope i never need you again from s

every day i wonder why it happened. why you did what you did. was i not good enough? i found myself wondering if i still liked you, or liked the attention you gave me at one point. i think it was the first at one point. now i dont know. it hurts to think about. we were so happy. then i mustve screwed up or something. i dont know why you did it. i wish i hadnt found out. maybe wed still be a happy couple then huh? itd be easier if you blamed it on me. i still think i love you. so much. i still want to spend my life with you. but its hard. its hard trust you again. i dont know if i can. im sorry. for everything bubba. i wish i could make you happy again.

Don’t you think for a second that you weren’t enough for me, silly. I just have a lot of emotional baggage that muddles my head when I’m in love. I have hope that I’ll heal, though. Thank you for loving me despite my difficulties. You are a wonderful, wonderful person.

hey lol. i wish i could have told you all the things i told my friends about you. i wish i could tell you how much i loved you and how much i wanted us to be together but i guess you didnt feel the same. cause at the end you blocked me, unfriended me, and told our friends that you never wanted to talk to me again. i still try not to think so hard about it but its hard because this was my first time opening up to someone fully about how i felt and what was wrong with me. idk it sounds crazy to say this but i love you still, no matter how much it still hurts me that you left and that i dont have you to talk to when things get out of control still hurts me. but its fine because at least now i know you are happier without me then you were with me.

It’s funny because I knew from the first time I saw you that I would fall, I told myself over and over that this would happen and yet It was okay. I know the day will come when we no longer talk and I know I’ll be completely shattered, I also know I don’t mean as much to you as you do to me but that’s okay. I know how the movie ends but I’ll still watch knowing I’ll be left broken. Thank you for being you -

I chose this color because it's the color of your eyes. almost two years later and I still continuously drown in them.

whenever i go to type these i never know what to say bc there's never enough words I could type that explains how I feel about this whole situationship

Till this day, I think about the times we talked and I caught feelings for you. Even though we spoke for 7 months, it was special to me and miss the times we talked everyday.

last night was harder to sleep knowing you were gone, but it was easier than all those restless nights trying to get you to stay.

you are like ivy in my soul, i welcomed you in too soon. knowing your enchantment would deceive me and poison would fill my veins, until i no longer recognized the blood as my own.

burn in hell you fat ass bitch cheating whore imma burn yo mf house down.. this is a joke for legal reasons

hey. i hope you know i will always care about you. even if i say we cant be friends anymore, or if i suddenly disappear, or if we just dont talk as much anymore. you were my bestfriend, and first bf after-all. i will always be here for you if you ever need to talk. if i ever insult you, or say something mean, i hope you know i don’t actually mean it.

I will forever love you. But I know you are no longer good for me. I hope you can learn to love someone as much as I loved you instead of making them feel unwanted.

Fuck you, you manipulative, lying piece of shit. You treated me like a game, do you even realise people have feelings? You fucking broke my heart, one day your fine and the next day I'm blocked on all platforms FUCK YOU. Its only been 2 months and you've already broke 2 other girls hearts. PIECE OF SHIT FUCK YOU you don't deserve any girls time.

i'm still in love with you. we may be soulmates but it wasn't meant to be. our relationship was the definition of "right person, wrong time."

i miss you more and more everyday. i believe we are the definition of right person, wrong time. everything reminds me of you and i wish i could just talk to you. you might have not noticed but i did like you so so much. it crushed my heart when reality set in and i realized i wouldn’t see you or talk to you again for a good amount of time. i fell in love with you. i am in love with you. but its too late. it truly hurt me that you decided to go to other girls and lied to me about it. you didn’t even want to talk about it or fix anything you just went and told them you liked them and pretty much the same things you told me which completely crushed me. hopefully when you’re mature and ready for me God will put us back in each others life. it truly sucks bc as soon as i was ready for you and to try things w u it was too late and you were gone. one day i hope to get the closure we both deserve or to be part of your life forever. we have so much potential for a relationship but the timing and everything was just so wrong and you weren’t ready either. i love you and i hope you’re doing good and i hope you like your new school and make new friends. if we don’t reunite like i hope to, i hope you get everything you want out of life and grow your relationship with God. i love you so much and i just want you to mature and not treat women like objects. you’re a good person and ik it, just watch who you surround yourself with they have a big impact on you and everything you do. don’t lie, be honest. i love you and i miss you.

hi isaiah. hopefully you actually see this. so you know it’s for you. bristol central. anyways I did love you yk. I miss you

I don’t know if the timing was wrong or the voids we filled for each other were overdue. But I hope one day I see you and you look at me the way you used. After all we are “Bonnie and Clyde”.

From you, I learned that love is only a made up concept to make us feel less lonely. Something only real in dreams and fairytales.

i have always loved you, im sorry it took so long to realize it. i never meant to hurt you before. we are together now though okay. i love you chicken, im going to marry you. i promise i will, just have some faith in me.

I wish we could start over, i miss you but you moved on and i should too but its hard. You broke me so much and you just don't care, i shouldn't be surprised. For now, goodbye.

9/29 hiiii babyyyy. I just wanted to tell you I love you. I will always love you. I know your going through things right know, I get that I can’t really help with those things but just know whenever you talk about it I try, I may not be good at it but i try. You mean the entire world to me. You have no idea how happy I get when you text back. My heart melts everytime I hear your voice. I hope that it works out with you. You have no idea how much I want it to work out with you. I wish god would talk back to me sometimes. I want him to promise me you’ll stay, I’m always praying and talking to him about you but he can never actually promise. Whatever happens, just know, it will ALWAYS be me and you. It me and you before anyone else. I just wish I could see you right now. You have no idea how much you mean to me. I just wanna lay down on the grass at the park. Right now would be a good time. It’s 4:34 am. It would be dark and quiet. I just want to hold you and play with you hair. I just wish you could stay with me forever. Goodnight baby. I’m pretty tired and my eyes are all red from crying. You are literally so perfect and I wish you could see what I see. Your the most amazing person I’ve ever met. You don’t deserve what’s happening to you right now. Just know it will get better. I promise.??

Thank you for not treating me like something that could break with the slightest touch even after everything you knew about me. You were the first person I ever truly loved and I wish you nothing but the best. This is me letting go so thanks for everything kid.

i love you so much i really hope you know that and i never have the intention to hurt you i promise, im sorry if i ever did