i really wanna hate you. i really do. but theres something about you. i feel like we could be more if you would just try.i didnt think you would be this rude. i just wanted to see what could happen. thanks for making me happy for a bit. i guess ill talk to you later. if its meant to be youll come back.

we talked kind of recently & i couldn’t even be honest with you. i guess i keep chickening out. the real reason why i ended things was bc the relationship felt so superficial to me and it made me uncomfortable. i couldn’t ever open up to you & you probably couldn’t open up to me either.

I've always felt something with you but i've always denied it but i don't want to anymore but now it feels like you're not interested at all :((

i still think about you. i think about how you’re doing. if you’re happy. you probably don’t think about me though which sucks lmao. maybe one day i’ll have the balls to reach out.

I truly love you more than anything but I wish you understood the things I constantly deal with on a daily basis. I want to feel more supported and less alone.

i know you still check on me goob. i hope your new job is going good, i saw you in your uniform. lifes hard without you. almost as hard as it was when you were still around. im trying to be someone new, someone better. but in all honesty its hard making a new life without you. this is cheesy but you wont see it anyway. i love you goob. :/

stop fucking giving me mixed signals. i dont know how you feel. i dont know how i feel. dude its fucking me up.

you will always be my best friend. i can not imagine living life without you. you inspire me every day.

I knew I loved you since the day we first locked eyes, for four whole years i waited but in the end you turned out to be an unworthy asshole.

it’s hurts to see you happy but it hurts even more to see her take for granted everything you are because i would never let you go if i had you

i dont think you chose to leave. i think you got nervous and chose the easy way out. i think you chose the easier person not the one who loves you the most.

you just left. Before she came in, and we were just starring in each others eyes I was going to tell you I was falling for you. Then things went to shit and you just ghosted. that was fucked and to this day I still wonder why ...

I don’t know how to tell you, I like you, I really do, the days you don’t text me are the worst, I feel like you like me too, but idk, why do you have to live so far away, I just want to hug all of your pain away

We’ll probably never talk again after what happened this summer but I still wish you the best. I forgive you.

You were a bitch. I'm disappointed in our "friendship", if you can even call it that. We had so many good memories together, why, just why did you have to fuck it up? I know you're going through things that I would never understand but really? Was what you said really necessary? You made fun of me and my friends for our problems. I thought we were family, but no, apparently we were worth nothing to you. Yelling at your (now ex) girlfriend because she was white? Or maybe because your other friend didn't speak Spanish despite being Hispanic descent? Or what about me? You made fun of my self-harm problem, you made ridiculous claims stating that my anorexia was fake and that I was only doing it for attention. You were racist towards white people but because they were white it didn't matter. You were a bad boyfriend. You were such a controlling, manipulative, and toxic asshole to someone who didn't deserve that treatment. Yea, you both did things wrong, but that was no excuse. Go to those new friends you constantly brag about. Treat them better than you treated us. Bitch.

Your hair? wack
Your gear? wack
Your jewelry? wack
Your foot stance? wack
The way you talk? wack
The way that you don't even like to smile? wack

Me? I'm tight as FUCK

FUCK YOU BITCH

Why? You lied to me and the people you held closest to. You were so important to me and then you went off by guilt tripping me and telling other people I am a terrible person!? Then you say so many mean things to me that made me almost take my life and then you come back to me and apologize by saying that I was worth it. Not to mention that you fucking hurt my friends so bad that they were afraid to to talk to you. I am sorry I came into your life so suddenly, but you can't hurt someone so bad and then leave. Fuck you.

please come hug me and tell me you love me. I would do anything for you to kiss my forehead one more time

you said you wouldn’t leave me for her, i was so much better. but then you kissed her. and i hate myself cause i still love you.

i hope she was worth losing me over. mhm never mind , of course she was. she’s better than me in every way.

i loved you more than i loved myself and i couldn’t let you go so i’m am so glad you let me go, thank you for everything and i’m so glad we can still be friends

I can't stop thinking about you. It drives me crazy hoping you're okay. Sometimes I wish that you'd randomly text me and ask me how I've been but I know that won't happen. I just want to talk to you again. I know you're out there in the world and living your life but I just wanna know if you still think about me or am I just a faint memory now? I've never been this stuck on someone but I was so attached to you, I couldn't see myself not being with you. I was crazy about you. Sometimes I wonder if you ever truly felt the same way. I don't understand what it was about you that just pulled me in. You were just perfect to me. You were the first guy I had no shame in liking, no matter what anyone said I just never wanted to be away from you. You made me happy and nothing could change that. I just wanna know why you left. What changed? Why did you lie to me? Why did you hurt me? I just want you to see me now. I'm in a place where I love myself and I'm happy but I wish I could share it with you. You always wanted me to see myself the same way you did and now that I do you're not here. You broke my heart and I don't know why I miss you but I do.

You showed me what true love was and what it felt like to be loved and that its okay to show emotion but know deep down im a wonderful person thank you for that

i miss you so much it hurts we’re still friends but we don’t talk anymore every once an a while you’ll slide up on my story and we’ll talk but that’s it. i still wake up waiting for a good morning text and lay in my bed waiting for a good night i love you text. i hate this feeling just knowing that you left for someone else hurts so much:( i love you forever b

I was hurt and annoyed by you to be quite frank. I wonder if after you still think of me or felt guilty. Damm I hope you felt horrible afterwards.

i wish i wouldn’t have taken things for granted like i did. know that i wish things could be different.

i wish you had told me that i was your second option and not your priority because i dropped everything to be with you. i'm not mad with how We turned out and i really hope she makes you happy but I wish you had told me what you wanted from me before I got in too deep. now i feel like i've lost you and the rest of all my friends and i wish you'd never kissed me in the first place.

i love you with my whole heart. you deserve so much more than what the world has given you. forever and always with love, j.s

you took a piece of me i will never get back. I am trying to find myself again while youre off with her ex ur new girlfriend for the 3rd time. I imagine all the time you just showing up out of no where or you opening my door. what is wrong with me? i treated you like a king. i got shit in return. I shouldnt b missing you.... but do you miss me?

forever wondering why you didnt love me the way i loved you. dont know if i didnt give you enough or wether i gave yo too much. anyways ill never look at anyone the way i looked at you. always and forever, right?

You're my best friend, but I've been in love with you for 8 years. I still hold hope you'll fall for me too.

Had a dream with you in it the other night. So crazy how life changes. We were so young but for me, you changed a lot, I found myself after you, at a young age. Leading to feeling out of place in high school around my peers. Yet I’m so thankful. I found that I’m incredible, smart, and genuinely one in a million. I’m so happy you’re happy. God, life is beautiful.

I’m so fucking sorry. For everything. I miss you so fucking much. I let go of me and you because I thought it was the best, for both of us but the truth is, this has been hell. I know we never even dated or anything like that but goddamnit. I just want us to work out and i don’t understand why we never can. i think i still have you blocked because you told me to block you. but. i just. i miss you. so fucking much. maybe this is just the universe saying we aren’t supposed to be together. i don’t know. but. you’ll always be in my heart, dummyhead.

You taught me love is everlasting. Something you fight for everyday. I never want to lose this with you.

I knew I loved you that night. we couldn’t admit it, all we could say was “why weren’t we friends sooner”

I know maybe we weren’t good for each other but a part of me wishes you were still mine. Maybe if we just tried harder.. wrote in your fav color..

I still wonder if it really will be us after all this time. I had to let go of you to find myself, but maybe I will find you & ur baby blues again too?

bryce, i miss you so much. i can’t even open your texts without crying. i hate how much things have changed in such a short amount of time. i am so sorry that i never got to say i love you. i love you so much. i can’t express how safe you made me feel. i felt so loved because of you. i will truly never forget the joy you gave me with every memory. i hope that we can have a second chance one day. thank you for everything you did for me.

I still wish you were honest with me. I care for you still and I will forever. That was my part of the deal, honest.

I loved you but I know that you picked me like a rose only to light it on fire and tell it to grow again

if I had known what I was getting myself into, how short our relationship truly would’ve been I wouldn’t have given myself up to you so easily. you put me through an unbelievable amount of pain, but you also made me grow as a person and really discover who I was and what I wanted. you broke me, but taught me a really important life lesson. so, thank you. I can’t say I love you or anything, but I’m just thankful.

You helped it all go away, even when you didn't know anything was wrong. You never liked me the way i liked you. why am i not good enough?

i have spent my whole life loving you and watching you love other girls. i can't tell if you are hiding your feelings from me or if you really don't love me in that way at all. you are my best friend for life. you are my forever.

Hey! I'm in love with you, maybe not so in love with you that I would die for you YET, but I literally think about you all the time, you're my favorite person, and I need to tell you, but I'm so so so scared of getting hurt. I love your smile, your laugh, and your eyes. you don't know this but you mean everything to me. I'm gonna make this green because I know it's your favorite color :)

hey i really do love you and i will wait forever and ever and ever, until the end of time for you. i love you so much. i get it you dont want something right now but i can see it. i can see us. we can make things work. i can see a future. i can. you are the sweetest most loving human to me and i would give you the whole entire world. i would swim across the planet and i would jump over fire because i love you. i love you i love you i love you i cant say it enough. they amount of love i have in my little heart for you is forever and ever. bryce i love you

if you love someone else then why'd you keep coming back after the multiple times you blocked me asking if i still loved you and telling me how much you love me and how you never want me to leave. yet you only ever loved me as a friend. you're welcome for keeping you alive since june btw lol.

why did u play me after wanting to try again

I can’t express how much I love you even through everything.

Right person, wrong timing love you .

I really wish things could have worked out between us. I wish you the best.