Unsent messages to DAMIAN

i’m sorry i messed up i always think about you , and always will. there’s never a time i don’t think of you your always on my mind and will be . i love you ?. and i will wait for you no longer how long it takes even if your never going to come back. i am at point where i don’t care what people tell me, i don’t care if people tell me move on her forgot about or move on he doesn’t want you anymore . i would always be here and you know you would always be my first choice. i love you

Do you ever just go to bed in a shirt then wake up in it and wear it the whole day then you just go to bed in it and then wake up in it and wear it the whole day then you just go to bed in it and then wake up in it and wear it the whole day then you just go to bed in it and then wake up in it and then you shower?

May we share an infinite amount of moments together xx I will love you from this life until the next

idc if your my lover after this i just wanna die knowing you, Platonic or not idc i just wanna be in your presents

You make me feel like im listening to a good song. like the first time i listened to my favorite song felt so cool, like idk a rush of serotonin. and whenever i’m around you that’s exactly how i feel. you’re my song.

Te quiero mas de lo que jamas pude querer a nadie, pero se que tu no me quieres de la misma forma a mi,y se que jamas te fijaras en mi y no te juzgo,si yo estuviera en tu lugar tampoco lo haría:(

I'm so sorry I hurt the way I did but I regret breaking up with you so much, i know ur the one. Maybe one day we will be together but for now I'll wait

I wish we had had more time. I wish we could get another chance. I miss you. I wish I didn't have to move.

you keep going back to toxic people and asking why you get hurt when the answer is right in front of you.

I wish you cared more when we were together. I wish you had sent that text sooner but I wish you never had. I wish you trusted me more. I wish I could somehow be with you but I know I can't...I don't think I'll ever forget you

i want my sisters sun glasses back please :) yk the pink ones with the turtles on them they were addis lols

who do you fucking love like just choose one, like im sorry that im being too clingy but who do you fucking love

do you rember you telling me you were going to get my hand prints tattoed on your chest you were joking ofc but that silly coment atill ment to world to me

I just dont see a future with you tbh, like I know you’re cute and amazing and all that but I don’t see us together. I didn’t think you’d really like me that way. I flirt with everyone.

im too broken to be fixed bc of you now, all that pain. i hope ur finally happy because ik i never made you happy.

you made me feel so bad about my self that I wanted to end it, and the thing is, we hadn't even had an actual conversation

bardzo Cię kocham i nigdy sobie nie wybacze, że to przeze mnie Twoja miłość do mnie się skonczyla. jestem pusta w środku, nic mnie nie cieszy. po prostu myśl o tym, że już mnie nie kochasz sprawia, że czuję się jak jebany wrak

I miss you like alot... I regret not telling you how o truly felt about you. I spend almost every day thinking about you. I wish you the best:)

I’m sorry you feel that way and I wish you’d trust me on telling me things about yourself. You never told me anything. I barely know you. I hate that you still use my trauma against me. I don’t think I can forget what you said that night when you was drunk. It was really hurtful and made me think entirely different of you. There’s nothing for us anymore. I still care about you and you still pop up in my head once everyday. Waiting for the day you don’t pop up anymore

I don’t wanna talk to you. Nothings ever gonna change. You have a girl now and she told me how much she likes you, I didn’t bad mouthed you to her in dms and I’m thankful to find someone who loves me for being me. Let’s move on eh

i feel like you’re losing feelings and getting tired of me. i can’t imagine what it would be like without you. i love you too much to lose you. please don’t leave, not yet . i know it’s selfish of me to say, but i need you.

i've missed you. we never dated but sometimes i imagine cuddling with you. i still see you weekly but idk how to approach you.

everyday i think of you even though you never met me before or talked...i want you to know that i think of you and realize that im never gonna be the one for you

I miss ur smile and laughs, remember when we picked names for our children and laughed so much, now ur doing that with someone else.. I love you

Sabes cuanta falta me has hecho? Tan sólo imaginate el día que te fuiste sentí que me arrancaban el corazón y solo lloro por las noches esperando tu regresó :(

I always felt like we were meant to be. We never had our moment. I am hoping one day you’ll see me. You’ve always been amazing.

after five years i finally realized you were my first love, my first rush and heartbreak. sometimes I still catch myself thinking about your green eyes, but i shouldn’t.

I am utterly and completely consumed by you and at nights it’s only the thought of one day being with you that allows me to have a good nights sleep. I hate that I can never be with you and that it’s not possible, I hate that I love you in such an extreme way, I hate that my stupid little crush on you got the better of me rendering me infatuated with you. I don’t think I’ll ever find someone like you and it scares me that you’re the one I measure others by. And no matter what happens, it is you I always return you. No one can live up to the light you have lit up in me and only you have the power to keep it alight and to blow it out. I hate that at nights I dream of my fairytale ending where it is just you and I. I hate that I know that you’re not mine and that you were never made for me. I hate you for the feelings you swirl within me. I hate that every little nice thing you do has me swooning. No matter how hard I try to get over you, I truly never do and always end up back at the same spot, loving you from a distance, knowing that you are not mine nor am I yours. A hard reality I cannot accept yet. I hate the fact that I will never truly get over you. The only chance I have of forgetting you and/or moving on is to leave, leave where you are so that your presence, your scent and just you as a whole don’t haunt me, tempting me deeper. You have become a part of me that I don’t know how to live without and it’s your smile that makes my day, your little compliments, your jokes, the way you make me feel. You truly drive me mad but I don’t know how I would be without you. I only hope I find my person soon otherwise I will come back, hoping for just one more glimpse, one more smile, one more conversation and one more connection.

i wasn’t flinching bc i grew up with two competitive brothers. i cant even hug my mom without being scared thanks to you.