Unsent messages to CONNER
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: August 14, 2023, 2:32 am UTC
Loving you is painful but I can’t stop.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: August 10, 2023, 3:58 am UTC
i feel sick when i remember how i opened up to you.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: August 7, 2023, 8:13 am UTC
i am so forever grateful for everything you do, ilysm <3
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: August 7, 2023, 1:15 am UTC
i’m going to be so crushed when you leave
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:58 pm UTC
I still think ab u at least once everyday. im sorry
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: January 17, 2021, 11:30 pm UTC
after everything you still have the audacity to consider me your confidante. fuck you and your big ass ego!! :)
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:41 pm UTC
I really thought it would be something more than it was, I am sorry if I messed that up... I think we would work so well, I wish you didn't care what your friends thought and realized you are happiest with me. I will forever want you and you can come back any day and I'll take you in.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:19 pm UTC
About 2 years later, I still remember you. Knowing that we live so close but our paths will never cross hurts, you helped make me the person I am today.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: January 5, 2021, 6:17 am UTC
you mean the world to me and i know i suck at expressing how much i love you but oh my god i’m headed over heels for you
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:31 am UTC
you talked to one girl and u fucked one of my best friends and i still went back to you i gave up everything for you and u took it for granted
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:52 am UTC
I’m in love with you it’s so hard to deal with the fact that you don’t love me back but it’s ok you can’t control that. I love you... I made this your fav color on purpose
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: December 21, 2020, 9:43 am UTC
This is a bit rough. I genuinely like you more than I have any other person. You were the first guy I really had feelings for. We were friends. I had never been friends with a guy before. I know it sounds cliche but I swear I fell in love with you at first sight. You were everything I had ever been looking for standing right in front of me. I learned later that you have a girlfriend and have now been dating for a couple of years. You are so fucking hot. Here's the thing, you are also super sweet and caring and smart and adventurous. You are perfect to me. No matter how badly I want it, I will never get to be with you, which is something I'm trying to accept. I still love you and hope that I can see you again soon
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: December 16, 2020, 2:45 am UTC
Sometimes I hear a certain song that reminds me of you and I smile, other times I break down and cry.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:44 pm UTC
I love you so much that it hurts, and knowing you don't love me back hurts even more. why do you want me in your future if you don't love me? I hate it when I think about other girls near you. it pisses me off because I should be the one to be near you not them.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: December 9, 2020, 2:14 am UTC
I don’t really miss you all that much but i do think about you sometimes and i’m so sorry for everything going wrong in your life right now. I understand how much pain i put you through but you also must understand what you did to me and all those things you said about me, the fact you lied to me and the fact you cheated on me. your life is really hard right now and i fully see that and i know your suffering a lot right now so i just thought i’d tell you i’m here because i know not very many people are.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: December 8, 2020, 7:46 pm UTC
I regret always friend zoning you. I didn’t know how lucky I was to have someone that cared about me as much as you did until I chose some dickhole that manipulated me And it was too late. Ik you hate me now and I don’t want to talk or anything but I’d like to genuinely apologize for leading you on for so long. I hope you find someone who makes you happy
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:34 pm UTC
did u have fun doing that? leading me on like I meant nothing. I finally was feeling something and then you just left?gave up? i dont know but ur pathetic...
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 26, 2020, 7:09 pm UTC
i think i might be in love with you. you dont have to love me back. i dont expect you to. we can just go back to normal
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:05 pm UTC
I was so in love with you. I told my mom about you. But what was so wrong with me? What did she have that I didn't?
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:22 am UTC
We have been friends are whole live and I know you feel a connection to, but then you got you Stuiped girlfriend that doesn't even care about you but you know... I will still always love you.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 19, 2020, 8:12 am UTC
i don't have feelings for you anymore, but sometimes i wonder what would've happened if you didn't love her
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:52 pm UTC
lmaoo if you see this-- hi. i love u. still do, always will. i don't know if u want me to wait or if u want me to let go. do u feel the same? even if the wrong conner reads this, message your girl/boy my guy. she might be waiting.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:32 pm UTC
conner you're kind of a terrible person but im honestly glad we are friends ur probably the only person i have genuinely have ever enjoyed as an honest friend. thanks for stickin with me
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:46 am UTC
You were my first boyfriend.You suck lol. Not only are you ugly but you lowkey cheated,pick a struggle.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:38 am UTC
what did i do that you had to go to the point of just leaving me behind as if i were nothing. i loved you.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:58 am UTC
you made me feel a type of happiness that i don’t wanna start over with someone new. i’ll be waiting.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: November 9, 2020, 3:50 pm UTC
We were so toxic for so long. Thank you for finally leaving because I would never of been able to walk out by myself. It hurt but I am so much better now.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: October 29, 2020, 1:25 am UTC
My eyes still tear up. My heart is still sore. My stomach churns w the pics of u two. I was friends with her for 2 years and those were her underwear. Ik. How could you do that to me? On my birthday of all days? What hurts more is I still love u.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: October 20, 2020, 7:42 am UTC
i wish you’d understand how much love i genuinely have for you. i’m trying my very best for you, it doesn’t feel like enough though. i’ve fallen in love with you at such a young age and for that i’m grateful but i’m very terrified of what could occur. this love is something i’ve never experienced before, it’s incredible but so scary at the same time. i always seem to do or say something wrong, it hurts. i want this everlasting love with you, i want to grow up and wrinkly together in our houses with our kids, i want to meet our grandchildren together. when i say i love you, it’s not out of habit, it’s because i truly am in love with you. i see the whole world in your eyes, i want to give you everything you want and more. i hope we get to see our forever and always together my love.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: October 3, 2020, 9:00 am UTC
thank you for showing me how beautiful and painful and amazing love is . it’s been a while since we split . and i’ve moved on . i just hope you know that i’ll never forget about you . you’ll always have a tiny piece of my heart . you were my first real love . but you’re gone now . and i deserve happiness just as much as you do . he makes me happy c . i smile at his pictures and laugh at his stupid jokes . i’ve cried to him and he’s cried to me . we’ve stayed up til 3 am talking about the stupidest things . and i’m falling for him . so this is me letting you go . just remember to always put yourself first . put your mental health first . and your happiness . because you deserve the world and so much more .
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: October 2, 2020, 11:46 pm UTC
i never really knew you. you knew everything i had just been through, yet you still left me like we never meant anything.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: October 1, 2020, 9:29 pm UTC
I still love you and I always will. I never lost feelings even after we broke up. I just don’t think you feel the same way.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:31 am UTC
I saw your car drive by today. We would’ve been 4 years in December. I’m sorry my love wasn’t enough for you. I hope you outgrow your stubbornness.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: September 30, 2020, 9:42 pm UTC
hey babe. it’s been over a year of thinking ab u and only u. ik ur eyes don’t light up like they used to and u know ur an idiot for giving up ur world. but i miss ur toxic self so much that ur in my dreams again. i loved u the mostest
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: September 30, 2020, 2:57 pm UTC
You don’t know this, but I’ve always wanted it to be you and I’ll always think that it was supposed to be me and you.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: September 28, 2020, 3:09 am UTC
i wish i never told her how much i liked you, i lie awake just thinking about how different things could’ve been if that halloween night i didn’t tell her. it’s like we’ve known eachother since literally birth but it’s never been right place right time, it’s exhausting, but idk dude you’re just so great and i feel like you don’t know it and when you turned around in 7th period and used to talk to me abt movies about robots, and that one day before winter break when u kept smiling at me and then i hear u talking about her, idk i just wish i could tell you all of this without it being weird, i just wish we were friends again, you never told me what i did wrong
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: September 25, 2020, 11:58 pm UTC
Thank you for making me open my eyes and realize that I should not be treated the way you treated me in such a short period of time. You manipulated me into thinking I was the villain. I now know that I do have a good heart and a caring soul and will never fall for someone like you again.
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: September 21, 2020, 3:07 am UTC
i loved you more than anything. i wanted to marry you and grow old together. i dont know what i did wrong. why wasnt i enough? what could i have done? why couldnt you love me the way i loved you? i thought we were forever. i wish i hadnt been so wrong...
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: September 9, 2020, 3:47 am UTC
It's so unfair that everything reminds me of you...
Especially since I know you aren't thinking of me...
From: ABC
To: conner
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:27 pm UTC
its been a year since i realized i was in love with you. thank you for teaching me love and teaching me rejection. my first ever crush on a guy, my last too. i love you.
