This is a bit rough. I genuinely like you more than I have any other person. You were the first guy I really had feelings for. We were friends. I had never been friends with a guy before. I know it sounds cliche but I swear I fell in love with you at first sight. You were everything I had ever been looking for standing right in front of me. I learned later that you have a girlfriend and have now been dating for a couple of years. You are so fucking hot. Here's the thing, you are also super sweet and caring and smart and adventurous. You are perfect to me. No matter how badly I want it, I will never get to be with you, which is something I'm trying to accept. I still love you and hope that I can see you again soon