Unsent Messages

i wish you’d understand how much love i genuinely have for you. i’m trying my very best for you, it doesn’t feel like enough though. i’ve fallen in love with you at such a young age and for that i’m grateful but i’m very terrified of what could occur. this love is something i’ve never experienced before, it’s incredible but so scary at the same time. i always seem to do or say something wrong, it hurts. i want this everlasting love with you, i want to grow up and wrinkly together in our houses with our kids, i want to meet our grandchildren together. when i say i love you, it’s not out of habit, it’s because i truly am in love with you. i see the whole world in your eyes, i want to give you everything you want and more. i hope we get to see our forever and always together my love.