You know I loved you then, so why didn’t you tell me it back? You only tell me now? When I’ve already moved on.

i never meant to leave without saying goodbye. i’m so sorry. please take care of yourself the way you took care of me. thank you first love. i hope you don’t hate me. i don’t hate you.

You mean the world to me. You brought so much light into my life and when you asked me to leave, it broke me. Sometimes I see you from afar and all I want to do it run and tell you that you took a piece of me with you but I know it's not what you want. I hope you're happier now than you were with me. I'm sorry that I wasn't the one. I love you.

you've saved me in more ways than one. i only wish that you could see the impact you've had on my life. i think ill always love you which scares me. because i know you'll never love me back

i hope you find someone who will give you the love you deserve. your smile lights up a room and i pray that it never fades.

I loved you so much throughout elementary school and if we talked again it would be the same I thought you were the best person in the world lyy

i am sorry. i’ve ruined it. i wish i wasn’t so insecure. really. i wish i could go back in time. you are truly a good person. and i know you’re done with me. i know you’re now in love with her but sometimes i still long for you. i seek your attention. i crave it. i want you to kiss me. i wish i didn’t push you away because now you’re all i want and it destroys me. i was too prideful. sometimes i catch you looking at me. do you still think about me the way i think about you? i wish you would but i need to be a good person. for once. i need to let you live your life, i need to let you be happy without me. i will stop bothering you with my stares and my envy. but i will never get over you because in one way or the other, i will always love you.

Thank you for helping me. You have brought me so much happiness and it sucks b/c you will never know.

In the end: you'll always be the guy I wait for, no matter how much it breaks me, you have a piece of me

I saw you today. And after months of heartbreak and pain, after months of wondering why I kept holding on to the rope you so easily threw away, after months of wondering how was it that I would have done anything for you yet you left the moment things got hard... I saw you and felt nothing. I smiled because I realized: I am finally free. My loneliness turned to new friendships. My sorrow turned to laughter with family. My pain turned to self-love. My anger turned to peace within God. I don't hate you. I wish you the best and I pray God blesses you and your family. Thank You.

Why did you break me? Why don’t you miss me? Why haven’t you tried to get me back? Why was I not enough for you?

I still want you,that’s how it’s always been but what can I do now. The distractions are keeping me sane ...after all it’s all I have.I see you doing better, keep it up love.I’m so proud of you

some days i really hate your ass, and then others i miss you like hell. today was one of those days where i missed you. this whole week really. i’ve got shit going on and in the back of my mind i miss having you in my corner. we’re coming up on a year of basically everything. i cant fucking believe that. a year ago we were talking about all the things we were gonna do, all the movies, all the games i’d be at, days on the boat, days in the woods, and homecoming. a year since we hung out for real for the first time. and look at us now. not even speaking to each other. god dammit. i still can’t quite wrap my head around all of this. i thought it was going to be you. is my name still emmy in your phone? god i hate you sometimes, and this is one of those times.

I thought of you tonight as I do most nights. I dream of memories that never happened in place we never went. Do you think of me from time to time?
I hope so.

standing at your truck window talking it felt like the summer again, seeing you smile and shake your head when you laughed, it was almost like nothing had changed. and it made me miss you all over again

I really wanted it to be you, I would have done anything for you. Ive come to realize ,though, it wasn't me who lost you, it was you who lost me.

i love you so much and i'm so glad that we're together. you're my first real, true love. i'd do anything for you. thank you for being the best person in my life.

You know the reason you bother and annoy me so much is that you're a dick. You bring up all these topics on me to roast me for but I can't even think of one. Do you know why because I don't notice your flaws. Your flaws are just another great thing about you. The one thing I hate is I can't stop caring about how you feel you and I don't even pay attention to how I feel anymore. And It's just sad that you wouldn't be there with me through bad and good. But I'm not finished yet you think that your my first real love but your not Micah is. She has been there for me no matter what I have never loved someone more than I do Micah I would take 100 bullets for that girl. And she would do the same for me but you're over here acting like you can just squeeze yourself into my life and act like your meant to be there like you were always meant to be there well guess what you're already past halfway of being out of my life. I hate how I can still care for you even though you said those things. You are manipulated and unbelievable but you know what I'm here for you know matter what. Nobody see's why I deal with your bullshit and neither do I and you might think this is harsh but maybe reread what you said about me and maybe you will actually us your brain and think twice. At this point I don't even know if you have a heart or emotions anymore it's like you don't care about anything. The second I stopped texting and calling first oh look we stopped talking in general because you can't learn to actually start a conversation or text first. I feel like I'm putting all the work into this relationship and I know all your going to say when you hear this is sorry. I'm so... sorry like usual and it's annoying you don't act like you are. And that's what I have to say about you.

People change for who they want to even if they are not ready. People will fight for who they really want to even to the last second left. You couldn't do that for me, but it's okay... Someone else will

I am beyond grateful I found you. I miss you so, so much. Please, take care of yourself. I wish you a bright future.

hey, i really miss you. i wish we would text. i just cant do this without you. its hard. please, i miss you. i want to hear you laugh again. it made me so happy. i need you

I just want you to be happy and if it's not with me, that's okay too. Go be happy:) I'm glad to have spent the time i did with you.

i miss you every single day. do you remember the day at the fair when you won me the stupid pink fucking fish? it was so cliche, but i still have the photos. i wish you were still here with me, but ultimately i know you're in a better place. i just wish there was something i could've said to make you stay here with me. clay, i am so sorry i didn't do enough. i'm sorry i couldn't see you were hurting. please remember i love you with everything in my body. just keep swimming, right? i'll always for you.

I’m sorry for how I hurt you. You always deserved better than me

If only our differences never stopped you frm pursuing me… I’ll wait forever for you

i hope that was just jokes today, i really thought something was blooming. let’s move on together!

You drive me crazy, I know I used to drive you crazy, don’t you want to do something about it

i started to like you more than i should have

Sometimes i wish you were in love with me

I hope you know I still love you. You’ll always be in the back of my mind, and I’ll be waiting…

i rlly hope what we have is forever. ik i been messing up a lot lately but i love you BADLY

I wish I agreed to being more than friends

I love you so much and you don't even know. You are the reason I'm still fighting to live

i still think about you a lot. watching you but never reaching out-
its better for us
love you????❤️

I miss you and ily

I know we’ve both moved on but just know I’ll always love you more than anything<3

I will try to get better but please don’t go.

I wish I was enough to be an easy choice for you. I’m sorry I waited too long

i miss us why does this have to happen

You make me feel feelings

I miss you so much it hurts. You moved on and I’m happy for you. She’s so lucky…

you know what i mean by those looks.

you make my heart feel warm whenever I think it’s frozen

i don’t believe i’m yours. convince me, please.

i listened to you talk about things you loved more than me & i never complained

I miss you. I wish we could talk. I’m sorry for everything.
I love you still

i always wait for u

Sometimes when I'm alone at night I pray that you still love me

I wish that i never met you, you hurt me so much.

Thank you so much for being you, you fixed the part of me I thought was unfixable