i miss you every single day. do you remember the day at the fair when you won me the stupid pink fucking fish? it was so cliche, but i still have the photos. i wish you were still here with me, but ultimately i know you're in a better place. i just wish there was something i could've said to make you stay here with me. clay, i am so sorry i didn't do enough. i'm sorry i couldn't see you were hurting. please remember i love you with everything in my body. just keep swimming, right? i'll always for you.
