Unsent Messages

You know the reason you bother and annoy me so much is that you're a dick. You bring up all these topics on me to roast me for but I can't even think of one. Do you know why because I don't notice your flaws. Your flaws are just another great thing about you. The one thing I hate is I can't stop caring about how you feel you and I don't even pay attention to how I feel anymore. And It's just sad that you wouldn't be there with me through bad and good. But I'm not finished yet you think that your my first real love but your not Micah is. She has been there for me no matter what I have never loved someone more than I do Micah I would take 100 bullets for that girl. And she would do the same for me but you're over here acting like you can just squeeze yourself into my life and act like your meant to be there like you were always meant to be there well guess what you're already past halfway of being out of my life. I hate how I can still care for you even though you said those things. You are manipulated and unbelievable but you know what I'm here for you know matter what. Nobody see's why I deal with your bullshit and neither do I and you might think this is harsh but maybe reread what you said about me and maybe you will actually us your brain and think twice. At this point I don't even know if you have a heart or emotions anymore it's like you don't care about anything. The second I stopped texting and calling first oh look we stopped talking in general because you can't learn to actually start a conversation or text first. I feel like I'm putting all the work into this relationship and I know all your going to say when you hear this is sorry. I'm so... sorry like usual and it's annoying you don't act like you are. And that's what I have to say about you.