some days i really hate your ass, and then others i miss you like hell. today was one of those days where i missed you. this whole week really. i’ve got shit going on and in the back of my mind i miss having you in my corner. we’re coming up on a year of basically everything. i cant fucking believe that. a year ago we were talking about all the things we were gonna do, all the movies, all the games i’d be at, days on the boat, days in the woods, and homecoming. a year since we hung out for real for the first time. and look at us now. not even speaking to each other. god dammit. i still can’t quite wrap my head around all of this. i thought it was going to be you. is my name still emmy in your phone? god i hate you sometimes, and this is one of those times.
