Unsent messages to CLAIRE

Claire I wish u could see this, all I want is you in my arms. It’s all I think about during science class
and life.

Claire all I want is you, ever since I first saw you. You aren’t like the other girls and that’s what I love about you. All I want is to lay beside you and listen to your favourite songs.

idk at least i'm not still friends w homophobic trump supporters even after being told to drop them bc they literally don't respect me...

you took everything away from me. it wouldn’t be fair for to blame everything bad that’s ever happened to me on what you did. but what i can confidently say is. claire c you ruined me

i miss you more than you could ever know. you gave me what i needed to take my next step and now you're gone again. why don't you let me give you your first step back again.

I don’t even know you. but i often wish i was never born solely so that i wouldn’t have to experience what you did to me. it will take me years to be able to love anyone ever again. i blame you for everything but blaming you doesn’t help. i still have to deal with it. everyday that i wake up i have to force myself not to think about it. i blame myself more. and that’s something i will one day get over. the best day of my life will be when i never think about how much i hate that you used me. and i don’t even know you

not my first love but someone i’m currently interested in. i remember you clearly stated you’re not looking for a relationship and i understand that. all i can do is be your friend and be there whenever you need me.

I called to hear your voicemail, but your number is disconnected now. I can't believe you're really gone.

i honestly don’t know how i fell in love with you now i’m thinking about it. you were absolutely the worst gf anybody could have. so i’m glad we didn’t work out, you did help me realize though that you were never truly my first love just my first attachment and know i now my worth.

you didn't do anything. i think i just wanted more. it's okay if you don't have any more to give. we're just too different i guess.

i deleted the playlists i made for you. every time i check, the playlists you made for me are still there.

You are too nice for your own good. You deserve so much more than you know. You deserve better friends but you would rather suffer than end your friendship with them. Now I don't even know who you are anymore. I thought we were going to be friends forever but I guess not.

fuck you. you made my life miserable and now you wont let me live. i wish i could catch a break. you deserve this and all the other shit thats "happened" to you.

you're the one person i want to wake up with. you're the one person i want to go to sleep with. no one has made me feel this way. and i want you to love yourself the way i love you. be kind, love, and cherish yourself. and don't let those idiots of your past mess that up for you.

I don't know if I love you. but I just want to take a road trip with you, blasting our songs
I want to be your one. I want to be your callie. i want to watch the stars with you, I think.

I sometimes wish I never confessed all those years ago, but on the other hand I wonder if I'd agree to date you if you asked me now...

Fucking I hate you. I didn’t do anything I am your child I didn’t fucking deserve this fucking shit.I’m only 13 please, I just want a fucking normal life

I’d rather not tell you I have feelings and have you in my life as my friend than tell you and fuck everything up.

You loved me even when I didn’t deserve it, and I took that for granted. You deserve a love that reflects yours; I deserved the heartbreak that later found me.

am I too naive for believing that you still have that T-shirt with “whatever” written on and you stole from me?

What have you been up to? Are you happy? Do you still think about me sometimes? I miss hearing from you.

Ever since the event you changed. I’m so sorry that someone could have done that to you, you didn’t deserve it. I just hope you can go back to the people who love you and stop tinkling you need to do everything for yourself. Claire you have people you just need to
put some trust into them. I know most of the messages under this name are cruel, but you are I think one of the only person in the world that doesn’t deserve a mean message. You can be you, and honestly I have no clue why everyone in the world doesn’t love you. You deserve so much, I just hope that you can see that for yourself and let me help you with that.

i probably won’t be on this earth for much longer, but i just want you to know that i love you so much. i’ve loved you ever since we met and became friends, i’ve loved you while you loved multiple other people, and i still love you now. you mean so much to me and i want you to know that. thank you so much for being there and i really appreciate you. i really do hope that she treats you well. i’m so sorry.

you’ve been on my mind this weekend. wishing you well but also not at all. you made me trust people less. I don’t know how you are the way you are when your mom is so kind. I hope you have a good life, just stay out of mine.