I don’t even know you. but i often wish i was never born solely so that i wouldn’t have to experience what you did to me. it will take me years to be able to love anyone ever again. i blame you for everything but blaming you doesn’t help. i still have to deal with it. everyday that i wake up i have to force myself not to think about it. i blame myself more. and that’s something i will one day get over. the best day of my life will be when i never think about how much i hate that you used me. and i don’t even know you