i miss you more than you could ever know. you gave me what i needed to take my next step and now you're gone again. why don't you let me give you your first step back again.

I don't know what it is. you annoy the fuck out of me all the time. almost everything you do. but I can't stop coming back to you. I crave your validation more than anyone else's.

you took everything away from me. it wouldn’t be fair for to blame everything bad that’s ever happened to me on what you did. but what i can confidently say is. claire c you ruined me

I know there is no way we would have actually worked out so I'm glad we didn't even begin so that it didn't end in flames. Even knowing this you are the most beautiful person I have ever met and just listening to you talk makes me melt from the inside.

idk at least i'm not still friends w homophobic trump supporters even after being told to drop them bc they literally don't respect me...

Claire all I want is you, ever since I first saw you. You aren’t like the other girls and that’s what I love about you. All I want is to lay beside you and listen to your favourite songs.

Claire I wish u could see this, all I want is you in my arms. It’s all I think about during science class
and life.

I would also wonder “who hurt her” then I the people that hurt you and one of them being yourself. I wanna fix you I wanna care for you and I wanna make you happy. I will make you happy idc what I have to do but I’ll make you happy. Because when I see you happy it makes me feel very safe and hopeful
-u sit behind me ?

you're so confusing. how can you not be able to stand someone but hang out with her every day. how do you respond for the first time in days with a your mom joke. how can we have a whole discussion about my possible asexuality then you tell me you're in lust with me. i'm starting to wish we never got together. did you ever actually like me or was i just the only one around?

Fucking I hate you. I didn’t do anything I am your child I didn’t fucking deserve this fucking shit.I’m only 13 please, I just want a fucking normal life

fuck you. you made my life miserable and now you wont let me live. i wish i could catch a break. you deserve this and all the other shit thats "happened" to you.

I know you like her but I can’t understand why. I’m right here in front of you Claire I barely see you two talk and I like to think we talk a lot right? Is it her face or the way she is because I thought you might like the way that I am.

I sometimes wish I never confessed all those years ago, but on the other hand I wonder if I'd agree to date you if you asked me now...

I just wanted to say that I will always be there for you and you can tell me anything. I wish I could help you more...

You are too nice for your own good. You deserve so much more than you know. You deserve better friends but you would rather suffer than end your friendship with them. Now I don't even know who you are anymore. I thought we were going to be friends forever but I guess not.

We went to the same summer camp. I thought you were really pretty and I always wanted to be around you. I then realized I liked you and I was gay. I hope you are doing well.

i probably won’t be on this earth for much longer, but i just want you to know that i love you so much. i’ve loved you ever since we met and became friends, i’ve loved you while you loved multiple other people, and i still love you now. you mean so much to me and i want you to know that. thank you so much for being there and i really appreciate you. i really do hope that she treats you well. i’m so sorry.

I wish you would get over the past. I wish you would say it all to my face instead of from behind a screen.

Ever since the event you changed. I’m so sorry that someone could have done that to you, you didn’t deserve it. I just hope you can go back to the people who love you and stop tinkling you need to do everything for yourself. Claire you have people you just need to
put some trust into them. I know most of the messages under this name are cruel, but you are I think one of the only person in the world that doesn’t deserve a mean message. You can be you, and honestly I have no clue why everyone in the world doesn’t love you. You deserve so much, I just hope that you can see that for yourself and let me help you with that.

thank you for being you, saved me at the right time. will forever be greatful for you. love you forever, u are my rock.

no i'm sure it's a good sign that you had and contributed to a breakup playlist the entire time we were together

you pretty much saved my life. i met you at one of my lowest points and you stuck with me through the absolute worst. even when things are still so shitty, talking to you always makes me feel so much better. i really don't know what i would do if you weren't in my life, i don't think i would be alive. you give me a reason to live, and i will forever be grateful for you

heyruiogwe youll proabbly read this at one point I hope so caus e=kmrhldmkf i just wanna say too like I am so incredibly in love it hurts I wish covidwasjnt a thing I'm ltierlarpkgerfg i just am so happy evueyrtime i see you and talk to you its unreal that you feel the same way I cant even likepwkofwprg fathom it idk the words also you are ltierlakt the mos tbeisitufl person I have ever met oml oml oml I'madkmofladjnofgaojdrgJONWGQJIWOE /pos im yeah I lvogrepr

you are the definition of revolting. i would tell you to go to hell but you don’t deserve the luxury of going home. at least your face is as ugly as your heart xx

You loved me even when I didn’t deserve it, and I took that for granted. You deserve a love that reflects yours; I deserved the heartbreak that later found me.

I wish I wanted to take back what we had. It was too real. I don't know who I am now. But I wouldn't replace what we had for anything. I loved you more then u know

ily girl
i dont know how you can say nobody can love you or you dont deserve love because you do, ik you might not feel like it now but believe me you DO. i love u sm

i’ve been listening to this playlist since 4am oml im oooh their ass in lovenoooh sobs thinking about how i lotlelrst look forward to going to school just to spendeveb a litlte bit of time witjnyoi and i judt wnat covid to be over wah pleade you aresopeerfect in everywsy serioduky i i cant hadndnle tjis

i’ve been listening to this playlist since 4am oml im oooh their ass in lovenoooh sobs thinking about how i lotlelrst look forward to going to school just to spendeveb a litlte bit of time witjnyoi and i judt wnat covid to be over wah pleade you aresopeerfect in everywsy serioduky i i cant hadndnle tjis

i’ve been listening to this playlist since 4am oml im oooh their ass in lovenoooh sobs thinking about how i lotlelrst look forward to going to school just to spendeveb a litlte bit of time witjnyoi and i judt wnat covid to be over wah pleade you aresopeerfect in everywsy serioduky i i cant hadndnle tjis

wheee the day i tell you this to your face but oh my god I am so in love with you it hurts what like whenever we r together i cant even begin to like fathom?? how beautiful you are oml wah i am so fucukin lucky i am soossorry i don't tell you this but i wah i canteven sleep because i am thinking of you THIS SOUNDS SO CREEPY HELPELPHPE anywaywe.. hand feeling reeeeel empty

I’d rather not tell you I have feelings and have you in my life as my friend than tell you and fuck everything up.

thank you for being the best person and my rock id be dead if it wasnt for you i love you more than you know and you ever will i love you more than anything and i dont know what id do wihtout you i love love love you

I don't know if I love you. but I just want to take a road trip with you, blasting our songs
I want to be your one. I want to be your callie. i want to watch the stars with you, I think.

since last year you haven’t been the same. i just want you to feel better. i know you’re trying, and I’m gonna be here. but dude. i don’t know what I would do without you, so don’t continue to hurt yourself over someone who obviously used you, and didn’t give you what you deserved. you deserve the world, and I want you to stop letting people treat you like you deserve anything but that.

back again...
(´• ω •`) ♡ i just want to spend time with you ltierlalt being in ur presence is the best thing ever wah

SOBS so loud you are so beaitiful i could spend a wholeday just admrirng the way you are I litelrlat just sit there and I just think like oh my god they are ltielrlat so ethereal LIKE ACTUALLY this sounds stupid but u r what I imagine a godess would look like blah that was kindof cheesy
(⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) AS MITSKI MTISK ONCE SAID "I COULD STARE AT YOUR BACK ALL DAY" so true

i deleted the playlists i made for you. every time i check, the playlists you made for me are still there.

I want to dance with you. I want to cry with you. I want to be with you. You are so amazingly you:) the way you do your hair makes me smile. the way you do your makeup makes me happy. your so beautiful and I wish I could tell you.

you didn't do anything. i think i just wanted more. it's okay if you don't have any more to give. we're just too different i guess.

gah i feel bad because i’m so in love with you it hurts and yet like i never say anything about it and you don’t deserve that ig it’s because i’m super shitty at like showing my emotions ew that sounds weird jelepe but also i don’t wanna seem clingy and also there a lot of things i wanna do or ask but i just i feel like if i do you’ll think i’m weird or soemtning and leave me ah this alone sounds clingy i just i want you to know even if the only way i say it is in this stupid website and in my silly little playlist that i do love you and i’m sorry i don’t tell you enough because you are so perfect you deserve to be loved

You’re not picking up on it; you’re hurting me. I just don’t have the guts to admit “us” feels different now.

i realized today i’m as old as you were when we met. i know that you know what you did is wrong. but i don’t think you could’ve ever known the real life consequences it would have. i had to drop out of school. i’ve met people after you who i’ve loved and couldn’t be without. people who i thought i was going to spend the rest of my life with but i couldn’t feel close to them at all because of you. i can’t sleep i’m too scared. i can’t go to your city. sometimes i feel like i can’t breath when i think about it. do you know how shameful and tortuous it has been? i really don’t think you could. you told me you were perfect but i seriously think you are the worst person i have ever met. i would feel sorry to call you my friend, partner, or child. i hope there is any part of you that is happy with yourself so that this all meant something. but realistically i know for you it was some dumb thing you did as a kid. you don’t think about it. it’s meaningless. i wish i could feel that way too.

mia and sammy were talking about all these people who are pretty and all i could think is how u r prettier than all of them wah

i don’t care if i’m sitting on the ground in the freezing cold i just wanna see you also sorry i keep changing the colors pelapslpeel ｡･ﾟﾟ*(>д

You remember your first love because they show you, prove to you, that you can love and be loved, that nothing in this world is deserved except for love, that love is both how you become a person and why.

and I thank u. for being my first love.

- ?

I wish you could have been the one to leave me, not the other way around. I miss you, but I needed closure somehow.

you're the one person i want to wake up with. you're the one person i want to go to sleep with. no one has made me feel this way. and i want you to love yourself the way i love you. be kind, love, and cherish yourself. and don't let those idiots of your past mess that up for you.

I am so appreciative of all you helped me realise. Although we will likely never be anything, I am so happy for the good life I know you'll have.

oh my godefijwef i submit to many of these but jesus christ im so frustrated all I want is to be with you and hold ur hand and smamy sending pictures of nene and hanako gonna make me scream so loudly imeiowfwoeif im sorry im litelrlat insane leet me calmdwon