Unsent messages to CHRISTOPHER
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: March 10, 2024, 3:15 am UTC
I miss you every day. I try to keep going. I’m sorry I was such a mess. I still love you.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: March 3, 2024, 6:59 pm UTC
I know breaking up is for the better, but I still kind of wish I could know how forever feels
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: February 21, 2024, 1:35 am UTC
I enjoyed our week of just talking with each other. I wish it would continue like that...
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: February 12, 2024, 11:44 am UTC
You are right. I can't handle your life. But I dont wanna leave either. You are my forever.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: February 2, 2024, 2:00 am UTC
My pretty boy. I hope you’re doing better. Sorry for being someone you had to heal from.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 22, 2024, 5:48 pm UTC
I'll love you from afar, seeing how happy you are
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 18, 2024, 7:22 pm UTC
Sometimes when I'm lonely, I set billiards to the hardest difficulty and pretend it's you.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: November 25, 2023, 11:42 pm UTC
i want to tell you i like you so bad. you make me so happy.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: November 12, 2023, 4:21 pm UTC
I haven't stopped thinking about you since the day we met.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: November 12, 2023, 9:35 am UTC
i miss everything we had so badly, please come back to me i’ll try my hardest to be better with you.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: November 11, 2023, 8:55 pm UTC
i wish i could've loved you the way that you loved me.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: October 30, 2023, 11:18 pm UTC
maybe we would’ve worked if we met later in life i miss you and i hope we meet again i love you .
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: October 24, 2023, 10:49 pm UTC
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: October 22, 2023, 3:07 am UTC
i miss who we used to be. the petty fights, messy kisses, all of it.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: October 19, 2023, 1:11 pm UTC
Thank you for letting me go, love! I hope you reach all your dreams. :)
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: October 19, 2023, 6:07 am UTC
Everything has been better since you've started being apart of my life, I love you so much <3
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: October 17, 2023, 5:48 pm UTC
it’s that time of year again and i miss you
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: October 16, 2023, 9:53 pm UTC
i know we're young but If I don't marry you i'll forever be empty
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: October 13, 2023, 2:47 am UTC
you were so great. we were so great. we could’ve been greater if life wasn’t like this.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: October 2, 2023, 9:06 pm UTC
Ur my favorite person, I'm so glad that u like me back <3
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: September 21, 2023, 10:22 pm UTC
maybe i shouldn’t have let my fear win.
because now i regret not staying with you.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: September 17, 2023, 2:52 pm UTC
i love you so much but we shouldn’t have happened, at least not now.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: September 12, 2023, 8:00 pm UTC
i saw you for the first time again after two months
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: August 7, 2023, 2:03 am UTC
You’ll always be my blue summer night <3
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: August 2, 2023, 11:19 pm UTC
when will you realize my love? I'm tired
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: July 28, 2023, 4:45 am UTC
I just wanted u to love me like u used to. Instead u cheated.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: July 19, 2023, 4:33 am UTC
I still think about you even if it's been years
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:04 pm UTC
you make me feel. be good to me please
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: July 10, 2023, 5:18 pm UTC
Help me figure out You please, can’t keep thinking about it
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: July 10, 2023, 3:43 am UTC
im sorry i never made you feel loved
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 17, 2021, 11:20 pm UTC
i really like you, but i'm really nervous to say it because I think your gonna say no, but I hope you do like me.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:46 pm UTC
Tbh I didn't like you lol I just liked the version of you I made up. Btw you’re so unfunny pls get help.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:44 pm UTC
I will never forget the time you said my smile was the most beautiful you seen - the first time I felt like I was beautiful. And now I won’t ever smile the same
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:21 am UTC
Te juro que te amo con mi vida entera pero no quiero seguir sufriendo por el amor que nunca recibiré de tu parte, eres el amor de mi vida pero debo dejar que seas feliz sin mi porque sin mi te va mejor. :(?
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:12 am UTC
i am still trying to figure out who i am because when you left, you took all of me and i am stuck picking up pieces of myself and trying to find where exactly they fit. it was always her, wasn't it? the girl who i shouldn't have worried about; and yet in the back of my head, i always did. the connection, the contact - that could never compare to what we had, could it? you won't take back anything you said, will you? you won't ever return with a love offer. the acceptance i have to face is quite possibly the most difficult thing ever. my life has been filled with empty or broken promises and abandonment. and of all the people to walk in my life and make me feel as though there is a purpose to living, to you are the last one i ever expected to do the very thing i have always feared. i hope she takes care of you, though. does she ask you if you've eaten? has she asked about your hopes and dreams and fallen in love with you over and over again as you explained your passions? does she rub your head each time she sees you because you love the feeling of being at peace with the storm in your mind under the hands of the one you love? what about when your back hurts because in 8th grade you broke it while playing football? does she know you want to be more than an army guy eventually? your dream to become a nasa astronaut? does she make sure you shower, brush your teeth, and get to sleep at a decent time so you're energized for the next day because you HATE feeling tired? has she held you while you cried yet? or when you need her most? i can only hope she is there every waking moment as i was. because i know you and i know that you need constant love. i'm sorry my illness often got in the way of us. i wish i had gotten help sooner. and i only hope one day you will see me and run right in my direction. because even after being an option, after the words you said, the things you did - i still can't shake the thought of not taking you back. if you were to come back, that is. i'll love you forever, my honey pot.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:29 pm UTC
I still love you too, I don't know if you're going to come back or not but just know I'll wait for you baby I'll wait. 4ever&always
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 4, 2021, 10:52 pm UTC
i don’t miss you. i miss the feeling of feeling important even though i was never important to you. anyways f*ck you. you don’t deserve to be happy.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:57 am UTC
i really hate to admit this but i’m in love with you i’m very sure of it i want you but i have to old back she’s my bestfriend right.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:16 am UTC
you were my sun but to you i was only a star. the smallest star. you were the brightest sun. the brightest summer sun. i miss you everyday. i want you back more than you may ever know. i beg to a higher power that one day you will love me again how you once did.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:16 pm UTC
i used the colour yellow, because this colour reminds me of my childhood. everything was so colourful, new and exciting - that’s how i felt about you. as we aged things got dull and we started to see people for who they truly were, but when we’re young everything is yellow.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: December 23, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
you moved on so fast it made me feel like we were nothing. do you still think about me and everything we went through? i’ll always love you. forever.
From: ABC
To: Christopher
Date: December 23, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
It was fun while it lasted and I’m slowly learning to forgive you for the way you treated me and the way I reacted. I hope you get what you want from life. I know I am.
