From: ABC
To: carlos
You were one of those guys who I got very attached to who I can tell everything to I even told you I was bi and all about my child hood trauma even tho I loved you from the inside out I never had the guts to tell you tho you have blocked me from your life I still have that soft spot for you.
From: ABC
To: carlos
i used to think about everything i missed about you, but i just missed the thought, and comfort that you brought me.
From: ABC
To: carlos
i think about you still. i love you endlessly. i want you back so bad but i know you aren’t good for me but i want you to be.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I’m sorry, I regret everything I said. Come back to me, text me, call me. I want you back.. we were almost a year.. how could u just let me go so easily. You seemed to stop wanting to love me towards the end, while I was still here in love with you.
From: ABC
To: carlos
It's so hard not to reach out to you. I know you're hurting but you hurt me worse. I still love you too much.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I've loved you since the moment I saw you. I think I'm going to love you forever. Even if you don't love me.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I think I've been waiting for you to love me back for so long that I don't think I know what it's like not to be waiting for the impossible.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I love you so much but you hurt me so badly. I know you’ll never find this but I’m so in love with you it hurts.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I miss you so bad. Why did you walk away so easily? Why wasn’t I enough to fight for?
From: ABC
To: carlos
Will you ever come back? I was willing to give up everything I ever wanted for us. I feel empty
From: ABC
To: carlos
why do u tell me your whole life story over text but u cant even talk to me in person
From: ABC
To: carlos
I wish you could see how you ruined me. I wish you well with her. I still love you <3
From: ABC
To: carlos
i like you a lot and i want to text you but i'm really scared you'll reject me
From: ABC
To: carlos
We met in college and I have been in love ever since. I just wish you loved me back. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I wanted to be closer to you. Now, her? Being held like that? :/ I hope you like me more now.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I came to the conclusion that I was just a game to u, my soul hurts now. U wanted intimacy only huh
From: ABC
To: carlos
I’m tired of fighting for us when you are always nonchalant. It was all fake I guess
From: ABC
To: carlos
You made me so happy. Everyone keeps saying I lost my spark. I can’t sleep through the night
From: ABC
To: carlos
i would never abandon you if you just asked me to stay and made an effort instead of pushing me away
From: ABC
To: carlos
I love you so much, thank you for everything. You saved me :)
From: ABC
To: carlos
my heart hurts for you, you deserve so much more than that </3
From: ABC
To: carlos
I lied when I said it wasn't because of u. seeing u w her makes me sick but I didn't want u to worry
From: ABC
To: carlos
I miss giving you Friday lunch money. I miss our phone calls. I miss us. Give me a sign stay or go?
From: ABC
To: carlos
yk, i’d answer if u called. still.
i dont want to wait for another lifetime when we have this one.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I wanna come home. I want you to want to come home. I love you now then and always
From: ABC
To: carlos
made a heart in the color of your eyes
it became my fav color before I realized that I fell for u
From: ABC
To: carlos
I wish u didn’t leave so I could read u my poetry. im a lot happier now I think you’d be proud of me
From: ABC
To: carlos
I'm so proud of you self cuz you make it far to college carrying heavy thoughts and doubts.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I want us. I thought you wanted me to reach out. I was wrong. Don’t worry, I won’t bother you again.
From: ABC
To: carlos
After everything you did to me, I still can’t hate you. I want to so bad
From: ABC
To: carlos
I put my entire life on the line and it still wasnt enough for you. I fought for us. you walked away
From: ABC
To: carlos
I feel abandoned. I wanted love and support and you dumped me over a mistake.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I never wanted to fight, just wanted u to try and understand & love me too. Why wasn’t I worth that?
From: ABC
To: carlos
You were so nonchalant about me leaving that it actually killed the lover girl in me.Enjoy the notes
From: ABC
To: carlos
u think idc but after everything, w almost no apologies from u, im still right here trying to love u
From: ABC
To: carlos
I just wish you would reach out. It makes me wonder if you did truly love me. I cried so much for us
From: ABC
To: carlos
i miss what we had at the beginning, pls try to keep loving me, please.
From: ABC
To: carlos
I think I m ready to move on. I wish u the best and I hope u stay happy forever
From: ABC
To: carlos
if things go right, if you genuinely do stay, maybe this rlly could work,,