Menti al decir que ya no me gustabas en realidad me sigues gustando y me encanta ser tu mejor amiga, pero es muy doloroso cuando hablas de ella y me pides consejos

i dont know why i keep coming back day after day to check if you wrote me anything, when chances of you knowing about this place are slim and chances of you writing and then posting anything are actually zero. i still just wish you were trying to speak to me. or write to me. but i know you would never open up like that even in a place of strangers

hey. i saw a something today that i thought would make you laugh. wish i couldve sent it to you but that cant happen anymore

siempre me hiciste a tu manera y estoy segura que lo sabías. Siempre volvías y me lastimabas y yo seguía cayendo una y otra vez, pero ya no, chinga tu madre Carlos.

You are a fucking piece of shit. Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you you are the worst thing that’s happened to me I wish I could just die I hate you so much

I am so angry at you and I cant even tell you. I hate you I hate you I hate you. go fuck yourself and suck a dick. fucking asshole shitty human being

I still love you. i always will, pls come back to me. you were the first boy who made me feel loved. i’m broken without you. it hurts bc ik you not even thinking abt me :(

Odio cuando estás conmigo.Necesito decírtelo pero no puedo.Quiero que algún día me abraces y me digas que no pasa nada, que a ti te pasa lo mismo.* Mi corazon late en tu pecho en busca de calor *.Te puto odio y te amo Carlos.

Despues de ti, sin ser nada, siendo mi obsesión, eres quien crea en mi un mundo lleno de estrellas brillantes...

I wish I could reciprocate your feelings, but knowing how I am, I knowthat if I reciprocate, I will end up hurting you... I'm sorry

Sin darnos cuenta nos alejamos y ahora simplemente somos desconocidos. Pienso y rio cuando recuerdo la lista de cosas que nos propusimos hacer juntos. Te agradezco por ser paciente conmigo, pero nunca entenderé como cuando decias quererme te fuiste en el momento que yo más te necesitaba. No estaba mal contigo, estaba mal con todo el mundo y sentí que me perdía a mi misma. No te juzgo, pero en ese momento dolió. Ojalá te vaya bien en la vida y aprendas a que no eres el centro de la vida del resto de las personas. Suerte

i love you. i will never stop loving you, you gave me a purpose and im so alone without you. i saw a future with you..i wish things never ended the way they did. God i miss you so much.. but you're not mine anymore.

i love you. i will never stop loving you, you gave me a purpose and im so alone without you. i saw a future with you..i wish things never ended the way they did. God i miss you so much.. but you're not mine anymore.

Se que terminamos hace más de dos años y ambos estamos con alguien más, no quiero decir que te extraño, ya que adoro a mi pareja y se que tú a la tuya, pero por fin hoy te dejo ser totalmente libre, guardando todos tus recuerdos ambos sabemos que somos almas gemelas pero no debemos estar juntos, gracias por todo.

everything changed when you came into my world, and just as fast it left. I'm finally moving on and you better not come back and ruin this for me.

i really like you kid, i just don’t know what to say at this point because of jaime, and i don’t know how you feel about me :(

I invite you to think better of it the next time you want to damage someone's heart and betray their trust. You definitely became what you vowed to destroy.
Hope someday you will understand, meanwhile, I wish you a happy life.

La vida nunca quiso volver a juntarnos, y, aunque éramos unos críos, nunca olvidaré nuestro primer beso y lo tierno que fuiste siempre conmigo. Te buscaré en otra vida...

Te la volaste creí que podíamos llegar a algo pero solo desapareciste no sabes cuanto me dolió pero te lo agradezco porque sin eso no hubiera tenido tan cerca a mis mejores amigos
Sabes a veces te extraño mas de lo que te imaginas. Y quisiera volver a tener contacto conmigo pero el alejarnos ahora en tiendo que fue lo mejor.
Te deseo lo mejor del mundo y aun que nunca te lo dije
TE AMO

I used to blame you for making me incapable of loving someone new. I realize now, you made me incapable of noticing when I’m being treated bad by men because I dismiss that bad treatment and only think of the good they’ve done to me, just how I use to with you.

i loved you, u were my world,u Took me out of a dark hole in my life now ur the reason im in that hole again,u never loved me,u only loved the fact that i loved you... and for that i hate you

We were strangers. We found each other and I felt something. Why did you have to do what you did? It made me feel as though I’m not worthy of love. It hurt me and still does. I feel like in my heart we’ll meet again, but I don’t know that I will be able to handle it. I don’t know if I want to meet again, because maybe we’re better off being strangers.

I think you are the love of my life, I still remember the times we kissed, with so much emotion, in the hotel, where we almost had sex, I was sure of doing it, and you were the same, but you decided to stop, for me, I know you I failed, but you had failed me so many times, I only one, and with that enough for you to leave me. And no matter what you did to me, here I continue, loving you and waiting for you

I want to reread every single book I have ever read with you. Not only does green suit you but the color of my eyes loves you too - 3

To my first love -
I'm sorry for always taking it too far. I'm sorry for fucking everything up. I'm sorry for all the mean shit I've said to you. You're the best and the worst thing to happen to me and I'll always love you for that

el haberte conocido fue lo mejor y haberte quedado sabiendo que yo te quería fue doloroso mientras tu pedías yo sufría por ganas de gritarle al mundo lo que sentía aún tengo ese vacío aquí a dentro no se si en algún momento te lo diré pero se que estoy esforzándome para soltarte de una vez.... duele? Duele mucho como si todos te escribiera de un teclado con espinas cada palabra duele más

i think we tried and i guess that's what counts. i'm not going to lie and say i'm not angry because god knows i am. i'm angry that i kept trying. i'm angry that you let me even when you knew nothing would change. i'm angry that i can't unfollow you because i'd just regret it. i'm angry that despite how much you obviously don't care about me, i can't stop caring about you. so please, do something. walk away. say something. do something. because i clearly can't.

When we met we were just 2 dumb kids wanting to be in a relationship not knowing anything. This could have been great but we didn’t live in the same place which gave us a few obstacles. I’m finally ready to say that it’s okay that we didn’t work out. You didn’t deserve me a second time. I understand that now and I’m happy I do. I hope you’re happy doing whatever it is you’re doing now. :))

Después de dejarnos, al inicio pensé que solo fuiste un capricho, pero me di cuenta que fuiste más que eso, y que te quise y que jamás te podré olvidar, porque el amor verdadero nunca es el primero, sino el que más te marca, gracias por tantos momentos y a pesar de todo fuiste lo más lindo que tuve en mi vida

Que sepas que lo que empezó como una tontería de niña pequeña 11 años después sigue siendo real, me sigues gustando a pesar de todo

Eres un gran chico, nunca olvides que siempre estuve para ti... cuando ni siquiera existía en tu mundo.

hey so i wrote one of these months ago when i was all "i'll never move on blah blah" except now i can finally say i'm over u. i realize we were both shitty but yknow thats ok. we're still friends, i don't get sad looking at u, or thinking about when we dated. i can finally dance to love songs without getting sad, i danced earlier to one actually. so thank you for everything :) i love you loser, not romantically anymore, but you still mean a lot to me. honestly kinda wish i could delete my old message but i can't even tho it's cringy as shit but OH WELL so ig this is my goodbye. not to u, but ig to the sappy wishing we could be together feelings. i've moved on, and i feel really happy now. and i hope u'll find someone who will make u happy too

I love you so much and I will never tell you cuz it will never happen but I have never met someone that's more compatible with me and I'm sorry if I end up hurting you somehow

Hi, it's been a long time since you last let me see you, you know...the reason I stopped talking to you was because I saw you with a girl, you let her touch you and hug you, you never let me do that, then you went with me as if nothing happened, that's what hurt me the most, I'm just one more for you? when you knew my feelings towards you you went away a lot, you no longer answered me and you avoided me at school, so bad am I? I just want to know, I thought I would forget you as the years went by, but it was not like that, I wonder what would have happened if I had not told you what I felt, we would still be friends? it is something that I will never know. I hope you are well and that you do not regret the decision you made.
I hope we will meet again, I will keep waiting for you even if it is the rest of my life.
I love you.
Goodbye

I haven't washed the sweatshirt you gave me back the last time we saw each other bc it smells like you.

Eres la única persona que me hizo sentir mariposas en el estómago desde el primer momento en el que te vi, te quiero junto a mi toda mi vida

Me enamoré de tu perseverancia, de tu lealtad y francamente de tus besos. No sé qué pasó, o nos pasó, pero un día se acabó la perseverancia y la lealtad y ahí dejamos de besarnos.

please be different. please be better. please don't hurt me. everyone i love and open up to stabs me in the back. please don't be like the rest. please.

the days go by and the reality gets clearer and clearer, the reality that i really lost you. and since i lost you, somehow i lost myself too, as if you were still an essential part for my well being and that, without you, i would just go on aimlessly. you may even think that im just another melodramatic teenager, or that im still too young to feel this amount of emotions, but don't you dare, not even for a second, blame only me for still loving you so much. it was you who was increasingly feeding this love that i feel for you, making it impulsive, needy, wanting more and more of you. maybe it scared you, or maybe you weren't prepared to return as much love as the one you received. maybe this, maybe that, so many "maybes" that just demonstrate the amount of uncertainty that still goes through my veins, the number of questions that never found a precise answer, because you never got to clarify anything to me. you just... left. without explanations or goodbyes, because not even that you were able to give me. one last goodbye, one last "i love you", or even just one last of those kisses on the forehead that i loved so much, for the simple fact of transmitting me comfort and security. but here i am, blaming only you too, trying to make excuses that make me believe that i gave my best to make the "us" work. i ended up coming to the conclusion that i didn't, that i could have done so much more... just like you. it seems that, in the end, we were both condemned for the guilt of having planted a love that we thought it was forever, but we weren't patient enough to let it blossom. and so, in the depths of the past, there's a pale, withered love.

Me diste el fin de semana perfecto y sé que no debería pedir más, pero lo deseo, lo necesito, te anhelo.
Vuelve.

I picked the color that reminded me most of you:)
For a while I thought I would be hung up on the same guy..then you came around I truly didn’t give you my 100% I’m sorry you deserved better than that...thank you for being the light in my dark world I slowly saw you dimming so I had to let go:( Iv’e been feeling alone lately, hoping the notifications I get are from you but maybe it’s better off..anyways I love you and what I did was for the best. I truly believe you’re a pure soul you deserve that never ending powerful light and a happy ending even if it’s not with me
-Maybe in another life ❤️

I wish i had the guts to tell you how I really feel, whenever I see your photos you don't know how much it makes me happy. I wish we both knew each other better.

Its only been a week. remember the night we danced and just had fun. take me back just to see you one more time please.

it's been years.
we barely speak and yet when we do i still feel connected to you in a way i've yet to experience with anyone else.
do you feel that too?
you were always afraid to speak your emotions, are you still that same way or has nothing changed? i wonder if soulmates can exist even when they're oceans apart, in the back of my mind i've always pictured me with you.
i know the idea of us is unrealistic but i'm not sure i can accept it.
so many things i wish i would tell you and yet here i am typing those thoughts somewhere you'll never find.
i hope we find each other one day

youre pathetic and a coward, dont ever come near my life ever again. i hate you and i hope you never feel happy again.

you hurt me really bad. we haven’t talked in what feels like forever. but i still miss you, the old you.

Hey! I saw your facebook post about your new baby. Congratulations! Is it a coincidence we have the same name or did you name them after me?

I still think about you everyday eventhough I always knew I wasn't good for you and your better without me

I think I loved you. I miss you sometimes but I know you don't so I just keep on going because I know there isn't anything to do for you to love me. It was just a fake reality

i'm really scared to tell you but i like you. i don't usually get stuck on people or actually like them so i'm not sure what to do. or what i want. i know you're different and i just want you to know that i meant it when i said you deserved a lot.