I wish you knew how I felt about you after all this time it's just been enough. You've nonstop talked to me about who you are actually in love with and it hurts a lot, it really does. I hope you have a good future.

You're always in the back of my mind. No one makes me laugh like you. I wish I'd told you before you moved across the world.

I just met you and i wasnt really into you but you gave it your all. We faded quickly because i did not appreciate your efforts and now i kinda want you back. I still dont know what our label, and youre not my "type" but i still want your attention

I liked you for so long to the point where i thought it was love. I never liked anyone as much as i liked you, you consumed my life for 5 years, but im done. no more. I hope you know what you could've had. Anyways i understand that not everything is gunna work out in life. I'm moving on, peace out, hope life treats you well :)

i love you, you mean a lot to me. sorry if i start depending on you a lot over time; i've just never met someone like you. thank you for being you.

if you could get over yourself for once, you’d see that my text was a cry for help. i’m dying and i thought you might understand, that for once i could tell someone without them seeing me as weak. but my desperation clouded my judgment, because you ignored me, and i finally realized that i’m truly alone in this hell.

I really wish that you could catch the hint. Obviously I have feelings for you, you are just clueless. Ik that I am not the average girl that you would prefer, but please ? Take a second look for once. No one could ever love with such a fierceness as I. We have been going to school together for years, and I know you like a book. Please Please look a little further. Look past my exterior. This hurts me that I can't do anything with all these feelings. ♡me

The moment i first knew: We were in year 5 or 6, and i was just sitting at my desk, i looked up and you had just walked into the room, and we instantly made eye contact and the biggest smile formed across your face and i felt butterflys in my stomach. Seeing you smile from then on was something i looked forward to. Everyday I hoped that we would somehow talk, or something would happen between us, but i mean we were just kids. fast forward, and I still like you. its been 5 years, but i was too afraid to tell you how i feel, and when i did i didn't even say the half of it, i said "Yeah, i like you". and you said "sorry, I don't feel the same way". Those words kind of tore me apart. I acted like it was cool, everything was fine and i didn't care one bit, but reality was i cared way too much, so so so so so so much and honestly I wish I didn't. But here it is, the message that I never sent, that I really, really wish I did. Okay look you make me happy, seeing you everyday puts a smile on my face and honestly I think you're really cool, your so chill, and nice to everyone, so friendly and positive. Don't even get me started on your smile again, and your eyes, they glow in the sun, everything about you is so perfect. At least that is what I would've said back then, all those months ago. I'm slowly getting over you, and I guess now that I am not obssesed I am starting to see the flaws in you, it's stupid to think that i'll ever be truely over you. Anyways, If you ever come on here which is probably very rare I hope you know that you broke me. It wasn'y your fault in any way whatsoever, but I think i'm ok now. I hope you're happy and that you find someone special that makes you as happy as you made me. :)

the way i feel
about you is so indescribable, and it hurts so much sometimes because i know you don’t feel the same :p

i’ll always love you, i’ll forever miss out red robin runs. i really do think it was right person wrong time, but ig we will see.

um you were a really sweet guy, but i just lost feelings for you so i'm sorry. ik that you're over me but whatever. i'm kind of glad that i ended things with you tho bc you strongly disagree with feminism and BLM and everything else and are a trump supporter so yeah. i would say fuck you but my mom taught me to respect others opinions so whatever

I’m sorry I didn’t return your love enough. I’m sorry you gave up on me, even though you said you wouldn’t.

dumbass I hate that you don't see me as anything more than your best friend, I have so many things I want to do with you but I'm too scared to tell you. I hope you feel the same way and confess cause I won't. I wish you will get over her soon and realize how much I love you.

The moment I saw you my heart skipped a beat. I had been praying for someone like you to come along. God put you in my life for a reason and I'm curious to see what it is. I really want to hang out with you again but I'm nervous to ask. I hope we become great friends. And good luck with the girl you like. She's very lucky.

I should've never hung out with you. I don't know why I kept sneaking out with you. I didn't have as strong of feelings for you like you did for me. I'm sorry for the ways things ended.

i thought i was in love with you. i’m not. idk what it was but it wasn’t that. we don’t make sense together. you don’t even know the real me.

I’ve loved you since I met you. For 4 years. Through all the change you and I have been through. Somehow I still love you more than I did when we were together

god i hate you, sometimes i wish i never met you but when i’m alone at 3am there’s a part of me that wishes you were here

I still love you, I never stopped. I miss you so much. i miss everything about you, your smile, your laugh, your personality. you were the best. thank you for still being a great friend.

in the beginning, i was truly in love with every peice of you. I thought we could really be something. But turns out the 25 other girls you hit on thought the same thing.

I'm sorry, I was never enough for you. I fell out of love with my best friend. I miss you more and more each day. I hope you're doing well and you've moved on. I love you and I always will.

Thank you for helping me during that chinese spelling test and also being a fun person to turn to in class , I wished I had the courage to keep in contact with you and learn more about you

i loved you, but i loved you within the limits of our circumstances. and for that, i’m so glad you weren’t the one.

i miss you everyday. i’m sorry i make impulsive decisions and leave, i just convince myself you hate me and want nothing to do with me. i never got to tell you, but i love you. so much.

Do you ever wonder what we might have been? Too bad I’ll never be her... as much as I wish I was, I love you and it’s time to let you go?

thank u for being my person. ur the first person i tell everything. please dont forget me, i wont forget u. i love u so big

We were supposed to be together forever. I guess things don't always go as planned. I hope you do well in life, but just know I won't be there for it.

Promise me that we’ll still be friends even if we don’t have a class together. Promise me you’ll still make time for me when you find yourself a girlfriend. Promise me that you won’t leave me behind when I graduate and you still have a year left of high school. Promise me that we will still be friends when we’re adults. I can’t imagine my life without you and I need you. When you asked me how we were going to see each other if we dropout of that class I tried to act like I didn’t care but the truth is I’m worried. I’m worried we’ll forget about each other like last time. This virus has messed up so much and I am so glad we bonded and sometimes you’re all I can think about. Sometimes I just want to rest my head on your shoulder and talk to you for hours while watching the stars but I don’t think that’ll ever happen. I try to bury my feelings for you because I don’t want to ruin our friendship. I know our other friends in our friend group will find out once we’re all back together when the virus is gone. When we all went out to eat after school I tried to act like everything was normal and I totally don’t have some type of feelings for you. I am trying so hard to get over you. I think you might like me back but we’re both chickens to say the L word even in a friendship way. I am trying so hard not get lost in your beautiful dark blue eyes. Your scent just draws me in your cologne is like a magnet. You adorable dark blue jacket that you wear all the time is my favorite. I love it when your hair is all fluffy, I want to run my fingers through it. Saying goodbye to you sucks. I never ever want to say goodbye to you. Honestly you’re one of the only reasons I want to get my license so I can pick you up and drop you off. Just the two of us talking about random things and I would even drive us places to get food or something. I hope we get to do that next year even if it’s just as friends. I always kind of felt this way for you but I am just now realizing it. When you were with someone else I was happy for you even though I was jealous. I hid my jealousy well. I want you to be happy even if it’s not with me. I will never hold you back. I will never get in the way of your happiness. I care about you deeply and I will respect you and all the decisions you make and I’m sorry I make fun of you for being straight I won’t make fun of you anymore. I’m shocked that you’re surprised that when all the lesbians kill all the guys that I’d save you. Even though you annoy me sometimes I still want you here. I make up so many different scenarios in my head with you. Like I feel like you’re in pain and don’t show it. Sometimes I just want to hug you and never let you go. I’ve never seen you cry and you’ve seen me cry a bit. You’re right I have gone soft and I don’t regret it.

you truly destroyed me, you broke me and didn’t even apologise or shed one tear over me, i can’t believe you treated me like that and got away with it, i loved you.

I'm not mad anymore, I'm not sad. Things are just different now and that's ok. you turned to a whole different person. I sometimes miss the old you, but with the old you comes all the pain, heartbreak, and stress. I am finally doing better now and you can't just appear out of nowhere and expect us to pick up where we left off. I am over you now, all the pain slowly went away as we were drifting further and further. you were MY person now you're just a person to me.

You were my first everything and I loved you so much. You made me feel so happy and special and I will never forget that. I’m sorry about how awful our breakup was and I will always regret how I treated you, but just know I hope you have such an amazing life, find the girl of your dreams and build her the house you always wanted to build, with the family you wanted and all your dreams come true. I will never forget you xxx

you suck.
What was wrong with me when I was 16 & chubby? You only found me attractive after I lost all the weight, two years later. I was the same girl. You used my vulnerabilities against me. At first I thought I was using you, validating myself. “I was good enough for Caleb” But you only asked to see me at night, in the back seat of your car. I was just some girl to make out with at 2 a.m. and leave hickeys all over your neck so you’d gain attention from your friends. You’d leave me once I started to feel anything for you and come back when I didn’t.
I was so stupid. For months, I hated you and you’d walk back into my life. I cared about you, and I was just an option to appease your boredom. I thought something was wrong with me. That I was the problem.
You asked me to write you a love letter and when I caved, you hated every page of it.
What did you want from me?
I drunkenly told you I loved you, and you used that against me.
I trusted you. You lied & told everyone that we did things. And I forgave you like an idiot.
I never loved you. I could’ve but i don’t think you have the capacity to love anyone other than yourself.
You’re a fucking asshole. Stay out of my life. I’m not just a body. I am not some toy. I am a person.
I hope one day you grow the fuck up, and actually form a personality.
I had hope for you. I saw the good in you, everyone told me how you were such a bad person. I let you use me. I was young, dumb, and vulnerable.
Not anymore. I wasn’t the problem. I grew up. Why can’t you?

you suck.

no sabes lo estupida que me siento por haberte escrito canciones y por que me sigues gustando aún después de un año, me digo a mi misma, "no les gustas, detente", pero lo que siento no se va.

i would've given it all up for you. i cared SO SO SO much and never knew. i made a mistake i wish i could take back. i'm at peace with what we are, but i just wish i could prove that what we had was real to me too and that i really really liked you.

i know you liked me. no matter how many times u try to deny it. I've never felt a stronger connection with anyone until u locked eyes with me

what even are we? one minute you love me, the next you wanna fuck me, then you hate me. one minute we're friends the next we're enemies. stop this madness. i can't take it. you want me to kill myself, but when i say i will you get mad. as if you hadn't said anything. what do you want from me. you choose everyone over me. but when i hang out with someone other than you, i'm the worst friend ever. pick a struggle ffs. i hate this. i hate that i love you. i wish i could let go of you.

Why did you lead me on? You got me to admit that I liked you, yet after that you brushed me aside. You flirted in front of me with other people after, and I'm sorry if I sound clingy if we weren't even technically a thing, but why would you pressure me into actually admitting it when you were going to go out of your way to talk to other girls in front of me literally the next day? I'm sorry if the feelings I had bugged you, I truly am. I just wanted to know why you were so persistent to get me to admit it when you would act like that the next time you saw me.

i love you for everything you’ve done for me. and i hate myself that i’m so unstable that you worry about me so much. i’m sorry. i’ll never leave you. i love you to the moon and beyond dumbass. forever and always.

if you see this i just want you to know that i stopped liking you when you accidentally spit cheese in my hair

I love you more than anything in the world, but I know for a fact you can’t say you feel the same towards me and I guess I just have to live with that.

i love you, i think i always will, but at 3am when i’m sitting by myself i hate everything about you because you made us be “just friends”

I didn’t mean to fall out of love with you. I never dreamed in a million years this is what I’d feel. If I could stay, you know I would. You didn’t do anything wrong. This is my fault. I’m not sure how to tell you

I don't think you were my first love . I don't know if it's because I'm numb but it just doesn't feel right or at least anymore . I think wanna say it was an experiment or entanglement

i’m so sorry i can’t fall in love with u like that. pls fall out of love with me. it breaks my heart to break urs.

i might be falling in love with you. and your cat ofc

It's not your fault. We're all messed up in the world. I know you tried your best.

i wish you would stop acting like i’m nothing. i love you like you’re everything.

i know i broke up with you but i at least expected you to actually fight for us.

if you give me another chance, i'll stand with you through everything. i give you my word.

I wish you could tell me how you feel about me. I hope you feel the same