I am conflicted of my feelings. Whether I like you in a friendship way or more. I never thought about us like that not until now at least. I like how we are now. I’m really scared for the future. Whether we’ll even be friends because I’d rather have you as a friend and you have a girlfriend then us not being friends at all. I can’t tell if you like me back but I think I’m not your type or maybe I am. I feel like we have gotten closer and you’re one of my favorite people to see at jail (school). Those couple of days you were sick I missed you so much. You make me feel so much better about myself in every way and I just want to say thank you. I hope you stay in my life forever! I love you!

man you fucked me up i fucking hate you for that i fucking loved you with fucking everything i had i hate you

sometimes i wish you would look at me the way you look at her. but i know i'll never be her and that's okay. just kinda wish you would at least know my name.

I wish I knew how to talk to you. It’s been so long and we’re probably two different people now and I still regret it

I thought I loved you, but I realized after that I only loved the idea of you. I miss making out that’s about it.

i love you, the things i would do to be with you. you are my first love and i lost you so fast. i wish we lived closer :/ i cant stop crying theres so much i wanna tell you buti dont wanna bother you and i really need to get over this and move on unfortunately. ill never forget you, you brought me out of my shell and ill never be able to tell you how much i appreciate you. you deserve the world im sorry i couldnt be the one to love you but im always here for you ill love you forever.

I saw you once while walking down the street, fate or some shit brought us back together, and then life tore us apart

i hope that we can one day meet and be friends. you were the first person who really could understand me. i’m sorry for all the times i was an asshole, i felt like i didn’t deserve someone like you.

ever since you ive never been the same. even though we were young you left a void in me i could never fill.

Sorry I left. It was only eighth grade i didn’t know any better. Now i see you and wish we fell in love when we were a little older.

You piss me off so much but then I see your smile and your personality and I cant help but smile and forget all of the stupid times and stupid things you've done. I dont know how you do it or what. You are not the most attractive person, you have your flaws but your personality makes me not see them. Your personality makes me see YOU. People say that your screwed of you smile at their texts. So I guess I'm screwed because the littlest text from you (maybe even something really stupid) makes me smile and laugh. I can't describe how you make me feel or how you make me feel this way it's weird and indescribable.

I gave you a part of myself that I didn't give anyone else, so I could receive your attention. That's the only part you've ever wanted and that has caused me so much pain.

I've never felt so sure about someone before. you've given me a sense of security and hope that no one else has.

you ruined me. i was head over heels in love with you. when she dmed me and told me i wasn't the only one, i lost a part of my soul.

i knew that all u wanted me for was my body. but i figured somehow i could change that and maybe u would love me like i loved u for months. i never really got the chance to say ily or that u made me extremely happy , but even then u put me at my lowest point bc i thought i was always just gonna be good for my body and not myself. i really hope you’re doing well and i’m glad things didn’t work out in the end.

When I knew you my favorite color was yellow, my favorite color is different now. And so are we. It was only ever meant for us to know each other for a moment, not for forever and I’m glad I know that.

I love you so much its suffocating. I haven't told you that yet though, but you haven't said it to me either. I know I kept telling you to talk to other girls but I just wanted to hear you say that you only wanted me.

i really wish our story could’ve lasted a little longer, but I need closure. you taught me so much (including how to be a fortnite god) i hope you have a good life. see you in the next one?
signing off, yours truly. c

you're my soulmate, we both know it. right person wrong time couldn't have been any more true. ill see you soon

why did u have to do that to me i have done everything in the world to be everything for u and u just break me again and again and yet still want to be apart of my life? but i can’t say no because no matter what you do to me I’ll always take u back a million times over

If only you knew how much you hurt me. You could’ve just said that you weren’t ready instead of choosing to ghost and block me. I still seem to love and care for you though.

I am always going to love you but it’s better if we both work on ourselves. You will always be a huge part of me and I am so appreciative of everything we had.

I'm not entirely sure what you call the feelings I have for you but I let you go and now you've found someone else. and that's ok. This was my mistake and I'm prepared to deal with it. I hope she can give you everything and more because you deserve it. I'm not certain that these feelings will leave but what's meant to be will be. I hope we find our way back to each other soon

I want to get over you I really do but you make it so hard how am I supposed to stop loving those eyes and that smile.

i think i love you still. I think a part of me has ever since i first set eyes on you- dead serious. I remember it was your smile that I first noticed/ fell for. cant shake it even after all this time. youve seen me through many phases of my life and here u still are, even if weve grown apart. I think maybe I will always love you. I feel super dumb for writing this so ok thats all tonight

you’ve hurt me more than once. you’ve chose her every time. i wish you felt the same way. but after sending this, i’m letting go.

we planned our future together, how did you just lose interest and feelings overnight? you dont even care anymore, where did things go wrong?

Thank you for showing me what love is really supposed to feel like. You'll always be my first everything

you mean the world to me and i'm so terrified of losing you. i don't want to ruin what we have, but i know i'm in love with you.

You always cheered me up and I remember the time you made me cute bracelets. I wish that I will find them again lol.. But I also wished I told you my feelings before you started liking Peyton..Please give me a chance..You and 4 other people are the only things not letting me attempt again..

I had to make you hate me so that you could let me go. You never would have left or been happy if I didnt do it.

ahhh my first love. thank you for teaching me that people in this world can be manipulative and horrible, leading you on only to rub the fact that you just arent good enough in your face. we had known each other for so long, and you just chose her over me because i was not good enough. not good enough. not good enough. not good enough. you will never understand the concept that there is no "good enough," especially for people like you that can NOT be having high standards acting like you do. you are rude, manipulative, and immature. you have always had the ability to change that. everyone does. but you choose not to, and that is the most disappointing part.

no matter how long i go without seeing you, every time i do all the feelings come rushing back. too bad i will never get to love you the way i want to because you don't feel the same way

I hate you . But I love you. You broke me. But I tried to fix you. You chose her. But I still choose you.

you are on and off. tell me how you feel before i get heartbroken. i've waited and i'm about to move on

caleb, i genuinely hope that you are happy. i think that you were my right person, wrong time. i'm sorry, but i needed to, and still do, need to work on me before i can make anyone else happy. you were my first love and i will always love you.

caleb, i genuinely hope that you are happy. i think that you were my right person, wrong time. i'm sorry, but i needed to, and still do, need to work on me before i can make anyone else happy. you were my first love and i will always love you.

consider this my last message to you hopefully. we met in 6th grade and it was amazing meeting you. purple is your favorite color from what I remember so I hope if you ever read this you think of me. you were my first boyfriend and I might not have known what love was but I'm sure I loved you as you always somehow sneak into my mind. it's been 3 years since we broke up and I felt like I need to get this off my chest because I can't keep my feelings hidden too long. I did miss you at one point but now I see that things happen for a reason and you were a part of my life I'll never forget, but sadly that's all it will be. Goodbye Caleb S.

You have no idea about the pain and heartbreak you put me through. I wish there was a way to make you go through what you did to me. I never want to see you again

I wish you would have changed. You were truly my soulmate. But the things you did are unforgivable. I hate you. Yet love you too. Now I distract myself with people, knowing no one can compare to the kind of bond we had. I hope you get better and learn from what you did to me. It’s been a while since we spoke, and I never plan on speaking to you again.

I love you with all of my heart. I never thought I would ever find someone as good as you in my lifetime but here you are. I can’t imagine a life without you

to you, i’m sorry because i was a bad bestfriend, but so were you!! and ik ur sorry and i wished so badly that things could’ve been different and we could’ve been friends, but they didn’t turn out that way. letting u go has always been the most difficult but i have to. i love you always but i’m leaving you in 2020. again i’m so so sorry and whenever i hear your name i’ll wish nothing but the best for you. but i’m gonna stop acting as if your a friend, because the reality is, you aren’t anymore, and never will be.

i love you with my whole heart. u made my heartbeat u were my life support. u were the one. u are the love of my life. my one and only.

you're orange in my mind. i knew i loved you when we were sitting in class that day, while he talked on and on. i know you don't love me the way i love you, but i miss when i could still call it a joke in my mind. when it all still felt like a joke. now i wish you were laying on me just like you were that night

when i first met you, i never would’ve guessed you’d be the first i’d truly be in love with. but as time went on, i found myself constantly thinking about you.

It’s bad I still love you but I miss you you’re gonna be forgetting all about me soon and it hurts.. (the law of wtf is he doing .. just so u know who)

i wish you were more open. i feel like you’re so on and off with me and i just need the reassurance of you acting like how you say you feel. or felt. i don’t know, but please just show your emotions more no matter how hard it is because you are hurting the people around you.

Dear Caleb,
I still care about you. I've never met someone sm like me. Sincerely, the dinosaur girl ♡

Our love was toxic but I miss you more than anything right now. I would do anything to just be talking to you.

I love you....that’s what Caleb....I regret letting you kiss me and how you let me kiss you....how could you....you said you would be in my life one way or another...yet you left...I truly loved you...I really did...it’s clear you didn’t love me though....I’ll move on with life...but don’t come back to me...