Unsent messages to CADE
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 9, 2023, 3:56 am UTC
do you still look at these? do you still think of me?
do you still love me?
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 4, 2023, 5:16 pm UTC
I wish we could've talked through all of this. It all happened so fast..
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 4, 2023, 6:21 am UTC
How did your feelings change so quickly?
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: October 15, 2023, 2:45 am UTC
Plz break no contact. I miss you. Plz want to want to work on us
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: October 13, 2023, 1:14 am UTC
I wish that you’d come back and that we can fix what we had.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: October 10, 2023, 7:17 pm UTC
Please come back to me bebe. I promise to make it right. I love you and miss you Cade.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: October 10, 2023, 7:11 pm UTC
Please come back to me bebe. I promise to make it right. I miss & love you
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: October 10, 2023, 4:24 am UTC
ILYSM & was willing to work on us & you pushed me away. I thought you loved me. Plz come back to me.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: October 2, 2023, 6:05 am UTC
You really hurt me. You led me on and now I feel broken all over again.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: September 25, 2023, 3:45 am UTC
Honestly I wish I still knew you.
Really it’s silly, but sometimes I even miss you.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: September 15, 2023, 9:10 pm UTC
3 years. You were my best friend and I have to force myself to be a stranger now
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: September 9, 2023, 9:50 pm UTC
I really thought it was gonna be me and you
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:21 pm UTC
i don’t care if it’s selfish, i want you all to myself forever.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:24 am UTC
i feel sorry for you, i hope you find peace soon
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: July 11, 2023, 3:51 am UTC
I wish I could have loved you like you deserved
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:08 am UTC
I still love you so much, the live i have for you will never leave me. what we had was special, i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:56 pm UTC
you’re completely ridiculous but i love it. i don’t know if you notice but everytime you aren’t looking at me i’m looking at you. i’m deeply madly in love with you. i cant help put think “fuck i wanna marry him” to myself the second you start to laugh or that damn smile grows. the way you hold me like you never wanna let go, or the way you tell me you love me so effortlessly. put in the effort, please love me like you’re scared to lose me rather than as if you think you never will be without me. i won’t stick around forever no matter how much i feel my heart belongs to you, i won’t stay just to give you the pleasure of knowing i’m the one who’s been there for you no matter what and that i’m the one who will be right by your side once you say the word. be terrified that i might leave you alone the way that i’m terrified of you leaving me.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: January 9, 2021, 4:25 am UTC
I deserved better. I deserved to not be pushed aside the second another girl gave you a glance. I deserved better than you.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: January 9, 2021, 4:24 am UTC
I wonder how you felt when I finally left you on open. Did you ever give a second thought to how terrible you treated me?
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: January 9, 2021, 4:23 am UTC
I miss you. And I know that I shouldn't. But I miss leaning my head on your shoulder and playing with your hair. I miss the way you looked at me. I miss the way you used to just smile while I was talking. I miss how we were before she came into your life.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: January 5, 2021, 6:51 am UTC
You used me. You always have. I’m not a toy that you can toss around however you please and then guilt me for it. You are a follower with no real personality of your own other than being a cheating little bitch and I learned that way too late. Breaking up with you was the best thing I ever did, and frankly you deserve less. You tore apart my friendship with my best friend, took advantage of me, and after, you hurt her again. Fuck you. Stop pretending to be someone you’re not. Try getting your own personality, and respecting women, then we can talk. (Maybe)
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: January 4, 2021, 9:09 am UTC
ur completely out of my life now but it just hurts. it sucks that i was never enough for u to like me back to the extent that i liked u. i hope that ur doing well.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:50 pm UTC
You ruined my life, but I still hope ur okay, I hope Japan is fun and I hope your music career works.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: December 24, 2020, 10:21 am UTC
im sorry about everything i never took your feelings into account and i wish things couldve worked out
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: December 22, 2020, 3:46 am UTC
im still so proud of you. always have been, always will be. even if u think i dont care, you will always hold a spot in my heart. i miss talking to you about my day and hearing what you did in yours. i hope ur doing well. i hope our paths meet again. and since i never got to tell you, i loved you. i know you didnt love me back but i think im finally ok with that. also get some rest please, don't overwork yourself. if you ever feel like you let everyone down, just know im always going to be proud of you. forever n them some
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: December 21, 2020, 6:42 am UTC
why is it i always think of you even though ur probably at a frat party snorting coke and hooking up w random girls?
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: December 18, 2020, 1:51 am UTC
i'm sorry i don't text back, i need reassurance that you will still be there because i'm tired of fighting for you. i'm sorry i'm broken.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:21 pm UTC
i havent stopped thinking about you since i talked to your sister. please stay safe, ill feel better if you do.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: December 13, 2020, 1:09 am UTC
I messed up. We know this you still mean the world to me but I can't ever tell you this. I miss you and your family but I know that we can't ever be what we were and that's okay.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: December 10, 2020, 8:32 pm UTC
you asked what my favorite color was so i told you to guess... truth is i didn’t have one till you said yellow with that big smile that could honestly convince me to do anything
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:05 am UTC
you are so nice and sexy i love you and your big fat juicy penis and you’re so good at sex honestly dream man
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: December 3, 2020, 2:00 am UTC
I’m starting to get tired of the back and forth. I finally think I’m strong enough to let you go. So let me go.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:09 pm UTC
I think what hurts the most is knowing that you don't care. im getting over it, I truly am. finally. but it hurts knowing you could've just left me alone, but instead you pretend to care. but you really didn't. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:03 pm UTC
You were my first actual true love and I knew you didn’t feel the same. I thought about you all the time but you hurt me. It hurt so much yet I still forgive you
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:06 am UTC
I never said goodbye and I'm upset abt it. but it sucks that you left. it sucks that we never got to expirement. it sucks bc I know that u needed to leave so i could figure myself out. you never even knew how much I loved u
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:23 pm UTC
i thought i had moved on but it's getting colder now and all i can seem to think about is what should have been.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:16 am UTC
I hope NY is treating you well. I hope that you are happy. I’m not surprised that you chose NY. You belong there. — I don’t really think about you anymore but today I did. I’m happy that you don’t have the same effect on me because you always made me feel like shit. Thinking about how I used to love you gives me an uncomfortable feeling; makes me feel sorry for myself. Despite everything, I still wish you the best. It’s funny how you used to mean the world to me, and now I feel nothing.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 17, 2020, 9:57 pm UTC
I keep dreaming about you being with someone else and it hurts so bad to watch, but maybe it’s supposed to be like that?
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 17, 2020, 2:12 am UTC
you’re an idiot if u think i don’t know. just fucking tell me. please reach out, you know who this is.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 16, 2020, 7:37 am UTC
idk how much longer i can be there for you when ur not there for me. it hurts yk. but hey if there’s any chance ur seeing this just let me know ur okay
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 16, 2020, 6:57 am UTC
My heart jumps to my throat when I hear girls talk about you.and I slump down and remember there will be the last time a see you.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: November 6, 2020, 12:05 am UTC
I miss you. I hate how we ended on such a bad note. We used to be best friends and now we're strangers.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: October 26, 2020, 12:06 pm UTC
I'm finally letting go. You were the one to ignore me and even now I feel like there is nothing to rekindle. I deserve better. You may have loved me and I loved you. But its time to let you go fully.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: October 21, 2020, 6:22 am UTC
you’re the only person i’ll ever let call me olive. i know it’s not our time yet but i miss the way you spoke, n how u pulled me in, the kitchen doesn’t feel the same w out u red.
From: ABC
To: Cade
Date: October 21, 2020, 6:20 am UTC
you’re the only person i’ll ever let call me olive. i know it’s not our time yet but i miss the way you spoke, n how u pulled me in, the kitchen doesn’t feel the same w out u red.
