Unsent messages to BRENDAN

I would say I'm sorry, but you didn't care when we broke up, so why should I apologize if I didn't hurt you?

There’s sm i miss abt u. From ur warm hugs and soft kisses. Letting me mess up your hair during class. Our movie dates. A part of me will always love you from the bottom of my heart and I wish we were on good terms. I will always cherish our memories together and I never regretted being with you. I love you bub.

I don’t know wether we were meant to be or not. you chose her and i will always be last and i know that. the love i have for you isn’t going anywhere

even after ending on bad terms, even after you told your friends you cheated on me, i still wish you the best and love you. i hope you accomplish everything you want and find someone that blocks any other girl from your mind. i hope she treats you good :) thank u for the memories, cant believe it’s been a year.

you broke me. i need to let you go. thank you for stealing my mints during mcas in science, and going to the movies with me ava and matt, and just making me happy, even if it didn’t last long. you'll always have a place in my heart, and i don’t think i’ll ever fully stop loving you. i hope you’re doing better, and ur living a great life without me since i’m a “loser that nobody likes” and “nobody will ever love.” cant wait for u to get whats coming to u? peace asshole (oh and btw, i’m talking to ur best friend now!!?)

we talked today on the phone for the first time in years. it felt so familiar. I wish it wasn’t so easy to fall back into that.

you are the boy I met at 15 who I didn't even date, but still gives me butterflies when I hear your name, I will always love you

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