Unsent messages to BRANDON

i still love you. you were awful to me but i still love you.

I miss you so much. I’m sorry.

I’m always gonna love you but We’re better off without you..

i wish you could’ve only focused on one girl

I hate you for hurting me like this. I hope you’re happy.

I wish I could go back and change how it all played out. Sorry.

I wish we could’ve talked it out

i think a part of me will always love you.

why do you look at me like that and break my heart every time

i should have stayed with you. i was so stupid. im so sorry

I love you.

i hope you’re missing me as much as i miss you. i love you b..

I hope they are worth it, i was ready to give you my all

i felt like i wasn’t enough for you

I would still be there for you in a heart beat.

i hope you're well. i wish you had never looked my way.

You love me, not her

you never say what you do
you never do what you say!

I wish you would take your own advice.

I still love you ... But not that way, I just want to know why not me, it's always her. For having a beautiful body, for being affectionate and kind. And I get it, who would want to be with someone like me? :(

i feel so stupid for liking you and i wish i knew if you did. you probably don't. i feel really stupid haha.

Oh Brandon Brandon Brandon, if only you were a tad taller than me i would be heads over heals for you. I really think youre great though. I will never tell this to you to your face because 1. weird and icky and gross 2. youre my friends bsf so i feel like if i did tell you he'd be mad at me. I'm surprised and flattered you knew me and mentioned me during your class discussion. God i wish you were taller. Anyways have a good day sweetheart

there’s this another guy... and he’s nice and all and I’m thinking of giving him a chance. but it’s still you. always has and will be, I will always love you

I miss how you used to talk to me. how u seemed like u were meant for me . whole time that wasn’t even awthe real you lol .

i wish we could've been everything i imagined. i have to remind myself that we are two completely different people. though i loved you as best as i could, i see that we’re just not the right ones for each other.

Please get your head out of your ass before someone else does it for you. You're a smart kid. You have the potential to do great things. But you need to shut your damn mouth and LISTEN once in a fucking while dude.

i feel like you don't care about me anymore which really hurts after how close we were just a few weeks ago. i wish you would make your feelings clearer

I kinda wish we still knew each other. you were kinda mysterious and weird but getting to know you, you were really fun.

Te extraño mucho, se que me hiciste daño pero nunca podría odiarte, creo que te amare siempre, siempre me haces tanta falta te extraño mucho

imysm its annoying

its ur fault im so attached to u, u came into my life and made every1 else seem boring and now im left alone bc i dropped every1 for u, i just wish u would try a little bit to make our friendship work, ik we can do it

u just dont want to try :c

hey. i know we’re still friends. i see you every day. but i miss you. do you miss me? i want us to be together again. i know we were a toxic mess but i miss you and i miss us. one day. when were better. you’ll come back. until then, i love you and please stay happy:)

i ruined my life in order to make you my only priority. then you threw me to the curb and left me when i needed you most

i still think about you all the time. you meant everything to me. i dont know why you stopped talking to me but i guess it wasn't meant to be

You wanted me to wait around until you decided I was good enough. Until you realized I was the one. But that’s the thing; you’d never tell me if you changed your mind.

i will never forgive you for what you have done to me and so many other young girls. how can you live with yourself, why would you do that. you knew exactly what you were doing wrong and you still manipulated me into thinking you loved me and i did love you

U loved me exactly how I needed to be loved in order to give that to myself -thank u and I love u always from your person

All i can say is i'm sorry, i'm trying. its just so hard to love someone else when you don't even love yourself.

I disappeared on you and I’m so sorry; we didn’t know how to love each other the right way...I just couldn’t bear the pain of living in your chaos

Día 5 sin ti, sin tenerte, trato de superarte, trato de ser fuerte, pero te sigo queriendo, no entiendo por que lo hiciste, quisiera preguntarte pero no puedo, me da tanto miedo que sea por lo que realmente pienso, ayer dijiste que aún te gustaba, pero hoy dijiste que otra chica, extraño la manera en la que me sentía contigo, todas esas canciones que me dedicaste ahora que las escucho no puedo resistirme a llorar, simplemente con una cosa que hicieras te perdonaría y estaría bien contigo, te quiero más de lo que te imaginas, eres lo que necesito, ya no se como levantarme feliz, lo finjo para que todos crean que estoy bien, para que tu creas que estoy bien, pero me siento tan mal, siempre estoy mal, encontraste en ella lo que yo nunca te di, pero no logro entender que fue, si yo lo di todo por ti, todos los días espero tu mensaje aunque se que no va a llegar, aún tengo esperanza, solo espero que nunca sientas lo que ahorita estoy sintiendo, espero que todo salga bien con ella, que te haga tan feliz como tu me hacías a mi, te querré mucho, mis mejores deseos para ti

we were young but you made me feel so loved and happy all the time. yet when i told you one bad thing that wasn’t even my fault, you left and acted like i didn’t exist.

I love you, and I really really really wish I can tell you this in person but you're across the country

i’ve liked u for more than u can imagine. i have no idea why i have like an emotional attachment to u. ur the crush that i’ll never fully get over. i don’t know what about u is so amusing. i use to think that u were perfect but i see ur flaws now. ur too scared to love and u hold yourself back, why? i mean i get that you don’t like me but at the same time dude, u didn’t have to avoid me at that extent. honestly wish we were still friends. haven’t talked to u in 2 years i think? .. have u ever liked me tho? that’s something i wanna know. ur super smart and athletic so ik ur gonna go places in ur life. i’ll remember u,

you were my first intense crush lmao . pretty sure u liked me back but we were in 1st grade,, i liked you for a long time but i feel like u changed . or i did . i don’t like u anymore but i hope the best for you still. i’ll never forget u

No sé si me gustas, pero me siento muy bien contigo. Aunque puedo sonar rara, te puedo asegurar que lo soy mas aún. Nos conocimos de la manera más extraña que pueda imaginar, aunque para el resto eso sea normal para mi fue extraño. Aunque al principio nos insultabamos, me caiste bien y pude hablarte como a alguien que conocí todo mi vida, eso es muy extraño porque a casi nadie le tengo la confianza que te tuve.

Bueno, como te digo todo lo que siento
Cuando comenzamos a hablar sentí una vibra hermosa contigo, me hiciste sentir bien, por primera vez una persona lo hizo, curaste mucho de lo que había en mi, sentí que me querías como yo a ti, las dos semanas me las pasa muy bien, hasta que apareció alguien más, me dejaste ir, dejaste lo que sentías por mi, prometiste que no te irías, y ahora ya no te tengo, esperaba a que cambiaras, que pensaras en mi como yo pienso en ti, pero simplemente tiraste todo, ya lo habías hecho y te volví a creer, nuevamente me dejaste. Trato de hacerme la fuerte, ya no te lloro pero aún te extraño, me duele tanto pensar que nuevamente no estarás en mi vida, tal vez no soy la mejor persona pero realmente te quise y te quiero tanto, me siento tan mal, pero quien se conformaría con alguien como yo, ya entiendo porque te fuiste, creí que eras sincero, creí que me amabas como yo a ti, me duele dejarte, pero es lo mejor para ti y también para mi, mis mejores deseos, espero y te vaya muy bien, siempre estarás en mi

I never liked u. infact u pissed me off. but when we got along we made good ass memories. I miss u sometimes

i’m so happy to see you finally with someone that’ll love you and care for you, i’m sorry i never gave that to you and regret not giving you the chance, but i can write this now knowing i can finally move on without feeling guilty :) E x

i think i was really in love w you. i just sometimes wish that i didn’t let me anxiety get the best of me.

I never really wanted to cut you off, I just had to make space for myself bc I knew I couldn't fix you, or "make things right" for you and that bothers me so badly. You're a good dude and deserve to be happy. I hope you get there someday

I love you tactical nuke . It’s over . i don’t understand why you did this to me at my lowest point .