Unsent messages to BILLY
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 5, 2021, 1:36 am UTC
I wish I could come to terms with the fact you will never look at me, how I look at you. But I can’t and that’s heartbreaking...
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:24 am UTC
you were my first love... we are so different now. we don’t talk. maybe in the future we can be friends again.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 28, 2020, 1:16 pm UTC
I will never forgive you for the feelings you put my body through. I hope your days are nothing but bleak
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 24, 2020, 8:37 pm UTC
I guess i’ve always loved you, i’m just too terrified to ever tell you. I know you don’t feel the same way
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 24, 2020, 5:26 pm UTC
sometimes i really hate you, why did you do what you did. i only wanted the best for you. was i not good enough?
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 17, 2020, 4:39 pm UTC
we weren't good for each other but i wish we were. i miss you more than anything in the world. youre my home.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:21 pm UTC
hey, i think i like you. but, i don't think you like me. i can't possibly imagine anyone actually caring about me. i wish someone cared. even though our interactions are small sometimes you're the only person to say anything to me at school. let's be friends??? bc i don't have any. no one seems to care that i exist or about my feelings.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 12, 2020, 3:53 pm UTC
Why can’t we stay away from each other? Why is it after everything we both find our way back to each other. I try. I’ve tried before. But they just aren’t you. The thing is with me and you we look the same on the inside. I guess we are just made for each other and the truth is I could never not love you and the truth is it’s always going to be that way. Just one look and it takes me back to everything. But when you see that too I’ll be here... to the moon and back forever because in reality we all knew it was only ever going to be you and I
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 12, 2020, 1:49 pm UTC
You mean the world to me, next time I see you I hope you have your wellie bobs on! Love you millions xxxx
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 11, 2020, 10:13 pm UTC
i know I fucked, I know I’m fucked up. I’m sorry I hurt you, and I’m sorry that “I’m sorry” nor I, will never be able to fix leaving you. Even though I know you don’t see these nor know that these exist, I just wanted to say if this happens to be my last ‘unsent text’, I never lied to you when I said I loved you, that I wanted you and only you. I’m just not myself these days, I don’t really know who I am anymore. I just know I’m tired of fighting, and I needed you to know that I love you, and always will.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 10, 2020, 9:04 am UTC
Fuck you like honestly. Why did you think kissing me "falling for me" asking me to be your girlfriend AND THEN BREAKING UP WITH ME TH NEXT DAY is okay. I told you how fucked up my past was. I told you how many guys hurt me. you promised you wouldn't yet you hurt me the fastest. And I fell for you so hard and so fast. YOU EVEN TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME. Im so pissed off at you im not sad or crying anymore im pissed and deserve an explanation when my friend went in undercover AND YOU TOLD HER YOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND AND BLOCKED ME. did you "cheat" on me then felt guilty so lied abt why we had to breakup. this sounds like a middle school relationship but omg we are both abt to go off to college. don't hurt another girl, no girl deserves to be treated that way
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:23 pm UTC
i hate u now. u fucking played with me and hurt me so badly. part of me wants u to die from ur addiction but i want to recover and make someone else happy and keep them happy.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:00 pm UTC
we haven’t spoke in two months but i’m still hoping that you’ll call me, you made me so happy with who i was and how my life had been going but when you left you took that all away. i feel like i need you back to be happy again.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 6, 2020, 9:04 pm UTC
It wouldn’t be fair to bother you so here I am instead. I hate that I miss you all the time and I hate that you feel the same way because there’s nothing we can do about it.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:37 pm UTC
this is for all my badass ladies, it´s time to leave this hot dude behind. Stop writing about him and go live your life. he don´t give to shits bout you, and so you shouldn't either.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 6, 2020, 2:42 am UTC
miss our convos on greek mythology, those were nice. kinda miss all of our convos, or if anything i think i just liked talking to you in general.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 6, 2020, 2:15 am UTC
You have given me so many reasons to get over you, you've lied to me and made me feel like second choice, like I was an option and "your back-up plan". I feel pathetic for liking you because you've done so many things to hurt me, and yet I still keep on coming back. Why were you able to treat her so kindly, and do almost everything for her but treat me and my feelings like nothing. I guess I'm only so stuck on you because I just want an apology.
You dont even have to like me, I just want to hear the words "I'm sorry" and I won't bother you again. If you really thought I was so annoying, then why talk to me, why lead me on and waste both our time. I hate to admit it, but I really do wish you the best, I hope your elaborate plan on how you would get into your dream school works, and you get your dream job. But please just don't forget what I did for you. This is really long, and I know you'll never see this, but I think this is the best way for me to gain the closure you never gave me.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:08 pm UTC
u cute lol but u think im a twat so um idk wat to do. u seem like a guininely nice person and ur funny
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 3, 2020, 8:08 pm UTC
dont you worry love, i dont have feelings for you anymore either, i fell hard for you but i wasnt in a right state of mind, i hope we can restart in the future aswell :) p.s. i took it well x
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 3, 2020, 7:06 pm UTC
I think, I have moved on now even though we never dated. I will forever care for you and I won't ever forget you. I miss you, I wish you would know just how much you mean to me. Farewell.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 2, 2020, 5:34 pm UTC
pls get some help for ur addiction and leave them in the dust. they don’t deserve the true u. we can be friends again :))
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 2, 2020, 2:54 pm UTC
I do not see you in a romantic way anymore.. but just know I will forever be there by your side in your every move.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 1, 2020, 1:57 am UTC
im sorry i pushed you away. something is wrong with me and im trying so hard to get better, for me, for you, for us. i know its selfish but just the thought of you falling for someone else brings me right back to the start.
youre the love of my life. /:
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 26, 2020, 11:23 pm UTC
it definitely wasn't the right time for us but I'm doing much better now. I realise now that I wasn't okay and I shouldn't have been made to feel the way I did. but its ok :)
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 21, 2020, 1:40 pm UTC
I wish you hadn't given up on us so easily. But I also wish I hadn't let you go so easily. Te extraño.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
1.5 years ago i got a voicemail of someone confessing to me. thinking about it now, it sounds just like you. yeah it was a little weird but it was some of the nicest things anyone has ever told me. i wish the caller id wan't anonymous and i wish if it really was you that you told me in person. i've actually had fond feelings for you since 6th grade after that test. i think you thought i was mad, but i was never. i wish we could be friends...
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 11, 2020, 6:43 pm UTC
Hey handsome, we only met a little while ago but, there’s something about you that I can’t get off my mind. Maybe one day it will all make sense. Go Irish!
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 9, 2020, 7:50 pm UTC
No one has ever cared about me the way you did. I’m so sorry. I hope this is the last time I think about you.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 5, 2020, 3:39 pm UTC
I wish you knew how much you mean to me. I can’t wait for the day that you have a genuine smile on your face. I just wish I knew what I did wrong. I love you
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 5, 2020, 3:38 pm UTC
I wish you knew how much you mean to me. I can’t wait for the day that you have a genuine smile on your face. I just wish I knew what I did wrong. I love you
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 25, 2020, 11:22 pm UTC
I wanted you to try for us. You gave up on us so easily and you moved on so quickly like we were nothing. I know it's my fault and I'm sorry.
I love you...
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 25, 2020, 5:21 pm UTC
You We’re the person made for me, my true love, my soulmate, we communicated through our thoughts. But you made me realize that even the perfect person leaves you. Even when they seem perfect
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 24, 2020, 7:34 pm UTC
i can manage watching you love her if you promise to stay with me in the stars when we die. i didn’t mean to love you.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 24, 2020, 7:32 pm UTC
i can manage watching you love her if you just promise to stay with me in the stars when we die. i didn’t mean to love you.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 5, 2020, 9:19 am UTC
I miss you so much. I hate that I still think about you at night or when I’m drunk. I can’t even like another guy because of you, I guess I’m just waiting for another Billy. I miss it Billy I miss talking to you I miss touching your hair. Always the right person at the wrong time. I wish you didn’t stop but you did. Fuck I really liked you Billy.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 5, 2020, 9:18 am UTC
I miss you so much. I hate that I still think about you at night or when I’m drunk. I can’t even like another guy because of you, I guess I’m just waiting for another Billy. I miss it Billy I miss talking to you I miss touching your hair. Always the right person at the wrong time. I wish you didn’t stop but you did. Fuck I really liked you Billy.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 5, 2020, 9:11 am UTC
God I miss you so much. I still think about you almost every night, you were the right person at the wrong time. I can’t catch feeling for anyone but you. I can’t find another guy like you. I miss talking about stupid stuff or even touching. I wish you didn’t choose to forget me, and I know it wasn’t a good time but fuck I really liked you Billy.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 4, 2020, 3:20 pm UTC
I was harassed and a massive part of me hoped you’d see the police report, that it’d come to you. It’s been months, I can’t help but miss you.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 3, 2020, 8:11 pm UTC
i wanna keep talking to you but i just love you too much to just ignore everything. i miss us. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:58 am UTC
u were my first love, first time, first heartbreak. i’m finally over u but u never had to get over me. i was just a rebound but i was in love with u for years. i don’t regret what we did. i just regret thinking i meant something other than “just friends”.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 2, 2020, 9:02 pm UTC
when u started dating her i felt so sad and helpless. i’m glad u guys have broken up. i feel like i have a chance.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 2, 2020, 12:09 am UTC
We don’t talk anymore but I miss you so much, especially your voice it was the most calming thing ever.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:34 am UTC
never got to the point where we’d be called “in love” but i sure was hoping we would. you’re something that i can’t ever explain to anyone. i wish you wanted me the way i wanted you.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: September 25, 2020, 9:10 pm UTC
sometimes i feel as if you just dont love me anymore.. as if you’re getting tired of me and want me to go away. I want to help you i really do i just, feel like its never good enough.
I’m Sorry.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: September 17, 2020, 2:37 pm UTC
It's been two years. We're both dating new people, but I still miss you and think about you everyday. I deserve an apology, but I also just want you back. Do you ever think of me the same way?
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: September 15, 2020, 10:25 am UTC
I still think about what happened even though I won't get it again, there's just something about it that I miss.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: September 11, 2020, 11:16 am UTC
i doubt you use this saddo website, but if you do, please text me, we spoke yesterday but i miss you already :(
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: September 9, 2020, 6:38 pm UTC
i’m sorry for hurting you. i wish i could’ve had the chance to make things better. i love you more than anything
