i wish you liked me the way i liked you. nothing would ever happen though. you’re older than me and probably don’t see me that way.

Hey collin, you were my first real crush in high school. Thanks for being terrible at art, it made me laugh.

You are what i have wanted forever, but i don’t think you will ever feel the same as I do. You are the most amazing person I have ever met in my entire life and i feel good around you, Thank you for everything. Even if it can’t what I wish it could be.

it’s funny cause I gradually stop thinking ab you over time. For some reason, I sometimes reflect on you for just a second and it completely changes my emotions for the day. Like damn, maybe if u put myself out there you would acknowledge me. It’s been like that my whole life. Time to pack up and move on to the next. But if it feels any better, I loved you over anyone the most. I pondered and dreamt about you the most. I still do.

I miss you, I know you left because you didn't want to get hurt. But it hurt me so I'm forcing myself to move on and I know its hurting you but sitting thinking you may overcome your fear of getting hurt hurts me a lot more than acting like i'm not still in love with you.

Remember when you told me looking into my eyes felt like home? Who feels like home now that I'm gone?

i love u, always have and i always will. since day 1 u were so good to me. someday, someplace maybe we'll work. but until then, I hope she makes you happy

If only you knew I stared at the ground when you passed me in the halls. I was too nervous to even look at you I was so in love.

I feel like you don’t love me anymore. I don’t know how to bring this up because every time I do you say you love me but I know you don’t

it’s been over a year and i’m still afraid of falling in love with you again if you would just look me in the eyes long enough. i wish i could apologize for what i did to you, i hope you’re happier now.

i just hope i don’t fuck this up, you’re the only person i’ve ever known that’s fascinated with me and want to know everything about me

you are love. and you are light. and you hurt me every day. but i know it's not on purpose so i could never tell you

i love you so much. i’m glad we are back in each other’s lives. you’re my person. you get me. i’m beyond thankful for you i truly love you

It’s shitty that our friendship had to end the way it did; so abruptly. It was the moral differences that made up my mind. You tried to blame the fact that a Visibly pregnant woman was pulled from her car and had her stomach stomped on so hard that it left a boot shaped bruise and killed the baby on the mother instead of the man who did it.This was the final straw that broke my back (among other things compiled over the past three years). Maybe I should’ve given more explanation, but cutting you out was the only logical thing to do after you’ve lodged the knife in my back so many times. That said, I will never EVER discount the times you were there when I needed you to be, when nobody else was. That being said, I’m mourning you Collin: I’m mourning the dumb sweet boy who wanted to save the world, to protect people —because that boy is dead. I don’t know when that side of you died, or if it just malformed into something monster and husk-like over time, but it was horrifying to see what you’ve become, which was why I couldn’t watch it anymore.

I wrote this in light blue because I know you love this color. Something about you is so special. You are so special and I want you to know that.

i do come on here a lot. i don't know what i need but i haven't stopped thinking about you which makes me feel like we should talk. call or text me

emily (em)

I miss you, bubby. No matter what happens, where you move or who we date...I’ll still love you. Forever and always.

i really wish we could be friends, but you had to be an asshole last year. you have changed but if people knew we were hanging out they would be hurt

i am so unbelievably in love w you bb, i’m sorry things are weird right now. i hope they get better soon so we can be happi, and i know they will. i’m sorry i get jealous easily, i call that ~trauma~ i really do trust u

i have no idea why but i like you so much and you could literally kill my dog and id still want you and it’s not even fair to me cause i deserve so much better but i feel happy when i talk to you even when you say something small like yes. and i’m also sorry cause i’m really bad at showing and saying what i want and i wished i would have told you when i had the chance to. i hate so much that i like you again

I wish I would have listened to everyone else when they told me you were bad for me.. you broke me but yet somehow I still hope that you are doing well...

i want to talk to you so bad but i'm scared that will really be the end. i miss you so much but i'm not ready to talk to you, i don't know if i'll ever be

i wish i was able to love you as much as you love me. this world would be a better place if everyone had the soul you did.

quizá nunca volveremos a estar juntos, o a vernos pero...siempre serás el amor de mi vida, te lo aseguro que quiero seas el padre de mis hijxs y dejarte ir es un jodido infierno pero tú Hasi es feliz con alguien más...solo porque tú me lo pediste..

HI BUBS you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. you are so amazing and beautiful and perfect and sweet and understanding and everything else. thank you for saving me. i wouldn’t be here or be happy without you. i miss you so much ꧁꧂

I miss you. I'll miss you every day forever. I'll never stop loving you. I'm waiting for you. After everything, I'm still here, waiting for you to choose me. Come back. M

hey bub, i love u more than anything and i am so lucky to have u, but sometimes it hurts. i get in my own head and think about all the things u have already done w her and it’s a different typa hurt. ik it doesn’t matter and u love me but just some random thoughts. i hope we stay together forever

You were the only guy who made me feel something. And before I knew it I wasn't even able to say goodbye.

some days i fucking hate how you make me feel because it’s clear as god damn day you want nothing to do with me but i can’t get you off my mind so fuck you for making me think you loved me it hurts

you say you truly loved me, yet you tell others it was all a joke. i just want to know, was any of it real?

I still create scenarios in my head about us getting back together but I know if you ever came back to me I wouldn’t take you back, not now anyways, God has something bigger than we can imagine for us. I hope one day we meet again. I know Gods plan always prevails and I wish you the best. I will always love you even though you did me wrong and I’m too good for you anyways ?

I was immature and selfish. I never meant to hurt you. I’m sorry. I can’t take back what I did and that hurts me every day.

I am sorry that I feel out of love. It hurt me to see you miss me and I wish I could take it back some times

I wish I knew where to find you. Where have you been the past five years? Where are you now?

i still love you so much but i think you’ve moved on.

When I see birthday posts or pair posts I still look at what yours would be.

I have soo much to say but also nothing at all

Please don’t let her ruin us I love you too much to let you go I wish we could talk more

let’s get married

did you really want to know me or just what was in my pants

I’ll forever love u ml. even if you chose her over me. I’ll always love u.

Hey I’ve been thinking about you recently… I hope you’re doing well…

take a hint and kiss me already

I don't blame you. You grew up with violence, you couldn't help that. I hope you're doing well now.

I wish that I could lay in your bed and cuddle you. I always feel safe with you. I love you.

i wish things were the same as before

I’m glad we’re talking, I missed talking

Every day I walk into class and see the pain in your eyes and just want to start bawling. I’m sorry.

I think about the good memories, sometimes i snap back to reality and realize how bad you were 2 me

Only love can hurt like this. My bones and soul ache for you. I miss you. I love you. Always.