Unsent Messages

You have given me so many reasons to get over you, you've lied to me and made me feel like second choice, like I was an option and "your back-up plan". I feel pathetic for liking you because you've done so many things to hurt me, and yet I still keep on coming back. Why were you able to treat her so kindly, and do almost everything for her but treat me and my feelings like nothing. I guess I'm only so stuck on you because I just want an apology.
You dont even have to like me, I just want to hear the words "I'm sorry" and I won't bother you again. If you really thought I was so annoying, then why talk to me, why lead me on and waste both our time. I hate to admit it, but I really do wish you the best, I hope your elaborate plan on how you would get into your dream school works, and you get your dream job. But please just don't forget what I did for you. This is really long, and I know you'll never see this, but I think this is the best way for me to gain the closure you never gave me.