Unsent messages to BILLY
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 30, 2023, 1:45 am UTC
i smile when i think abt you yk? :)
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 13, 2023, 3:57 pm UTC
I still think of you. Years later. I remember the nights we’d drink the sunset for breakfast.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: December 5, 2023, 1:02 am UTC
you are my everything, no matter what.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 12, 2023, 3:29 pm UTC
i love you but you make me feel unlovable
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 12, 2023, 1:52 pm UTC
It’s been a year and I still can’t stop thinking about you, i miss you billy
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 7, 2023, 8:44 pm UTC
once you break up w your gf, hmu so we can get back together the way i originally planned
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 7, 2023, 5:52 am UTC
i lied. i guess im not over you. i don’t think i ever will be.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 5, 2023, 3:54 am UTC
i still care about you and i’m still so mad at you for leaving
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: November 3, 2023, 6:11 pm UTC
you seem so sweet, I wish I could fall for you. Sorry for being weird ab everything
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 31, 2023, 1:07 pm UTC
And you never knew how much I liked you..
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 30, 2023, 8:01 pm UTC
never in a million years would i think we wouldn’t talk anymore. i think i’m finally over you
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 29, 2023, 4:09 pm UTC
If you wanted me like you said you did you wouldn’t have fell for her so fast.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 25, 2023, 10:29 pm UTC
i don’t think i will ever like someone how i liked you
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 18, 2023, 7:17 am UTC
i still think of you everyday. do you think of me too? i still love you, i think i always will.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 12, 2023, 9:52 pm UTC
it felt like you purposely tried to hurt me, even though you said you didn't want to break my heart
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: October 10, 2023, 11:00 pm UTC
I thought it would never happen but I’m finally over you. Hope you have a good life. Byeee
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: September 21, 2023, 5:12 am UTC
you told me you love me last night
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: September 10, 2023, 9:41 pm UTC
i want you to be happy even if i
that means being happy with someone else
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: August 22, 2023, 12:45 am UTC
i’ve never loved someone more than i love you
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: August 21, 2023, 12:28 am UTC
how can you tell me you love me then act like u don’t :/
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: August 10, 2023, 4:15 am UTC
I've always been a coward for not telling you how I feel.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: August 4, 2023, 9:14 pm UTC
In another universe, we love each other right
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: July 18, 2023, 4:35 pm UTC
you’re not the type of person I expected to fall in love with
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: July 12, 2023, 8:45 pm UTC
even after everything you did, i still want you.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 18, 2021, 5:40 am UTC
"Love" is a funny word, isn't it? I don't know when it happened but I think I've come to love you. There are some other guys but I've realized I don't feel the same sense of fondness I feel when I'm around you. You actually make me feel like I have some value in this world. Thinking about it know, I've felt fondness towards you for maybe... 3.5 years? One of my favourite parts of a person is their smile, you own one of my favourite smiles. I like make people happy, but the feeling of making you happy was the highest I have felt in my current lows. I really love you, I hope you can see that someday. I have never given my love to anyone, but I want to give it all to you. You'll forever be in my heart.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 18, 2021, 5:29 am UTC
Would it be weird if I asked if you are ok? I miss you, I think I love you. Please be there on Tuesday, please, I want to see you again.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 18, 2021, 2:04 am UTC
hi. you'll probably never see this. but i just wanted to say i miss you. i dont think i was in love with you but i really did love you. i wish we could actually meet. i dont think you ever actually wanted to see me. oh well. by the way, my name is paz now.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 16, 2021, 4:24 am UTC
I need you.
I need you so much it hurts, but I know it's time to let you go.
I'm letting you go because i love you.
You'll understand some day. Goodbye, soulmate.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 14, 2021, 10:31 pm UTC
I left you first and I regretted it. I wanted to forget everything and I thought we already moved on but you came back. I don’t know if it’s just because I’m receiving affection or something but we’ve only started talking this week or so and I already feel like I’ve fallen again. We said some shit and we stopped talking. I want to love you again but it seems that relationship will never happen. I wish I had the guts to tell you but maybe that's too soon. It hurts so much but I think we are better off being strangers again... I loved you and for now I still do.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:49 am UTC
Maybe it wasn’t our time,but when you left.all I felt was pain. And you expect me to move on?you made me feel for the first time I’m so long.and then left,after I told you everything. I wish I could hate you.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:54 am UTC
You aren’t my first love but you will be my last thank you for everything. I miss you so much can’t wait for you to come back home ❤️
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:07 pm UTC
I just really hope you’re happy, it’s all I want for you, imagining you being sad over me is the worst feeling because I’m not worth it. You have so much more time I was only a tiny part of your life.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:05 pm UTC
a part of me will always think we’re gonna come back together but this time I’m starting to feel like that’s unrealistic. plus i’m happier now even if I do miss you, it was the wrong time for us but it doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot of love for you, I’m just sorry for how I ruined it when you liked me. I know talking to you wouldn’t be good for either of us I just wish I could’ve wished you a merry Christmas.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:56 pm UTC
constantly waiting for a text from you but it would always have the same outcome so it wouldn’t be good for either of us I just can’t accept you not being in my life ever again but I am trying.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:36 am UTC
whenever i feel my heart quickly beat twice in a row, i know it's you trying to reach me... and hey... it worked i guess. ily
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:41 am UTC
you hurt me in ways i do not wish upon anyone. although i do not know why you chose to do what you did, i know that i will never stop loving you.. and thats the worst part about it. i became dependent on you and all your toxicity. i hope i will one day be able to show empathy for the kindness you lacked.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:32 am UTC
It hurts me we ended the way they did. I’m so sorry for hurting you and I wish I could go back and change it.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 9, 2021, 8:53 pm UTC
you hurt me in a way I didn’t know I could be hurt.
You were the last thing I thought about before I attempted.
but now we don’t even talk anymore.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 9, 2021, 7:52 am UTC
It was you, from the moment we met. It could never be anyone else. But it’s been a year. I have to let it go. I’d always come back to you, though. I hope you know that.
From: ABC
To: billy
Date: January 5, 2021, 8:19 pm UTC
Even after everything I still search your name every once and a while to see how you’re getting on. I hope one day you’ll message me and tell me you’re sorry for everything and you want to try things again
