A part of me still misses you.Our friendship wasn't always perfect but it was one that truly brought me happiness. I hope it brought you some too.

I don’t think you realise how hurt I actually am, I hide it everyday but I can’t sleep at night because your actions haunt me

Lmao this feels awkward but hey ho... we are like proper close mates but we should defo date one day jahdhabs :)

I'm back again cos theres a lot to cover here... I literally never know what to do, stg I would make a move but I get mixed feelings and have 0 confidence to do so... it's like you said we joke about it but I seriously would... ps ages ago when I make a tt about liking 3 ppl u were one... lmao das it from me for now... tarah luv

(this message is in a friendly way) i love you so, so, so so much. thank you for being here for me, and i'm so sorry for everything that i do to you. you're probably fed up with my awkwardness and clumsiness, right? i don't know how you put up with it. anyways, i can never ever thank you enough.

Lol hey Skye it's me again (b)... I'm rewriting that one that didnt go through cos it's pissing me off hehe.
Basically I said something like you have an unhealthy obsession w Sydney which you need rehab from ahhabshaha and that Ben is a good match for you and if things don't work out w him then we can always carry on "faking it" ahsbhahshsha
Oh and also u were like my second kiss so ta for that ;)

i’m sorry i couldn’t do more to help you, especially when you needed it most. i hope you get the happiness you deserve.

you know what, i understand. i'm a fucking terrible person. but you are too. i know you hate this colour of blue, but it reminds me most vividly of you. i don't even know why i feel so,, fucking negatively to you. i hope you're doing well. god knows you deserve it. if i leave, promise you'll be happy. i hope your meds aren't hurting you too much. fuck you. these messages are a final fuck you to all of you. i'm not proofreading this, i'm so sorry

fuck i have no idea which blue to use. this one's prettier.

thank you for making me laugh and smile, i can't even put into words how grateful i am to have you. ily :)

i hope you know i love you more than i have loved anyone in the world. i hope you realise that you are loved and that i am so proud of you. i love you C:

Thankyou for breaking my heart. I really needed it. Ive since grown to know how toxic u were and I can’t thank u enough so.

you are so mentally draining and you don't even see it. you think you are the biggest celebrity and I'm fucking sick of you. you will read this and think it's not about you but trust me it is

i love you so much. u are my human. i hope one day well both be well enough to try again. i hope one day you’ll fall in love with yourself, and then maybe you can fall in love with me. i really really hope you fall in love with me. or at least i fall out. this is so hard beanie. i wouldn’t go thru it for anyone else.

Sometimes I feel like we're drifting and I really don't want that to happen. You've been so sweet and supportive, I don't want to lose you. I love you

i struggle a lot between wanting to hold you accountable or letting things go bc i understand where ur at. ik ur struggling but u can’t treat people this way. u treat me like a child and get mad at me for the same things you do. it’s so obvious that your not at peace with yourself and that’s fine but don’t project thag on me. i’m not perfect but i love myself and i accept myself and i’m aware of my thought processes and ALWAYS try and be better. u lack empathy and understanding the second someone does a grunt u don’t like or understand or agree with. u cannot control others and u sure as hell will not always get what u want. i feel like u have so much growing up to do. you’ve gotten everything you’ve wnated the second you wanted it you weren’t forced to do anything u didn’t wanna do as a kid. you’ll never understand why i am the way i am because i’ve gone thru more than you could even fathom. i’ve been an adult my whole fucking life it feels like. u don’t have to understand why i am the way i am but please respect it. if u cannot accept me and my flaws the way i do with u than what r we doing. bc u do so much shit that hurts my feelings or makes me upset but i know why u do so i don’t give u shit i j try and give u love and acceptance bc that’s all anyone needs. u have so much to learn. you treat me like a child but you’re the child skye. i’m done letting u make me feel like shit bc i thought i was in love with you. and maybe i really was, or maybe i still am, but i see now this would never fucking work if ur gonna keep being this way. even on a platonic level ur just being a bad fucking friend. i’m exausted.

you fucked me over. mentally i am so messed up because of you. i don’t believe that i deserve any love anymore.

I have hated you for so long, that I now can't even escape you in my dreams. I can't fully be free anymore.

every time I see you I get a rush of energy, as if my heart already know that it’s you, but you are just amazing, smart, beautiful, and just overall a great heart warming person and I wish I took my chance before we became friends.

Love you

you make me sick to my stomach. if i ever see you again, i will vomit. you took away what could've been such a better person, but you twisted me until i couldn't recognize myself

i wish you were laying next to me right now so i could rant to you about every. little. thing. fly high piano bud

hey, oh girl you are so gorgeous, the perfect example of a 'heather' (although we don't like to name it that way) i love you so much and i just wanted to say thank you for that but it's kinda silly to say so randomly so yea here you are:)

I feel like there was something there. I feel like there was potential. And I'll kick myself forever for joking about the videos you sent me. I wasn't ready to face the truth, face that anything was real. But I'll remember every word. Every moment. I'm doing better. I have a new crush! But he isn't you, and he never will be. I hope I won't be thinking about you years down the line. I don't know if I could live like that.
Still, I love you.
A

You, Skye were my first real girl crush. One year, we got pretty close and we’re spending a lot of time together. I always wanted to be near you in some way. Always wanted to talk to you, and just spend time with you. This made me very confused because I thought I just wanted that because we were good friends and I liked you company. So I convinced myself it was nothing and we didn’t really hang out that much for a while. Next year, We started to become close again. I started to do the same thing as last year. Wanted to make you laugh, be around you. But, this time I knew that it wasn’t just a friend crush. I wanted to hold you and kiss you. You were so sweet and adorable. I just wanted you to be mine. I loved you. Hell, I still do. I think I might for a while. But I just wanted to let you know that. :) Thank you.

It was unfair to believe we could be friends

i wish i could've loved you right, but i was not there yet. i am now though

I wish you would appreciate how hard I try for us to work despite everything.

in another universe my love

I want nothing but the best for us.

i miss speaking to you everyday

I’ll love you right next universe.

i still love you

Just incase you were curious I often think about what would have been even after all this time

Something about you being in the same room as me makes me feel seen and safe.

i lowkey miss you, hope you’re doing well

I denied to myself I didn’t love you, but you’re still the one I think of.

i still think about you

I still miss you sometimes I just never say anything because I know you wouldn’t feel the same

I promise to never stop trying for you now and forever I love you

where’s the live music ?

im sorry i hurt you and im sorry i keep bothering you and im sorry i never said sorry.

Please love yourself for me

i love you a lot more than you know x

I cant get u out of my head I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you in the past.

you are the world and more im so so happy i have you in my life darling

I really like you but I have no idea how to tell you

You were the love of my life. I wish you were still here. I’m sorry we couldn’t work things out.

i hope you that you’ll forgive me for always messing up, i truly love you with everything in me

come back, i need you

youve always moved on so fast so i doubt you care but i really wish we could’ve stayed friends

youve always moved on so fast so i doubt you care but i really wish we could’ve stayed friends