what I did was probably selfish,
breaking up with you because I was scared of love when you were the first to give it to me

So much I wish I could tell you but I cant. Ion wanna say much but they say new year new me but I just keep thinking about new us bc you the only person that ever really knew me, and could help me but now I feel like I got nobody in this world that understand me. Anyways in another lifetime beth, tell mom I said happy new yrs.

i really like you, you dont know it but i do. youve been my best friend for years and i want to tell you but i know you dont feel the same and that our friendship will be ruined

i don’t love you anymore. you were so pretty, and i missed the person you used to be. i wish we had that time we lost. but, i’m not sure i care anymore. i don’t add to your pinterest board anymore

i’m so happy we met, we’ve not known each other long but your mean a lot to me. i was so close to doing something stupid today but the thought of you stopped me.

You mean everything to me and I never want to hurt you and I don’t want to ruin our friendship but I love you so much

Grey is the colour that you made me feel. I tried so hard to keep you, but all along you were never actually good for me. You brought me addiction, you disregarded my illnesses, and in the end you made me feel like the one in the wrong for calling you out. I hate that I still care about you. And I hate that you never actually cared about me, yet instead acted like you did for your own gain and for your own image. You hurt me in so many ways, but I’m starting to feel at ease because I am no longer missing you.

I knew you liked me, and I liked you too, I'm sorry I got so afraid and threw it all away. I still regret it today

i know you're not good with fluffy happy feelings and stuff so if you ever read this i'm putting it here. You're so amazing and I wish you know how much you mean to me because you and the others are some of the only friends I have rn

You used to be my favourite friend and we had so much fun, but now you have found a new and better friend who you would rather spend your time with and have excluded me to spend time with her. I guess she makes you laugh more

You broke up with me, for the idk how many times. You can’t keep sending these things giving me false hope about us. I wanted it, I really did. It was real. You even said you’ll save the “sappy and lovey dovey shit” for Valentine’s Day, whyd you say that Beth? Whyd you act like you wanted this so bad and then just do that? You can’t keep doing this, you have to make up your mind on what you want, have you ever thought about how I felt? When you keep breaking things off and then coming back to me or giving hints that you want to get back with me and obviously I’m gonna try for it again because I really fucking love you. Please stop, you broke things off for a reason didn’t you? I’m sorry that things didn’t work out just the way you wanted them to, life’s not perfect. If you wanted me you wouldn’t of broken things off so suddenly, for the 1000th time. I’m sorry, this is the last thing I’m gonna write, talk to me if you need to.

a veces, me das miedo, a veces me enojo contigo, pero cuando por fin siento que te amo me haces sentir mal, no sé si puedo seguir con eso.

you laughed at me when i couldn’t play your guitar, after we broke up i learnt how to play and now i’m better than you. bitch.

i love you but i hate you for leaving me. you left me lost and confused with no explanation. what did i do wrong?

I might still not be over you, but I’m happy with what short time we where together for . I’m sorry I hurt you and I know you can do way better than me

i miss the times when we were friends. u were my best friend beth. now you dont even care about me. im gonna say goodbye to you on new years eve .

I trusted you. With my life. I told you everything. And you've thrown that in my face. But I'm stuck thinking about you. My heart won't stop physically aching. It hurts so bad.

I will always love you, i’m sorry i didn't show it or didn't give you the opportunity to love me back, i’ll be yours forever

You’re a great person, one of the best and I mean that. I’m sorry it didn’t work out for us but I’ll never regret giving it a try and I’m so happy I met you.

so.. I told you I still loved you after all this time. You're with someone else,and I hadnt told you because now it's real for me the thought that you dont and wont love me again. I let go of the most precious thing to me and I've broken the best thing that ever happened to me. I can't tell you these things face to face because it wouldnt be fair on you. I think this is something i need to accept and move on from because i know you could never love me again, he's better and i hope he treats you right. All my love
p.b

I’m so happy to hear you are engaged now. You deserve nothing but love and happiness. I miss my best friend but I’m glad you are starting a new chapter

i regret letting you go and want to try again, i already know it's too late but still that won't stop me from hoping

I’ll never forget the feelings you gave me, and the first ever time I laid my eyes on you in that theatre. I didn’t want this.

I know you probably dont feel the same as to how i feel for you, but i cant convince myself that you dont want anything. were still very close friends but i just cant tell and it sucks because i just want to be there to give you the world and make you happy. were so similar so to me it feels right, i know you dont feel the same and thats okay i can take it. i hope youre sleeping well. I would do anything to kiss you...

you made me feel, i was trying so hard but after months of dating you said you didn't want a relationship anymore, then you got a bf. you promised me everything and now i'm so jealous and still so in love with you. Our friend group, playlists, movies, food are all tainted because its all memories of you but you quickly chose him over me so easily without second thought. you even made us play games with him when we were still together, how long have you stopped loving me and started loving him? you already replaced me in less than a month.

i cant tell u how i feel

i can't wait to run away to spain with you one day. i'd love you if you asked

funny how quickly i’ve fallen for you with a little proximity.
i can’t tell you and wreck our lives

i miss us

i love you so much it makes my heart hurt

is that u posting on my name ? let me know

of course my love for you is there.
still,
still,
still.

It’s ok that you don’t love me like I love you, I just want you to be happy even if it’s not with me

I'm grateful to you.

hanging with one of my closest friends after the break up is messed up and you know it.

I still think about you calling every night on phone or disc it was a good time imy stink

I love every second I talk to you, I don't think I could survive a day w/o talking to u. I miss u

I love you more than i could ever say but i know you can easily replace me without a second thought

I yearn for you to text me sometimes

i'll always love you and i think about you everyday. i'm sorry it seemed that i had no empathy.

please come back. i need my girl. i’m scared to reach out again so here i am. i love you still

I will always have love for you in my heart

give me a sign if you like me pls

my best friend!!!! i love u so much dude

hi betty. i’m sorry i wasn’t there. i hope that you know i miss you. i love you.

you never listen and you never will listen.

i’ll always love you

i’m so glad to call you my gf <3

was he worth ruining any sense of trust between us? i hate you

I’m different now. I hope if our paths ever cross again, that we’re meant to be.