this colour made me think of your room. if i could put my ego n pride to the side i'd msg you and tell you i miss you. but i can't, if you see this i still love you

Sometimes I question if it was meant to be. But i think we both know the answer.

P.S. Your the type of person to like Jar Jar Binks

you're doing great. i know you cry when you get praise and you can't handle people being proud of you. but they're doing so for good reason. you're doing the best that you can and doing it well. i know you feel lost, but that's okay. everyone does.

if i’d known that the flame was slowly burning out i would’ve put it out before it was too late. now there’s no hope to get back what was lost, in the burning home of my heart.

Hi beautiful, this is everything I want to tell you. I am so proud of you. You’ve come so far and I’m so so so beyond proud of everything you’ve accomplished. Moving away is hard and it’s scary but you grew up and handled it so well. You’ve been through a lot and you took it like a champ. It’s okay not to be okay, please try and remember that. You have so many amazing friends who love you so much, and I know that you love them. I’m so happy that you found people who make you the best version of yourself, that’s the girl I know and love. I never imagined that moving away would solve all of your problems, but I now see that it did. I am so grateful that you found yourself again, even if that place happens to be 1000 miles away. You are strong. You are beautiful. You are loved. You are so important to so many people, more than you will ever know. I know that K would be so proud of you right now, she’s watching over you with love. You are kind and funny and gorgeous and most definitely someone’s dream girl. You made mistakes, but so does everybody else. You grew from them and learnt a lot of lessons. This year was hard, but it was beautiful in its own way. To all of the people you met, learned to love, and let go of: I am thankful. They helped shape you into the person you are today. If you ever feel down, look back at yourself from a year ago and remind yourself that everything comes to an end; the bad and the good. Better things always come, even if it takes awhile. You found your spirit again, and I am forever thankful for that. To all of the beautiful people you opened your heart to, you have a forever friend in them. They love you and appreciate you. Your thoughts are not reality, do not let your mind lie to you. If you are ever doubting someone’s love for you, don’t. You are worthy of love. Do not second guess yourself. Do big things, it’s written in the stars. To my beautiful girl, my beautiful Bella: I love you and I am so proud of you. A free heart and endless spirit, you have the capacity for infinite loves. Please do not ever let anyone stop you from opening your heart to the world. Let your light shine. Let people hear your beautiful laugh. You make waves, you are so important. Fearless in ways never imaginable, I know that you’ve been through so much. Loss is hard, and heartbreak is painful. You are strong and selfless. You have a beautiful heart and a beautiful mind, and I am forever grateful that you feel like yourself again. I knew that you outgrew this city, you are supposed to do bigger things than this place could contain. Let the world hear you, don’t let anyone hold you back. I know you get scared sometimes, but you have no reason to be. Their opinions don’t matter, they are just as scared as you are. So, please, go be free. Go be beautiful and crazy and wild and laugh until your voice cracks. Smile until your face hurts and your eyes squint. Please, go live your life. Be alive. Do it for K. Experience all that the world has to offer. If you ever doubt yourself, know that I’m here for you. I love you and I am so proud of how far you’ve come. Show the world your beauty, show them your heart. Embrace your humor and beautiful mind and create wonderful things. To my girl, I am so proud of you. You care for so many people, and never fail to give all of your love. A letter to you, from me. I am so proud of you. Continue to dream big and experience the beauty of this Earth. Even if you doubt me or forget: I love you, always.

I'm sorry for not giving you and I the closure we needed. You were toxic for me, we outgrew the friendship, and it was time to move on. It's time for me to move on. I wish you the best.

hi bella. I just wanted to say that i wish we could be closer , and i love you so much. you're the person i love seeing the most everyday and i really hope your family gets their shit together so that you don't get sent away. im so jealous of how easily you can talk to people.

A Soulmate Who Was Never Meant To Be --- By Jess Benko

Fool --- By Cavetown

I Lost a Friend --- By FINNEAS

Star Shopping --- By Lil Peep

Call Me Baby --- By Beach Bunny

You're always there when I need it most, I thank you for that. I wish sometimes that you would be more confident in yourself, you're beautiful. Everything you have ever done for me has benefited me. I'm so appreciative of you, I love you so much and I don't know how to tell you.

physically being with you made me the happiest i’ve ever been in my entire life. deep-down you really do hurt me, but i love you. i’m sorry.

the drawstrings of my hoodie haven’t been touched since you last tied them, everything makes me think of you

i feel like i deeply take you for granted and im really sorry about that you mean a lot to me and i didnt realise that until i lost you im sorry

i cant stress enough how much you have helped me. you have helped me feel comfortable talking about trying to figure out my sexuality which is so stressful for me atm. you have helped me when ive felt there was no hope. i love you bella, and i want you to know that im forever going to be here for you. you mean the world to me.

hi beh! u r my bestest friend and i am eternally grateful that u decided to be my friend! u r one of my biggest blessings ahhh that i feel like i don't deserve. i adore u and i can't wait to go to london and spain with u in the near future. always so happy the universe gave me u

why are u so amazing?? u are so beautiful and i love everything about you!! ur everything i want, and it’s almost christmas so all i’m asking for is u.

I didn’t block u. I turned my phone off for the rest of the night because I couldn’t stand it. I didn’t want to hear from u. I texted u and idk why. It’s like even if I mad or don’t wanna talk u always find a way to creep into my head again and again and again. Maybe u could text me back or call me so we can talk and just start over.

what did i do? I thought we would be friends forever, and then the next day, we were strangers. i don't miss you, i just wonder

I’d take it back if I could and u know I would. The race finishes when the hobbit leaves, Maybe sooner. All I ask is that you don’t make the same mistake. Prove to yourself you’re better than that, because I know better than anyone u are.

You weren't avoiding him. If anything you were avoiding me. If you wanna go down that twisted road again be my guest. But if your gonna do it for some sorta revenge scheme I'd think twice. The only reason I broke that promise is because you couldn't promise me anything.

Wrong word using revenge. Call it a get back at me scheme. I thought maybe if u couldn't promise anything you would at least try to stick to your word, But you couldn't and you didn't even try. I call you out on a simple small thing and you gaslight tf outa me making it seem like I was the bad person making things up when I saw it with my own eyes. You again let your feelings control your decisions and made stupid excuses for it.

Hey bubs, I just hope you’re doin alright and everything’s going well! I’m sorry i’m not there anymore. Thank you :)

i like you of course, but not as much as her...it will always be her and i don’t think you deserve that. i’m sorry

you were the cause of my pain and anger but i can’t stop myself from thinking about you and who you were to me. i miss you and i don’t.

Your heart is too big for some to understand, don’t ever stop loving people just because they don’t realize how much you care about them. You’ve seen so much pain and loss and I’m so proud of how you’re still standing strong, despite all the challenges that you faced. You have a big heart and a beautiful soul. You are worth more than you know and I know that you’ll do big things in the future. Stay crazy and wild, use your heart always. It is better to love and lose than not love at all. One day you will find someone who is ready for all of your love and feeling, who will make you realize that you are not a burden or crazy. You are beautiful, and I’m proud of you. Never stop dreaming. I love you always, please don’t ever forget that.

Im sorry for what I did. I hope one day you'll tell me.

i’ll forever regret what i did, i truly do miss you even though you probably hate me.

I love you. I wish i could say it your face but I can’t. I just want you to be happy.

You are doing better and im proud of you. Sorry im like this :/

Please take me back I know I don’t deserve you but I I’m so completely in love with you

i wasnt lying

Please let me go, I just wanna be friends… please I forgive you just please…

i thought i was over it but here i am thinking about you again

I hope you heal. I use to want an apology, but now I just hope you heal.

I don’t think you’ll ever leave my mind. There’s a piece of you stuck in my heart always and forever

I'm sorry. Forever and always.

I like you, I wish I got to tell you that. Please just talk to me again.

I almost never think about you anymore, but I dreamt about you last night.

Hope ur doing well, sorry for the way things ended <\3

u remember me as someone completely different than who i am now. is it the same both ways?

take all the time you need but please come back. i’ll always wait.

I did my fighting. If you want me back, it’s your turn.

I love you and whatever happens, don’t forget

You saved my life. I will never meet anyone else like you in my life. You are the best friend ever.

It’s never going to be you sorry

I miss what we had but how could we ever go back to the way things were?

It was nice catching up, but I can’t forget what you said about me.

I miss how it used to be. I’m happy where talking again but it’s not the same and i’m sorry.

you were my bestfriend but i also know i deserved better, i just didn’t know how to live without you

I’m glad we’re happy apart too. I graduated today and I wouldn’t have pushed through it without you.

In another universe we’re on my porch smoking a blunt catching up on the time we missed. I miss you