Been a long time. I respected your wishes and left you alone. Still miss you though.

You’re my best friend and Im in love with you but you probably don’t like me back.

I really hope you understand how much you hurt me. You crushed me in a way no one else could </3

You'll never know how i actually felt about you.

My love Bethany, I think about you a million times a day. You have my heart, I love you Any

I miss you. I know we can’t be together, but I miss you so much Bethie. I really do.

I hope you're well. I miss a version of you that no longer exists. One day I want to know you again.

I love you so much please see where I’m coming from my feelings hurt

I’m still not over us, gosh I wished we worked out. I miss you bean.

You always make the wrong choice but you went too far this time, you can’t come back from it

I saw the highlight and you have us still. Reach out

sometimes i feel you don't really love me and just want to be in a relationship.

I really wanted to love our relationship, but now I can't.

You came back into my life at the perfect time and it's like no time has past

this silence is deafening. always haunted by what i should’ve done sooner.

i hope you become who you wish you were. i hope you one day deserve what you want.

i look for you in every girl i talk to

make me a new playlist to let me know it’s you. I hate to say it but I miss you.

I have a huge crush on you but it feels like we’re both so busy and I don’t wanna bother you.

I made a mistake I’ll always regret but it’ll always be only you pretty girl I’ll always love you..

You said nothing would change but you blocked me and we barely talk. This sucks, I regret telling u

It's been almost a year since we last spoke & I've thought of you every day.

You deserve so much better than me, but I'm so thankful that you choose to love me every day anyway

I love you, but you never gave me a chance. It’s okay pookie.

I know u ghost & block when u start feeling close to someone. Let ppl in. Not everyone will hurt u

You said you didn’t think less of me then you blocked me when he proposed, that sucked

Can we fight for us? I really want it to work it out.. I sincerely love you.

You don’t know how many times I’ve dreamt about you…you are absolutely beautiful

You were my best friend for years but my biggest heartbreak. I miss you so much Beth.

staring at me from your car like you were hoping to see me or something

What you did was horrible but you didn’t deserve the aftermath. I don't forgive you but im sorry.

i hope that we'll find our way back in the end

im losing people. losing myself. you’re still gone.

I'm going to marry you one day.

If it counts, I’m sorry. I’d apologize a million times if it meant you’d speak to me again.

i'd move across the world if it meant i'd be able to be with you forever.

I want u to be happy, but you can’t keep this way. Did I ever tell u that I’m not doing well?

I pray you stop dating random dudes and give me a chance. I’m crazy in love with you and you know it

I need you to realize when you talk about your perfect man, you end up describing me

You are the most precious and beautiful thing in all of gods creation to me

I believe with my whole heart that we are meant for eachother, I just need you to see it too

I don’t want “better”, I want you. How long do I have to sit on this porch until you get that?

It’s always been you, right from the start, I just need you to pick me too

I know I hurt you, I'm sorry. You always said my best was good enough, but we both know it wasn't.

I miss you, I think I always will. You were my first love.

i will always wonder if you think of me the same way i see you, like you put the stars and moon in the sky

You should be embarrassed. You damaged my property without blinking an eye. You want to be a doctor but you don’t get out of bed until 2pm. With all my heart I hope you are never my doctor. you are shit.

I miss you so much but I know we have different paths in life, hopefully one day those paths will meet. I love you and I’m always here for you, don’t forget that. Don’t forget me.

to the person who saw my messages: hi i’m in a little bit of a self reflective moment right now and came back to look at the messages i wrote her. i was feeling a lot at that time and i’m not exactly sure what i said but once i came across this post i nearly cried. its a great shame that my posts are gone and have disappeared into the void but i am so glad that they have at least stayed in the memory of at least one person. unfortunately i don’t think she ever saw my messages but things kinda worked out anyways. i don’t know. the universe has a weird way of always taking care of you, even if you don’t know it yourself. i like to think about it like i am a little dog trying to eat a chocolate biscuit and the universe is my owner forcing it out of my mouth. i like to hope that the universe says to itself “silly girl, she thinks that this is what she wants but she does not understand how it will hurt.” i don’t know. anyway, if you ever see this reply, i would love to speak to you and maybe i can solve the mystery of me that has been haunting you. but perhaps that would ruin the magic of it. who knows. i would be content if you merely saw this message and know that i am here. nevertheless, i wish u well, kind human

I can’t comprehend a future without you and I’m going to find it impossible to move on fully but I’m so grateful for everything you’ve done