Unsent messages to BELLA

you weren't my first love but you were my best friend, I'll always care about you even if you don't care about me anymore.

can we go back to that night? i just want to hold you again. god i want to hold you again. let’s look at the stars again sometime

i hope u know how much u mean to me. you’re the closest thing to me and no one can change that. i love u forever.

this colour made me think of your room. if i could put my ego n pride to the side i'd msg you and tell you i miss you. but i can't, if you see this i still love you

Sometimes I sit here and wonder what It would've been like if you was still here, i would be petting your fluffy fur although you would probably wouldn't like my new cat Jet.

I miss your little brother, he reminded me of the one I had lost. I never told you that's why I spent so much time with him.

you dumb bitch you slept with my dad he is old ASF like wtf but guess what I fucked your mom and sister jokes on you

hi bella i don’t know if you’re gonna see this but you might, so i just wanted to say thank you for being the best friend i could ever ask for. i love having you around and i love our sleepovers, nighttime convos LMAO, beach days, and just any day we spend together is the best. you’ve been nothing but an amazing friend to me and i hope with all my heart that we never drift apart because we still have to go to mexico and sit by the pool with our kids and stare at hot mexican men !!!! LOL anyways i don’t tell you enough but i love you lots and would never trade you for anything else in the world

You loved me in a way I'll never quite understand. Because I'll admit I never really understood you but the times were we were alright I felt on top of the world.