hi bella i don’t know if you’re gonna see this but you might, so i just wanted to say thank you for being the best friend i could ever ask for. i love having you around and i love our sleepovers, nighttime convos LMAO, beach days, and just any day we spend together is the best. you’ve been nothing but an amazing friend to me and i hope with all my heart that we never drift apart because we still have to go to mexico and sit by the pool with our kids and stare at hot mexican men !!!! LOL anyways i don’t tell you enough but i love you lots and would never trade you for anything else in the world

you only use me to rant about your problems with your friends. have you ever even thought about asking me how i am?

dear self, please take care of yourself, do it for mom. you’ve gone so far to give up now. you got this, we’re all rooting for you. you have so many people that love and appreciate you bella. fight for yourself, for your well being, for your body. don’t give up. please don’t give up. it’s not your time yet luv.

i know you’re reading these as i’m typing it. but i miss you a lot. you’ve been on my mind so much lately. all the memories we have. i just want my best friend back i don’t care what we went through i miss you so much !

maybe if we hadn’t done what we did we would still be best friends. im sorry i fucked up. i will always love u

you dumb bitch you slept with my dad he is old ASF like wtf but guess what I fucked your mom and sister jokes on you

i miss the old you. everthing change, and i think that i know why u don´t want me back., i´m not sorry, cause i did everthing rigth. and you too. it´s just the life, right? this shit happens, and we cn´t do anything abou it,

I never will understand why i ever became friends with you. Your such a shit person, you ruined everything for me and the one I hold dearest to me. Maybe I just wanted to fit in thats my fault but its not my fault u decided to spread rumors, call the cops on my friend for blocking u, and decided to be a straight up bitch to everyone who u thought wasnt good enough for u. Ur a fucking bitch i know ur home life is shit but that doesnt mean u can be a shit person get ur life together asshole.

why do i always go back to you? you treat me like shit and don't realize it, yet i forgive and forget. if i havent met you i would be happy, but you ruined me. you fucked me over and i don't think i will ever recover. i just want you to realize just how much damage you have done to me.

you weren't my first love but you were my best friend, I'll always care about you even if you don't care about me anymore.

Whenever I was near u my heat starts to flutter and I begin to blush but I will never forget the memories we had together and our friendship

I know you left but, it’s okay. I don’t even know why i’m that hung up about it but i hope you’re doing okay. I wish you the best in life

hi beh! it's so funny how we could have spent sm time at the same school and not become friends until just last year. it's so crazy to me that we've only known each other for that long because i feel as though i have known you forever, and i'm not even kidding. you have helped me through some of the worst times and we've had some of the best times together and to be honest, i'm so glad the universe sent u my way. i adore u!

I miss you, I just wish you'd come back. But you're gone and I cant change that. I'm so sorry for all of the things I put you through.

you werent my first love. you werent any of my loves. but i love you. if soulmates were real, i believe that we would be. not romantically. at least not in this life. maybe in another. and i think thats beautiful

i wish u never told me how u felt. i wish i never felt the way i did. i never meant for us to become anything more than friends and i hate u more and more everyday because of it.

I miss your little brother, he reminded me of the one I had lost. I never told you that's why I spent so much time with him.

I don’t really know if we are soulmates. I knew this was gonna happen so thank the lord I found someone else before it did. Hopefully the 38 days and counting are worth it. I’m still just a phone call away

i love you, youre beautiful and strong and ik you can get over anything, you deserev so much better that what life has gave you

it’s so weird to think that last year i wanted to be friends with you cause you were so pretty and cool and you had the same views as me in this tiny town and now we’re really close and i tell you everything. your such a nice person to talk to

Sometimes I can hear the whisper of your voice in my ear and it brings me back to when we were so much more

you were the cause of my pain and anger but i can’t stop myself from thinking about you and who you were to me. i miss you and i don’t. C

I'm sorry I don't know how I feel but I'm even more sorry that not knowing made me frustrated and I took that out on you.

we drifted a bit and im kinda glad, ever since you got more friends your ego got bigger and you followed the crowd, you probably hate me right now go ahead and say whatever you want but idgaf we're not in year 7 anymore luv xx

i never knew what you meant by me being the rose and you being the prince until we went on separate paths

i wish u were never born. u ruined me. u ruined my life and idc how bad u feel, u will never be able to fix it.

You were my everything, my sun, my moon, my stars. You still are the sun, the moon, the stars. Just someone else's.

i know i should hate you but i can’t, no matter how hard i try. i know you think i’ve moved on but i promise i’ll always be waiting for you

i hope u know how much u mean to me. you’re the closest thing to me and no one can change that. i love u forever.

I dont know how much you think about me, but I think about you every day. Even after all this time. I love you, I hope we reunite once I return, even if you're currently with someone.

Leaving you was the worst decision of my life. I hate that you’re with him now. I’d do anything to get you back.

can we go back to that night? i just want to hold you again. god i want to hold you again. let’s look at the stars again sometime

From the moment i met you i knew i wanted you to stay in my life forever. Now, i don't even know who you are.

u not liking chocolate was the last straw. but I guess u don't have bad taste otherwise that'd be an insult to me. you liked John from congress with nice hair more than me which was a huge L too. also u have nice hair and ur really tall

I havent done one of these in a while and you'll probably never see this but I'm really starting to like you. And I know your starting to like me too. I get it, good things take time and I'm excited about that. Ill see u in the passenger seat of my car soon enough.

Being you best friend is so hard. Sometimes I feel we are only still friends because we've known each other so long

You’re such a dork and get so excited about the small things. I’m so happy to be your friend even though it’s only been a few months. Please never let someone kill your child-like wonder and curiosity

i can already tell we’re going to recreate that one pic of the girl doing another girls makeup on top of her

u ruined my life. i have no idea on how you're doing right now but i pray that you've become a better person because i would never wish upon anyone to have to go through what i did because of u. u gave me so much trauma and trust issues like now i genuinely do not believe someone could actually like me as a friend due to all your gas lighting. regardless of how much u hurt me then and how much it affects me now i still wish u the best of luck in life and hope u are happy.

I’m in love with you. I know you don’t feel the same, I’m so sorry. I wish I could be the person you need.

no matter how much i wish i did, i didn’t love you the way you loved me. i needed to be loved and you loved me, so i tried to convince myself i loved you back. i love you but i was never in love with you. i’m sorry. if i could go back i would’ve stayed out of your life. there’s so many things i wish i’d done differently. your parents didn’t want you to get hurt and it’s probably best they made us break up. you were an unintentional rebound. but i don’t love him anymore and i don’t want to get back together with him. so the bright side is that it worked.
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i really am sorry bella

you treat me like shit sometimes but its okay. i let it happen because im desperate to find love again and im desperate for this to work out. its not fair how you still get to talk to your ex and be all buddy buddy with her but when mine calls me out of the blue, you get upset with me. and then on top of that you get mad at me whenever i try to express my frustration with your ex. you say "she's still not over me" "its not her fault" "dont be mad at her" but its not that easy when youve been cheated and treated badly your whole life. its hard to build trust and i dont think thats something you understand about me yet. i dunno, its just annoying because i cant tell you this or youll get upset with me and itll start something. i have to keep it to myself.

i'm sorry i didn't give you an explanation i just couldn't bear the thought of you anymore. all that time. wasted. i've been thinking about you a lot and i hate it, you're on my mind 24/7 and i really thought you'd be gone by now. i hope you're okay and doing well, i hope this finally gives me closure because i don't have the heart to unblock you and apologize. i'm sorry.

Sometimes I sit here and wonder what It would've been like if you was still here, i would be petting your fluffy fur although you would probably wouldn't like my new cat Jet.

Hey I just wanted to say I know you’re disappointed. But I’m doing my best. I know I’m not what you expected but I’m trying. Sorry.

i have so much love for you. i wish you never lost the love. but at the same time, i know i have enough for both of us

"eat my ass" i love you thanks for being there when no one else was. me and u forever. yes written in black its me

hey bells,
we're best friends but i dont wanna bother you. youre happy and innocent while im just on the verge of killing myself. crazy isnt. please dont be sad if i really do it, i love you

I can’t stand being friends with you anymore. You have become so fake and I am done with you. I’ve finally found two new best friends who love me so much and I’m not a second priority. So thanks in a way, for making me realize who my true friends are.

we met because of the mandalorian, watched the first season together, talked about it for hours, and today the first episode of the second season is released. i wish we were still able to talk. we had such an incredible connection. i miss talking to you about aliens. i miss how weird you were. i never asked but i'm pretty sure you're a sagittarius. miss u. i hope you watch the episode today, and remember of a really good friend you used to talk to about space, minecraft, bruce wayne, ghosts and thanos & how you thought i was a slytherin, only because i never believed you were a ravenclaw. miss you. but i wish you never left. you were the one who said leaving people hurt. and you were the one who left. enjoy the second season.