you are the best thing to ever happen to me. all i want is to tell you how much i love you. everytime i see you i loose my breath. my heart thrums and my head swims with thoughts of u and i. please don’t ever go. i don’t care if we never become more, even if we just stay friends it’s enough. but do you think you could ever give me a chance? maybe just one. i promise i’ll love you until ur sick of me. i would never hurt you. i promise. just let me show you how i feel. because you have captured me, i am consumed by you, body and mind. i am overcome with love to give you. all i need is the chance to give it to you.

i wish things wouldve worked out and circumstances were different,, i hope we can be close again one day

writing again bc i didnt get it all out the first time. i do miss you but i dont know what i miss more. i dont know if i miss you or the idea i had of you more. regardless i still miss you and i feel like i kind of ruined things, i shouldnt have said anything and just let things flow but i was so caught up by you. i wish you were clear w how you felt instead of leading me on and i think thats what fucked me up the most. the excitement you gave me and then one of the hardest falls. i know you said it had nothing to do with me but i cant help but overthink that i was just being stupid. we had such a good thing going and i feel like i ruined it,, we barely talk anymore. i used to get so excited to see your notifications. I dont regret anything bc at least then i knew and wasnt being lead on any longer. but then again when weve talked since youve made comments sending me mixed signals but ive learned to take them w a grain of salt. maybe im just over reacting to all of this and youd probably find it weird how much this affected me but i really thought i found something special w you. it was too good to be true. in a different world things are perfect. maybe one day or maybe not. what is meant to be will be. i do miss having you as a friend though. i really wish we could be closer again and im hoping things will change in the next year,, i hope we find each other again.
i really do miss you

it's crazy how I can remember your favorite dessert being sfogiatelle but I can't remember what I learned in Organic Chemistry yesterday.

i was thinking of ending it all then you entered my life you helped me find happiness and i am forever grateful for that

thank you for all the memories. but i think it’s time for me to go. i dont think i can do this much longer. i love you:) stay strong.

you grew as a person and i’m so proud i’m here to see it, but the old you hurt me and those wounds and effects haven’t worn off yet.

we all know what’s going to happen. i need to in order to benefit my own future. i’m sorry to you. i miss you. hope one day you can see my perspective

fuck you! you left me for Diego and I can't forgive you for that. You're a horrible person but I love you shawty

If I had been there, if I'd known. Would you still be here? Still smiling? Still happy? Was it my fault? I should have seen all the signs, but I didn't and I'm so sorry.
I'll visit with flowers on Monday.

Thank you for always being there for me and always listening to me when i tell u things, you such a good friend. And im so sorry for not always being there for you. i love you.

what happened to us? we were doing so good. we finally met eachother, do you not miss that feeling? the feeling when we saw each other? the feeling in the photo booth. did you not see the way i looked at you?? do you really not miss me at all.

I love you so much but your so toxic to me sometimes. I don’t think you understand how much you hurt me.

I really wish you didn't break me, that you could've ended it nicely without making me feel I don't deserve love

hi my avabear. i love you so much you fucking whore and i hope you’re doing okay. talk to me i love you

i love you. i’m sorry. you don’t deserve any of this, i’ll work to be better for you. i know you’re pulling away and it’s my fault. i’m so so sorry. i love you and i’ll be better for you.

JANDICE! Michael didnt forget your bday but hes gonna pretend like he did so he can double your present. We love you! XOXO A

some days pass by and i hate you, i hate that you can’t love me. i hate that you still love lily. when she was awful to you. and all i have ever been to you is what u need. i would do anything for you to just love me back. forget her. please. lily never cared about you. she didn’t love you. she used you. i would never do that. please give me a chance. and if u see this. u know who it’s from. i know u do. if u see this text me and tell me if you will ever be able to love me like u loved her. because i love you. forever and always.

i held on to every bit of you that last day :( it felt like our last hug u mean so much to me thank you for everything u made me understand real love even though i couldn’t express my emotions at the time you are and will always forever be apart of me

you made me realize soulmates exist. you're my best friend and twin flame and my twin and i adore you. love and miss you the most.

where do i start? you were my first bestfriend. you made me happy. you were my second sister. i will never forget how you made me feel. i look back on our memories and miss what we had like no other. we have both moved on but just know ill never forget you. i love you.

I love you so much, you are everything that is keeping me here. If I go before you, just know if I have any choice in the matter I will be watching over you.

i feel like we are just slowly drifting apart and i'm losing you even though you said that would never happen. i don't want to lose you, you are my closest and best friend but i feel like we are slowly losing that

i wish we could be friends again. everytime i think of you my throat starts to hurt and i start to cry. i rlly wish we could go farther in life together, thanks for everything.

i wish you weren't so toxic. i miss the old you. you actually were caring and now you're an entitled bitch.

Sorry for the things I said to you the last time we spoke. I didn't mean them and I was manipulated into doing so.

god, i know we ended on good terms but you might be the reason relationships scare me. they scare me so much i might never want to love again

oh god. why do u make me feel like i’m nothing and everything at the same time? i would never leave you and i hate that

I still miss you after all this time. It hurts seeing you with him but I’m happy that you’re happy. Love you forever.

If you read this I did love you but it destroyed me when you broke up with me I didn’t know what to do I was confused with what the problem was it made me question myself and I was so destroyed

I still talk to you today, but I really love you so much. You make me so happy. But, sometimes you just lead me on. And, I just let it slide...

you deserve the world, there is not a person in the world who shines brighter then you. you are. everything

you’ve changed me for the better. i really fucking wished you knew your worth. the amount of love i have for you, and how much you inspire me to be like you. i cant express you how much i love you.

Im sorry you're so broken. Its good that you're doing whats best for you. Stop apologizing. You deserve the world

Why would u treat me like shit? U just left me behind like I was nothing to u. U treated me so bad ur so toxic I hate you sm rn

Even if you don’t say good night to me I still enjoy your presence and think you’re nice, sweet, funny and fun to be around. Anyways, gn

We showed each other the deepest parts of our hearts and you promised me you'd never leave. So why did you?

i love you so much it hurts. i hate that i love you as much as i do. i’ve been fucked over by you countless times, hurt a million more, and i just feel like you will never love me as much as i love and care about you. it always seems to feel like there is always something or someone more important than me and it feels like i’m just someone you go to when you’re bored. we used to talk everyday but now we barely talk. it hurts 100x more to lose a friend than a boyfriend, and i hope you realize that someday.

u hate me for no reason, u slag me off days on end, threatening to hit me and I've never said a bad word abt you. all because brooke spread some shitty rumours like the bitch she is. all ive ever said abt u is how pretty u are and how lush ur figure is. i still dont understand why u have any reason to hate me, i may be annoying but ive never said a word to u, I've never even had a chance to show u who i am

youve taught me more about myself than i ever have. youve changed me so much for the better. you showed me how to love myself, be bold, be confident, you taught me how to live. you showed me what friendship really is and i value every bit of u.

I love you dipshit
I also really miss you lol and sometimes I read through our old messages just to feel happy and it honestly works. I don't think you actually understand how much I love you and I'm honestly worried you might break up with me at any moment. I started liking you when we had that dumb argument over George pig lol but I tried to distract myself by saying I liked someone else you have the cutest smile that i love so much I can't describe it i just want you to know I love you so much

You would never want someone like me. I made fun of you so you would notice me. I never meant for you to go away.

The fact that you body-shame so many girls and they didn't do anything to you is so disrespectful, and yeah you know who this is. Learn to respect women properly and stop dating boys just to make your ex jealous.

I'm so glad that we went our separate ways, you're so toxic and you know that yourself. I hope that you change yourself for the better in 2021.

i’m sorry i did u wrong. i didn’t mean for things to end like that. but i appreciate the time you gave me and helped me become a better person today.

You are really special to me and I really care about you but I find it hard to say because I get nervous but never think that I dont x

we were just friends kjhfkfd.. im doing it anyway tho cause I miss you.

i'm so sorry..

The last thing you said really hurt me, but I should have handeled it better.
You probably aren't even going to see this, but if you do.. please reach out to me

thank you. you are one of my best friends and you may never know it, but you saved my life. you are the person who said just the right words. i’m still fighting. and i love you for that.

i don’t know why i fell for you, i just did. i’m in love with everything about you. but you will never feel the same.

I really like you. I don't know why I do. I have never had a crush on a girl or anyone online before. You were the one who made me bi and proud of myself :D I hope you like me too. I think about you and our future. I have never wanted to be in a relationship with a girl this much before. I hope one day we can meet eachother in real life