Unsent messages to AUBREY

In another life, you’d be the man I’d want to marry.

you make me really happy and i wish i could tell you that but i’m a bit to scared

No matter my amnesia, you’re the memory that stays. I wish you were more than a memory now

do you think of me as much as i think of you

i miss you so much

I love you so much<3

I miss you. visiting your grave hurts more than anything.

i love you but i’m scared for our future

i still see u in my dreams

You're always on my mind

i wish i could tell you that i’m in love with you. but i don’t want to ruin your happiness with her. i wish you the best doll.

hey. idk what to say. you were my first relationship. i was exploring my sexuality and you were there. a girl, with a crush on me. so, i of course, made myself have a crush on you. i still to this day don’t know if the feelings are real. i love you. just i’m not sure how. you feel like a friend to me. but i can’t loose you. i ride my bike and imagine you next to me. i want to grow old with you. but do i? truly? i’m not sure. am i forcing these emotions for attention? to avoid hurting you? i’m not sure.

why don’t you ever take responsibility? it wasn’t always my fault, i miss you and you rather not be friends than talk about what we BOTH did wrong.

I wish you could own up to your action rather then blaming it on your mental illness. Body shaming is not caused by mental illness

I wish I could tell you everything that’s happened since you left. I wish I could look you in the eyes one last time just so you could see the pain. Why did you say forever? Why did you stop loving me? Or did you ever even love me? I gave you everything. You got the absolute best of me. And now when someone comes along that actually deserves the best of me, it’s too late. It’s already gone. Already been given away.

you still look so beautiful. it’s not fair how hard you made it to forget about you. i’m not excited ab love for myself anymore. not sure i even believe in it anymore. i still check your astrology sign in all the videos and text posts.

I could never wish I never met you. you brought so much life into me and then took it all when you left. I appreciate the everlasting impact you had on me. I would never have been as comfortable being myself without your encouragement.

I’m letting you go. slowly but surely. I don’t think I’ll ever stop missing you, but each day it becomes easier for me to stay away. I hope you continue to be happy. thank you for all that you’ve done. this heartbreak has changed me sm. I’ll always remember the little things, like the fact that you liked honey wheat bread. haha how did things end up like this? one day it I’ll look at your name and it won’t hurt anymore.

your favorite color is green now, so I took that into consideration. so many things have changed since the time we spent together. even when we had a small reunion, it was so exciting to get to know you again...yet heartbreaking because it made me realize how I missed out on these changes. even your dream occupation changed. I've gotten so many tattoos since you've last talked to me. maybe one day when you're a tattoo artist I'll run into you at your studio and you'd be able to give me something that would last me forever? that's something I'd hold onto. your love is etched into my brain like the ink is into my skin. wish you still loved me lol it hurts. some promises weren't meant to be kept. anyways, I guess I ended up being the one who meant it when I said "I love you forever"

I wish I didn't mess up. I wish I didn't start a pointless fight. I regret it. We didn't know each other long but you made an impact.

you're my best friend, and that's why i dont know how to tell you that i know you've been in love with me all these years. i don't love you back like that, and that's why it hurts.

every hour, minute, and second that passes by, i am constantly thinking of you. i could never forget you

it pains me that we don't talk as much anymore. i fell in love and you didn't, you're focused on him instead.

even though you chose him over me, i still love you. your happiness is all i need to breathe. take care

you're so unfair, up till now im hurting. If you were really my friend you should've told me what's wrong. I guess i was being a fool trusting you

Why am I not enough for you. I’m always there and you push me away I just wish you could open up to me I love you

I hope you’re doing well. I can’t hate you even if you were a manipulative little skank, I still could never hate you. I hope he treats you better than I did. ?

I really wish that you could understand that your worth so much more than you give yourself credit for. Why settle for someone who isn't worthy of your greatness?

don’t do this. this isn’t you. wake up. it’s us. it’s always been us. don’t leave me here alone. i miss the old you. what happened? ur cute smile and adorable laugh and not to mention your pretty eyes. ur being sucked into tiny lies. please come back home.