I need us to be done Roberto, and I need us to stop, it’s hurting me so badly knowing that you won’t talk to me but you still look at my social media every day. You said you wanted it to be done then please just leave me alone. I’m saying this in the saddest way possible: you have inflicted so much pain on me and I need you to please just go. Get out of my life and leave me alone, I need to be happy and I need to heal and recover. You’re all I think about and I just want the pain to end. I loved you so goddamn much and I tried everything to make you happy but it was never enough, and now I’m left by myself wondering why I was never good enough. Please sweetheart, you need to leave me alone. Go away. I’m begging you. Let me be happy. Let me forget you. Follow your words and get out of my life, dammit. Leave me the fuck alone.

Someone at the park hit on me today. He had a voice just like yours. It hurt, but not in the way it used too. I am slowly forgetting you and it hurts just as much remembering you does. I hope you’re well, and I hope the sound of my voice still hurts, just a little bit.

I just wanted you. I hate the life I’m living now and I wish it could just go back. I wish you would have tried with me to fix everything.

i literally cannot stop loving you i don’t think i will ever be able to stop i’m genuinely extremely happy for you but yet it hurts so much i cannot put it into words it’s so weird not hearing from you but i genuinely wish you the best. i love you.

ti penso sempre anche si non ci conosciamo bene. ogni volta che penso di averti superato.. ti vedo e sono perduta.

vabbe buonanno nuovo

You are and always be the love of my life. And I think that if we had more time, now we would still be together. Ily and I think I will never love someone, like I loved you.

Solo quiero decir...
Por que me dijiste que no querias nada y solo publicas cosas de amor.
Solo dime que soy yo

Todavía tengo el vacío que me dejaste, sabes? Cómo puedo sacarte de mi vida si todavía te sigo queriendo como el primer día. Este amor unilateral de tres años parece un siglo de eterna tristeza. Espero que si un día en un futuro cercano te atrevas aunque sea a mirarme a la cara...

And you were only fucking with my feelings because you didn’t know your own. I do miss who I thought you were.

I hate you for how you made me feel, even tho things didn't work out with us and you're still my bestfriend, it'll always be you, if you ever wanted me id say yes in a heartbeat.

I fucking hate the way you left, and I hate that I let myself feel guilty for the way I let you go. Because it was your choice, wasn't it? If you wanted me, you should have told me, and not in a whisper over a pillow at 4 am, and not in convoluted questions that left me feeling like I got all my answers wrong. You should have grabbed me and kissed me and told me you would never let me go because that was all I was waiting for. All this time I could never understand my feelings for you. Now I finally know. We never meant anything and we never will.

I don’t hate you for what you put me through. I hate you for acting like you didn’t put me through anything.

literally fuck you. i tried to be nice and let you down slowly but you're just an asshole with an ego that is way to big.

You said I was your first real friend and that you loved me. Yet, you still left and never returned. It’s been over four years and I still think about you in my darkest hours.

Te quiero de vuelta en mi vida por que tu haces que sea mejor, me haces feliz pero no puedo esperarte por siempre aunque lo haria sin importarme nada daria todo por ti sin pensarlo dos veces

Te quiero, te quiero en mi vida pero solo si tu quieres estar, no te voy a obligar a quererme, no puedo....

I know I was put in your life to show you what real love is like. One day you’re going to wish you had never lost me.

you know how much i cried that day and you didn’t care, you broke my heart once and i’m scared that you will do it again one day. hope your girlfriend treats you like you did to me.

Te amaré por siempre, incluso si nunca te conocí. Jamás volveré a hablarte ni buscarte porque sé que mereces ser feliz.

I love you but you can't keep fucking up like this, you know I have this soft spot for you and you keep taking advantage of it because we both know I can't get mad at you. I'm happy for you and your new girlfriend really I am. But do you understand how much it hurts when the first person you fell in love with tells you how much they love someone else. You never tell me you love me not even as a friend only when I do something for you you say ily. I hate how ,much I love you. and you really had the nerve to bring her to the mall on MY BIRTHDAY and I bought YOU something. She seems like a good girl and she makes you happy but if you love her why do you call me when you are having anxiety attacks I like helping you threw them they make me feel useful but still. You say she makes you happy but you tell me how she is toxic and you think she's cheating on you and she might be great but she's not me and I really don't want you to get hurt again. I can't keep doing this even though I love you.

I missed you, and I’ve moved on now. I miss the good times, but now it’s just memories from the past. We were living as if it were to be forever.

Miss yah and wish you would be a better person already but damn, New Years is already here, and I think I’m gonna let you go.

While you were busy ignoring me, I was busy putting effort into someone else. I guess your plan backfired. Sorry you couldn’t see my worth, but I’m glad you gave me the chance to figure out how to love myself on my own. Our two year anniversary is in a month from today, and I’m glad I’ll be spending it as far away from you as possible.

Why is it you I’m always running back to?
What about the boy with kind eyes or
The one who wants to trace his fingers
Through my thoughts

What is it about you that makes me fall back?

Please stop talking to me, I have made my best to get away from you and you always come back and make feel the same fucking butterflies.

You made me feel so unlovable for the last two years that I forgot what it was like to feel loved. It leaves such a sweet taste in my mouth. I don’t love you anymore, sweetheart, and I’m proud to say it.

So I think I better go
I never really know how to please you
You're lookin' at me like I'm see-through
I guess I'm gonna go
I just never know how you feel
Do you even feel anything?

You said, "Don't treat me badly"
But you said it so sadly
So I did the best I could
Not thinkin' you would have left me gladly
I know you're not sorry
Why should you be?
'Cause who am I to be in love
When your love never is for me?

We took my mom to the hospital today. I keep thinking I’m gonna wake up from a bad dream, but I know that this is my reality. Damn do I feel like years have passed in only two weeks. I wonder how your doing, what your thinking of, if you even look on here. I keep checking to see if maybe you’ve left me a message but I never find one that sounds like you, yet again maybe the you I knew was never real. Maybe I didn’t know you at all.

I’m doing what my manager did and am gonna have a baby and start a life w the dude I just started dating. That’s the reason ion talk to you no more.

I had some of the best sex tonight with my new boyfriend. He made me come harder than you ever could— and for a brief moment in time— you ceased to exist. I forgot all about you for a couple hours, and I was much happier with him. The best part is: he’s rich, he has kind and loving parents, he takes me on dates, he shows me off, he wants to give me pleasure, he’s 6’4, he’s going to be a pilot within a year, when I’m with him he gives me 100% attention, and his presence in my life makes me wonder why I ever kept you in mine when I deserved so much better.

I’m sorry I could not be who you wanted me to be. I miss you more and more every single day. Rip hermoso

Hardest year of my life.

I had you.
Then I lost you.
I had you again.
And then I lost you again.

And it’s for good this time.

No sabes las ganas que tengo de que tus sueños de hagan realidad, no importa que yo no sea parte de ellos... O que no esté ahí. Espero encuentres a alguien que te dé lo que yo no te dí, alguien que te sepa apreciar, que te escuché cantar y tocar, alguien que oiga las pláticas de tu mamá y alguien que te ayude a seguir adelante... Aunque ese alguien no sea yo.
Nunca nos despedimos correctamente, pero hoy, en este mensaje, me atrevo a soltarte y dejarte ir.
Gracias por todo, hasta que nos volvamos a ver.

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something; that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line between determination and desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

No matter how hard you try to make a person who's miserable all the time happy it'll never work, until they get a handle on their life and try being happy without a reason. Life doesn't owe anyone happiness only you owe yourself happiness.

In the right time and space, we could’ve had a beautiful relationship, even if we don’t talk anymore I still think we were meant to be in each other’s lives, as lovers or as friends. I do miss you but you are the one who decided it would be best to stop talking and I believe everything happens for a reason. Maybe someday our paths will cross again

I may have entered this year with you, but I’m so happy to be leaving it without you. Thank you for showing me that I deserve more. Goodbye.

You always called me sunshine but never saw the light in you. You’re light is magic I miss you dude

u were everything.

i hope things work between us, i really like you

Why push me away. If only you needed me the way i needed you

I don't even know who you are anymore, but I still love you, my favorite boy

I wish you would have changed. I don't know why it was so hard. Im sorry for being mean, I love you

i wish you nothing short of the best

I love you roberto.

you are the best thing that has ever happened to me i love you

I regret how I handled things I wish we could have been just friends

im sorry, i never wanted to mess it up. i still keep the yellow big plushie you gave to me. ily.

I love you but you just wasn’t looking for love you was looking for something else ..

i wish i got this kind of praise you get for living. your so joyful even when your sad/mad

I miss you. I keep trying to move on and I can’t but I’m hoping I will soon.