Unsent messages to FABIEN

I love you mwah<3

i miss you so much, i think of you all the time x

I love you forever.

I don’t know why I always end up thinking about you...but I do, you make me smile, you make me laugh... we barely spoke a word to each other unless it’s on either birthdays, I really hope you could stay in my life but you’re leaving soon, and I just hope that in the future maybe we could become friends? Even tho I might have a slight crush on you, anyways yeah, I’m hoping friends :)

I'll never understand why you used me and left me so much or why i still liked you after all of it. Or how you could act so lovely and then turn into such nasty person unprovoked, it really hurt. You have ruined my head but for some reason, if you tried to come back i'd probably let you because that's how stupidly high i think of you. You have ruined a lot for me even motorbikes and i can't walk to the shop the same way because it upsets me sometimes,so thanks for that. I will forever wonder what i did wrong and why i couldn't get closure :(