i will be lost without you, i don't saying anything because I don't want to put pressure on you, you will forever be my best friend and i dont know where i would be without you, im sorry i know i can be there for you more and i wish i was. im so sorry i let you fall down a path that i fell into before, im really sorry. i would do anything to take your pain away. i would give it to me, i would do anything, please god just take the pain away from her before i lose myself and she loses herself.