Unsent messages to ARI

This is a message to myself:) please love yourself,you are so pretty and you are on this world with a reason.

It's Zoi. Was it real? Because I found out that the last time we met (while we were still almost together), you started dating someone else. You make it seem like you still wanted me and that makes my heart beat like crazy but can't I trust you after all that you have done. You can't get yourself to talk to me.

I told the stars about you and then you left. I stopped talking to them. I bet they miss you. But not as much as I do.

i think you're a soulmate that is supposed to serve a purpose then leave,, you bring me anxiety now. i don't like how much reminds me of u. i don't like green hair anymore. and i probably won't go red and black now either. maybe when we grow up we'll get into contact again,, i hope your mum is well,, and your brother. we aren't compatible as people anymore but maybe that will change. maybe not, either way i cant listen to cavetown anymore.