and I never told u this but the day you ended things I wrote something lol, I was just writing about how I was scared to love you because everytime I love somebody they either change or start changing and I didnt want that happening with u, but somehow I still managed to fall for you and this happenssss, damn my overthinking really is on point sometimes, but I just wish I wasn't right 90% of the time lmao cause it's sad as fuckkkk I really dont like this. I don even know why I'm writing this but keeping all this shit to myself is destroying me on the inside and I know for a fact you dont even check these anymore lol, iss okay.