u hurt me so much but i hurt myself even
more by letting you back in every time you wanted to. i forgave and forgave & here we are 1 year later with no exchanged words. nothing at all. i hope she makes you happier than i ever could’ve.

do you really think i'm that special? I've never been in a relationship so I don't know how to reply to this message. just be glad its not extremely awkward unless this one is. anyways, I think you're really cute and you make me smile. I know this is super corny and you're probably cringing right now but you gotta understand that writing this is hard. right now I feel all my feelings for you are finally coming through. I can finally say what I've wanted to say for years. I like you, like a lot. I don't think I know you well enough to say I love you but i'm sure we'll get there eventually. we should hang out somewhere later. maybe the park? we could get ice cream too. I want to get to know more about you.

I wish you would’ve stayed, I fr thought that we could’ve had potential