Unsent Messages

damn kid you are unbelievable.
do I even know you? I really don't understandddddd, I try to be as normal as possible. why are you so scared to open up to me and talk, I know you're a bright kid who's always happy but I really feel like even when you're low you don't, didn't tell me, it's like you're scared of being vulnerable or open, is it? I thought you trusted me damn. I love you because you're a ray of light but I also will love you when you're in the dark. remember. I'll choose your monsoon over anybody else's summer. I'd do anything to keep you in my life kid, even as a friend, but the minute I start feeling like I don't even know you is the minute I'll actually start losing us and that is gonna destroy me lol. I love you so fucking much but it's like this was a joke to you, and it kinda hurts. but issss okay I'll be foineee like always isn't it.
you don't ever have to be cooler than u think you are when you're with me, you could literally not talk anything and you're still the coolest, I like you for every part of you not just the good ones and I think you don't really get that, but funny how this doesnt even matter, as long as you're happy ig